Friday, August 28, 2009 . 11:24 AM

Why isn't blogger fixed yet zzz.

Back from bowling ytd, became giddy so went to sleep. Wanted to study bio this morning and go do bio test. Unluckily, had really bad cramps. Couldn't (no time) study finish, so ended up din go. At least gonna take it with a few other peeps haha.

Bowling was a waste of time, cos they kept teaching so there was minimal play time. I wonder why the school let us attend so many bowling lessons. We just went last year or the year before for our post exam activities I think. A waste of time.

One of the instructor is kinda irritating. He swung my hand and the ball went to the gutter, he said that see, that was my mistake of not swinging the ball straight, so it went to gutter. I was damn pissed, like that was my fault? And I played fine without his help can? Gutter then gutter la, it takes time to learn. You cant change people's playing styles and techniques within an hour.

They should just understand this fact and not think that its us who are not trying to learn. How do you bowl properly when you are made to hold the heavy bowling ball for more than 3minutes standing in a hard-to-balance position. Focusing on balancing, managing the heavy weight and trying to get your stance right. Then, you try to bowl with the method you are just taught. Doing so many things at once when you are a newbie? Try it yourself.

Ops I forgot that you are already a pro. Ah, try to UNDERSTAND then?

Ah wells, at least we played a few games cos our lane only had 3 the 3 of us - amy + gina. Gina is pro ~.~. Others include bens and trish and banana who got spares and strikes consecutively!!!

Ah burh. Poor dawn, get well soon!

Saturday, August 22, 2009 . 11:45 PM

Blogger is still screwed and facebook is gradually getting better. Hur, its bad reading a lousy post =/. -Reminds self to refrain from posting lousy posts-

Ant baits are totally working. Few ants are seen in my room now, other than some random walking ones which I flicked to the baits. Enjoy your meals, ants! Muahahaha - evil smiles-.

A lot of work to do, but taking a break here, so shall blog a bit. I think we have very nice and helpful teachers right now. I will feel bad if I never do their work, even though sometimes its really due to the lack of time, or lack of time discipline -erhem-. Very long havent felt bad not doing work le heh. Yeah, been slacking off for such a loooooong time. So now its weird.

Just cleared some of my un-clear-ness about differentiation ytd and hopefully I can do my math on tue T_T. Next week is really a killer week. With all the extra events and all zzz.

Monday - GP test, end early.
Tuesday - Math lec test.
Wednesday - Pulau Tekong.
Thursday - Chem SPA, Bowling till 7pm -dies-
Friday - Bio lec test.

-faints at the look of the coming week's schedule AGAIN- (cos I already mentioned it previously hahaha) Where got time to finish all the work and mugging?! Ehh, okay, should really continue with my work le. Tomorrow still got bbq to go to, qun fang jiejie's bdae!

Happy Birthday to you! (In 15min's time! xD)

Thursday, August 20, 2009 . 6:22 PM

I hate it when my phone keeps restarting.
I hate it when my modem keeps disconnecting.
I hate it when my com hangs.
I hate it when maple keeps dcing.
I hate it when facebook screws up.
I hate it when I am sick.
I hate it when I fail yet another test.
I hate it when I want to do work but dont have the mood to.
I hate it when things affect my emotions so easily.
I hate it when we quarrel.
I hate it when I dont get things I want.
I hate it when I dont get things the way I want.
I hate it when I seem to be the only spoilt brat in the world.
I hate it when I hate myself and the world around me.
So basically I hate the world.

I only see every single bad thing in the world and not the good ones. Even if I see the good ones, they would be forgotten ever so easily they disappear without a trace. I have lost all wonderful memories that should be there with me all my life(I guess). Happiness is a privelege(no button to corr spelling), not a right. I know life has its ups and downs, but must the downs be appearing more that the ups? Cant you at least give me a smooth ride for a while? Not even a day more than 2 consecutively. You know how hard life is? Whoever is controlling life, you suck. I dont think I am the one controlling my life. Fate and all do. Fate sucks then. But I am sure there are many more out there. I dont know what I am speaking anymore. You(I) suck.

The bottom is supposed to be another post but this skin doesnt separate 2 posts in one day obvious enough. I will do it myself.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is it just me or is there something wrong with blogger? My facebook is very very screwed up too T_T I suspect there's virus attacking my com. I wonder how does com virus attack coms =x. -Recalling bio and viruses-.

Okay after 2 weeks of chionging school studies, tests, spa and homework, I think I (almost) turned into a mugger! T_T Its so scary how I managed to finish many homework considering I have been sleeping at normal time, which is 11pm with occasional 1ams. Havent been studying much cos I was always too tired/sleepy. Tests are done badly, so CA is gonna die, esp chem T_T. I dont think I will ever pass chem this year T_T. Must buck up on other subjects too. Never really felt so stressed yet numb towards it already. Kinda feel like oh I just failed my test again, that kinda feeling you know?

Even Mr Ng could tell that we were very stressed, or maybe he knew it from terence, but nvm, as long as he knows. So many people are very stressed out, including myself. Dont know what to do but just keep trying to catch up. I really dont get math and chem. Worse part is I feel so stupid if I were to keep asking qns -.-.

Ahh I hate blogging on this weird looking page. Was thinking of screenshotting then post it but I realised all the buttons on the blogging page is gone so I cant upload any pictures anw -.-. Cant change font, cant change colour, nothing lol!

Today just sent nic yim off earlier in the morning and she cried in the end >.<. Many went to see her off. If I were her, I would have cried a lot already. I wonder how is it like to study overseas on your own. But at least she has her cousin with her =/. I dont want to be independent haha. After next year, many of us would be on our own already, cos I know surely alot of ppl will go overseas.

After that was pw. Banana forgot to bring wr(blur girl!) so she went all the way home from dawn's place. I didnt help much cos I took medicine and was super sleepy I fell asleep countless of times. I am really sorry >.<. The medicine caused drowsiness and I totally forgot about it. Plus I guess I was tired too, so I just slept >.<. My group made me go home rest, so I did and got some more sleep. Stupid renovation upstairs or sth woke me not long and I couldnt get back to sleep again.

Not really feeling very well, esp today. But I guess these few weeks being too busy has really taken a toll on me. Should get more rest then do some mugging. Next week is gonna be really tiring.

Mon - mass pe cancelled, end at 2.15?
Tue - math test
Wed - Pulau Tekong, end at 5 plus?
Thu - chem spa + bowling #&*(@#^&*@%&#*@#, end at 7
Fri - Bio test #&@)*#%^@#*3 + math supplimentary

Sad life right? Hah.

But some still dont understand this busy school life. I dont know what to do since a long time ago already. I dont really care anymore.

Tuesday, August 04, 2009 . 3:42 PM

Okay I am back from Global Youth Forum(GYF)! Here's a really quick one before doing my work! Currently blogging in a weird window with no options to edit the font and stuff zzz.

I guess everyone has had lots of fun during gyf even tough it may not be the most perfect forum like many has mentioned. I myself really enjoyed the past week to the max and wondered how did I survive the lack of sleep for the past few days haha! Was one of the earliest to sleep at the beginning cos I am used to sleeping 7hours a day, but just couldnt resist chatting with all the facils and exco! However, at night, those mugging really helped cos everyone were just mugging tgt!

Am gonna miss facilitating, and do all those rubbish translating, cos my chinese isnt that good afterall aha. The forum was enjoyable even though my group(A) has all the english speaking people and I dont need to do the translating, its nice to oversee the group discussions and throwing in some ideas at times. Will miss talking to the foreign participants too! All the lousy-yet-they-can-understand Chinese xD! The english speaking ones too! Hope can meet hang(vietnamese) again before she flies off >.<.

Okay shall stop here. Will be updating the next time when I am free >.<. A lot of homework catching up to do T_T.