Wednesday, February 21, 2007 . 10:20 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Haha I know its rather late, but well, its still the new year! Haha. Have been rather "busy" the last few days so I didnt blog, obviously. Havent counted my angbao money yet hahaha. My mum is guessing that there would be around $240 but there wouldnt be a reward for guessing correct anyway >.<.

Slept at 3 on the new year's eve, 4 on the first and second day of new year hahaha. The only time I slept earlier was yesterday lols. Yeah you can guess what I did during the time LOL.

Oh well, new year was rather fun haha. Especially yesterday night. Cause we went to Erica/Erina's and we were playing cards at the house before going down to play with sparklers. We threw the sparklers and they looked like shooting stars leh! Haha. The funny thing was that my young nephew stared at the sky as if there would be more dropping down when we finished the packet already LOL.

Oh and dont really try throwing the sparklers unless you are positive you wont throw it at someone. It would be dangerous so =D. Hehe.

We didnt have enough so we attempted to buy the sparklers. Haha cause the shop was closed and I went to search for the lunar new year maple cash card instead, but the 7-elevens there all sold them out already =((. (I got them today anyway =D) We bought drinks in the end haha. We went to the playground which we thought there were swings. In the end there wasnt swings anymore=(((((, but we played catching =DDD. Hahaha. We felt very young at that time, like what we used to do when we were young. Just the five of us made lots of fun. Haha.

Guess five's still a nice number. There was the CNY celebration today which replaced lessons, and it was a half-day. Ashley wanted to have a 2C outing but in the end many had trainings so we were desperately looking for people to go out with, since qy ashley and me didnt want to go home. In the end only the three of us plus shaun and terence went out.

We went to terence's house after looking around at the comics connection(whr I got my card) and watched him jam haha. Me and ashley also played the xbox lol. I think I am addicted to that game la. I love fighting games as always(nice ones though).

Then we went tm after qy changed into the clarinets t hahaha. Oh well, we went into the arcade but the guy caught us "in sch u" cause we were wearing our skirts and pants other than terence. So we went out, then walked around for a while before sneaking in to finish our tokens at daytona. I still had one left, plus another I kept last time I have two now =((((. What a waste of money.

Hahaha. So we spent our time like that. It was rather fun, which makes me want holidays even more. You see, I am still in the holiday mood which started last thursday hahaha. Tomorrow will be a week already. Its really hard to snap out of a holiday mood you know. I tried so hard to get out of it during the december holidays to like focus on my studies this jan. But now? Sigh LOL.

Must try hard to get out of it again. Hopefully I can get back to the "study" mood before the next week starts. There's a lot of tests coming up! But two more weeks to march holidays LOL. Ohno another holiday haha. But that one I do not need to worry cause there will be four days of band camp. Great. Haha. Hopefully I wont get so tired. Yeap.

Many people are having troubles and stuff. But its CNY, so dont worry and be happy! Actually no link right? CNY = dont worry be happy. Aiya dont care la. No point getting all upset over stupid stuff. Learn to free others and most importantly free YOURSELF!

Move on if you need to, focus on what you really desire. Not just on stuff that seem impossible. Yeap, that includes your studies la duh. Haha. If you are reading this, I am NOT a teacher hor hehe. I am just a friend who will stay by you when you need me. =D

Okay gotta go cause its rather late. I am freaking tired even though its only 10.40. Well, its the after-effect of sleeping late and eating lots of junk food I guess. Getting heaty again argh. Haha. Nights then and cya! =D

Thursday, February 15, 2007 . 10:55 PM

Ah Happy Belated Valentines Day everyone hahaha.

Too bad I was watching naruto that I didnt come online yesterday haha. I received many chocolates and candies and roses haha. Oh and nicole is my angel from horns lol...my first guess was right lol, cause she go pass the letter to nicole yim.

Now naruto is nice cause there's lots of actions. The starting is seriously =.= compared to now. Too bad the third hokage died. Okay haha dont worry I am not gonna yak about how nice naruto is for the whole post lol.

Missed math lessons and couple of other lessons yesterday cause we went to the singapore conference hall for rehearsal and I am getting lost in math =.=. I mean I was confused about what ms ng was teaching today but later on figured out some parts to it haha.

I shall go read textbooks again when I am in the mood to do that. There are lots and lots of tests coming up after the CNY. *dreads* I am gonna turn into a mugger. nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

I dont wanna be a mugger. Dont ask why =D.

Oh anyway today was very holiday mood hahaha. Cause there is no school tmr! And on wednesday dont have lessons either WHOO. OHOH! And there wasnt BSP today AHAHAHHA. So fun lor. The thing that is anti climax are the tests =.=. They are like alarms ringing in my mind reminding me about them argh.

Nevermind! I shall enjoy Chinese New Year! Haha. I think I go sleep le...goodnights!

Tuesday, February 13, 2007 . 4:22 PM

Havent been blogging for a while! I guess I should not be lazy to blog anymore even if I have many things to complain about. Blogging just makes me feel much much better.

2C'06 CNY steamboat dinner was on Saturday and we had lots of fun within the big family! Like qh said, it felt as if we didnt separate. It is like we are still in the same class and even when only a few of us went to qh's house to play, it still felt somewhat like 2C again.

I dont know how long this feeling will last, but I definitely hope it will last forever. Although there was band in the morning, I totally didnt mind it at all, cause I was looking really forward to the dinner.

After band ended, joanna qy and I went bugis for lunch and did a little shopping but didnt really buy much. Kh came to look for us and we went Marina Bay after a while. Its totally quiet, or almost until the 2c began to arrive hahaha. But anyway we reached like 30mins earlier O_O.

So we went to take the bus to the steamboat place like we used to go out in the early days. Haha...seems long but the last time we went out was only during dec lols. And we went to the arcade since alf of them didnt want to bowl.

So we played and played till it was 6.30, we went to have our dinner. It was fun cooking our own food to eat haha. There were 3 steamboats, 2 chicken soup and 1 tom yam soup. Oh! And joanna was blur when she went to fill our chicken one with tom yam cause she didnt check the pot when she wanted to refill it LOL.

Then ash and yd created our mini family haha and we had a lot of fun crapping as usual I couldnt stop laughing also. Then there was some special creations like orange chicken and bbq noodles of some sort lol. But they were not bad la. Oh and some of them accidentally took the food from the other steamoat stall LMAO.

Then some of us went to qh's hse after the dinner. On the mrt, we saw one of the guy from superstar and yong bu yan bai. Anyway, we didnt do much at qh's hse lol. Played taboo, watched tv and slacked around.

Wonder whens the next time we'll have time for 2c outing. Seems like shaun's gonna organise a trip to Sungei Buloh and it better be good lol. I guess I will be looking forward to the next gathering as much the last I did! =D

Oh and I will be going JAPAN =DDD instead of the laos trip WHOOTS. Finally get to go japan lalala. We'll be visiting the anime museum and I am happy hahaha. Its the only thing that cheers me up whenever I think of being sad. Oh okay not only this haha.

Chinese New Year is COMING and there is no school on Friday! Plus I get to miss PE and some other lessons tomorrow WHEE. Okay so many reasons for me to be happy already hahaha. Lalala.

Life is bad sometimes while good the other. It is imbalanced. Haha. Talking about bad thing, today's math test I am freaking DEAD. Most of the questions are difficult and tedious to do, which gives me more chances to make careless mistakes OMG.

And the bonus questions are useless. There wasnt even time for me to do any of the two. Oh and I didnt manage to finish a question either. Sigh. I am gonna hope for the better. Everyone's going ohno I am gonna fail. I think I will go oh hopefully I manage a PASS.

Yeap. Very lazy to blog nowadays. I have been reaching home very late other than Tuesdays. Then there might be work to do, so I wouldnt have time to blog. Haha. Okay maybe not. I am also spending time watching animes =D.

Oh freaking youtube is SLOW again. I have been loading bleach 85 since like 3pm and till now, 4.45, it has only loaded less than one third. WOW. Youtube is so freaking cool. Okay I shall go practise guitar or something. I revised bio just now =D.

Hahaha. Okay byebye!!!

Monday, February 05, 2007 . 8:28 PM

So when was the last time I blogged?
I dont remember.
When was I last feeling pissed and everything?
I dont remember.
When was the last happiest time(s)?
I dont remember either.

Conclusion?
I have a bad memory.

Its just the beggining of the year yet it feels everything's on top of me, slowly waiting to squash me. Its the feeling most yr 3s are getting I suppose. With the time tight now, nothing's being done right.

Been thinking, was thinking and am still thinking about many stuff. Not that they happened recently or what, okay maybe some did. It surprises me that I have so much to complain and reflect about.

Today was a long day. It totally tired me out, not that I wasnt tired out the last few weeks. I dont hide stuff do I? If I really must, I will say everything and anything right here. I guess I dont have to go so far.

This is one of the times I am feeling really bad. Bad mood, bad day, bad time, bad everything. I dont know how to express it, but everything's just bad to me now, at this moment.

I feel cheated. Though certain things are comforting, there are still some parts that I dont agree on and I cant do anything to make you all change your mind and realise it. We cant outsay certain people, but only try to make them realise and reflect. However, I dont think I did. Or maybe so, but I wouldnt know.

Based on the fact that we arent working hard enough, I know I am not, we cant keep going on like this. But what if only those few of us did do something? Things may still not work out what we wanted them to. And whose fault would it be? All of us. And why me, most would think. But they dont realise they havent been doing what they are supposed to do. I might contradict myself or even confuse you, you dont need to care anyway.

There are certain things which are hard to explain, difficult to express, tedious to correct, so I am not gonna do them. Maybe not all things but some. Too many things are just mixed in this post, which only i myself understand. Therefore you dont need to try so hard just to understand this post.

What makes a person the right one to make decisions and everything. Even commanding to their subordinates? It doesnt give anyone any rights to do so, unless you really have to put it that way. Dont just be selfish and insensitive cause the person who will get hurt is you yourself.

Its not good nor legal to name names, spout vulgarities just because you are agitated on blogs cause they just dont allow it, so I am not gonna do that. What I have typed may not make any nano sense to you, so dont try to be smart and think what you think it may be about. It will just cause unneccessary misunderstandings.

So be intelligent.

Now for the happy parts. I am glad that there are people out there who brings smiles to my life, at least for a few moments, but I really appreciate them. And those simple sentences could actually make me feel better.

Best of all, there are still somethings to look forward to. I am totally gonna enjoy myself while those days last, or even minutes, nano seconds.

Gotta go do boring hw. Bye!