Thursday, January 19, 2006 . 4:32 PM

I dunno wadds wrong wif me but i seem to be easily pissed off dis few daes...hope dis wun be 4eva if not i dun wanna live le =.= ...perhaps its becos of tt incident la...so stupid...den since tt dae i haf been pissed off easily...sm ppl lyk...er..i shd not name any names...(dis is thmost imp thing)...r more irritating den usual...dunno y...den sm ppl i think they r beta den last yr...anw is lyk most ppl turning worse la...den got a person tt last time i think shes great...she noes how to help ppl...den alwaes help ppl hu get bullied smtimes..i dunno if those r counted bullied..but tts wad i think..den now i seem to totally change my opinion bout her...yeah...changed.my.opinion.so now i dun realli care bout her le...den smtimes kind of find her a bit...erm...hypo?but oso cant sae tt...she is not as bad as those realli hypo ppl...lyk....shyt la...i alwaes wanna name names but cant =.= ...nvm...ah well..beta to keep it of as "secret..although sm ppl may noe hu i toking about...tt is onli when tt particuler person can put 2 n 2 together...butif cant den too bad =p ...but i m so not gonna sae anything le...wadd is past is past...den now oso trying to learn how to be forgiving...yeah...but its hard...maybe i shd be unforgivenable...den wun hafta worry bout anything liao...if angry den angry...dun try to forgive..aha...but if every1 liddt den the world will turn unside down...its those ppl hu r forgiving den the worlds peaceful...look...if every1 in the world is forgiving,ther wun be any wars,quarrels,fight and so on...so ther wun be any trouble...den again..its not possible...seriously for those ppl hu think its possible,they muz be nuts...see it dis way...every1 has each of their way of thinking...the same thing e.g. a quarrel,sm ppl might think tt person A is right while sm other ppl wd think tt person B is right...so dif ppl has dif way of thinking...and for those hu has "neutral" thinking,i muz sae(sry no offence) they haf no decisions...yeah..seriosly...but realli no offence to those ppl...lyk i said,dif ppl has their own thinking n NOW this is wadd i think....sigh...anw if every1 thinks the same,there wun be new ideas or inventions...so wadds the point?Everything has its own advantages n disadvantages!Nth in the world's perfect!!!anw y m toking so much crap on this?i oso dunno...yeah i m indecisive...FOR NOW ONLI...anw now i haf a habit of sth...whenever i'm angry,i'll juz hafta dao every1 n i'll be fine soon aft...is dis a habit?i'm not sure...but seriously dis works lyk heaven!i dunno when i've started using dis "habit",but when i dao ppl i'll feel beta...den my daoing skills is lyk 90/100...cos smtimes ppl ask me sm qns hafta ans =.= ...lyk todae when we doin sci prac =.= ....yeah...hafta tok ma...doin work tt time wher can keep silent n let the other partner do all the work de =.= ......nvm...oh n i din haf sp todae...but i still reach home lyk 3pm...y so late?bus is slow =.= and i went bedok to buy food...yeps...er i feel so tired now...but i m very shuang aft saeing sm of these stuff tt i din sae to any1 now....lala....i think i go other things le...ytd v come online got a few mails...kk...so cyaz...