Sunday, April 25, 2010 . 1:12 PM

Somehow when I feel down, I want to do some work -_-. Shit, I am becoming even weirder.

Okay some updates!

Last Friday - Crazy time with my dear cousins at St James Power House! Needless to say, it was a fun night! Before that, we had steamboat at a not so nice restaurant at vivo. Never ever will go there again -_-. I think I ate damn little haha. Okay, maybe their fried chicken wing was nice? =/

First time to a club and uh da kai yan jian =O. Cos I learnt that you need to open drinks to go in or something lol. Okay, as you can see, I am still not familiar with the stuff there, so I'll just follow lmao! And no don't worry I din get drunk or anything -_-. The amount of alcohol I drank won't even reach 5% of what I drank the whole time at that place I think -_-.

I guess if you don't like loud music, crowded places, loud bass, you wouldn't like that place at all haha! Oh and if you don't like dark or seems-like-very-smoky-place, you wouldn't want to step into the place either =/. It is super different from when we went there for yr4 grad party luh. Definitely had lots of fun on friday with couz and wouldn't mind going with friends on for it xD!

Last Saturday - S.H.E concert!!! (P.S. Haven't had the time to get pictures from michelle >.<) Superb, awesome concert! It's not just because I am a fan of theirs, but their live performance is really good! Totally enjoyed myself there, singing along with the whole stadium-filled fans. There's the warmth that you feel when everyone sings along, those nice and familiar songs. It's the type of feeling I get when all of us going to teoheng singing together, except that here, it is 1000000000x warmer!

I don't regret spending so much money even though I have thought of saving that relatively huge sum instead. If I have the chance to go to their concert again, I'll definitely get the most expensive seats -_-. Lucky Jean! 6th row from the front omg! And erhem. Forget to bring camera ah!

It's an unforgettable concert. I think if everyone has the chance in future, you all should really go to your idol's concert or a heard-off, good live performance concerts! (Especially kpop concerts >.<)

Last sunday - No mood to do anything hahaha! Hangovers from all the fun!

Last week - Tests a bit dead luh, as expected from having too much fun T_T. Sigh.

Been busy for a while, cos of bcc selection thingy. Though I don't think I'll get in, its just for the experience of what I'll be expecting in future if I really go into this field. Uh, but seriously, its just pw all over again. So I guess, pw has its values after all huh?

Oh yeah and I sprained my left ankle during pe on tue -_-. Lucky I fnished my napfa already zzz...Oh...means I cant go for mass pe and pe omg! T_T

Okay I shall psycho myself to go do work now -_-.

Thursday, April 15, 2010 . 9:11 PM

Stupidly forgot that 30 was on the same side at the arang bus stop. I realised that I was walking to the wrong stop halfway on the bridge, and missed 2 bus 30. Waited for freaking half an hour, reading unemployment notes (three quarters way of it already), then came a super crowded single deck. -pissed off- After a short wait, 2 double decks came. What's with the arrangements of buses hello?

That's not all, someone was sweating very profusely stank up the bus when there was so few people cos most people boarded the first one and I took the second lol. Okay nevermind. It started raining cats and dogs. When I reached home, mum said heater was spoilt -_-. You had a bad day!

Oh wells, dad called someone to come installed a new heater already ^^ and he fixed a holder for the shower thingy. Yes the previous one spoilt when I was in pri sch so I never got to not hold the shower when I bathed lol.

Realised that there are many things I really wanted to do since young. But now there isn't much time to do so. I can't manage time properly such that I can make use of my day 100% efficiently. If not, I think I would have done all the stuff I like since then. Since stepping into sec sch, I hardly spend time singing to my favourite songs. You know, I used to listen to 933 long hu bang every sunday and diligently copy down the rankings haha. Loved that period of time <3. It was that period of time that I was most in touch with chinese songs. Now...hurhur I don't know of the popular songs and new releases already. Actually since upper sec I think I totally lost touch except for S.H.E and a few others.

And the worse part is...my singing deproved very much...there are many songs that I could sing without using energy last time =(. Sadded. I shall spend some time, whenever I can, to sing! Teo heng is fine too, but I find that, usually when someone is singing, some others will talk and stuff. Its not like everyone is indulging in the song the singer is on. I love it whenever everyone sang together. Really, it always feel very heartwarming. But it can't be help that different people know different songs haha.

2 more days to S.H.E concert! Can't wait! =D

两个人的荒岛 ♥

Monday, April 12, 2010 . 10:41 PM

Fuel used up so quickly?

I don't believe this, but I really have no mood to do work today -_-. Perhaps its the bio test. It's like I have wasted time lol. If I had studying my usual style, I would have done it the same as I did today except maybe for essay qns lol -_-.

Or maybe...
I am just not suited to be a mugger.

Sunday, April 11, 2010 . 9:32 PM

Being productive this weekend! I realised if I really manage my time and utilize every single minute well, I can actually do many things(including entertainment^^)! I managed to do what I wanted to yesterday and today. Okay maybe not all la, cos I haven't practice differentiation. Yesterday was so productive, when I had the time to play, watch videos, do my usual blog surfing as well as completing chem tutorial, mass assignment, and read bio notes at least once. I even read campbell cos I had tons of ??? for nervous system -_-. It's been a long time since I studied something so in depth, even though its one topic haha. The others are short at least =/. And its the first time I managed my time so well. Maybe after many years.

Today wasn't as productive cos weather was too hot and I just did not have the mood to study-__-. Left the part about memorising every single detail la huh. I am still wondering how come I can do okay for bio last year even though I din even memorise much -_-. This year cmi~~~

Oh and I realised its bad to follow big bang and kpop news on twitter -_-. Distractingggggggg!

And can someone teach me how to memorize things? I think I don't know to do that cos I haven't really tried to do that -_-.

Thursday, April 08, 2010 . 12:00 AM

It's interesting how 2 persons can lock their gaze yet speak no word.
It's cute how 2 persons can think of the same thing, look at each other and laugh.
It's amazing how 2 persons can actually understand each other just through eye connections.

Monday, April 05, 2010 . 10:44 PM

Learning becomes fun when you actually enjoy it. I remember I used to love learning something new each day when I was young. I was an inquisitive kid. I asked many questions whenever I was curious about something or I just wanted to know 'why'. Now, I consider if my questions are too stupid to be asked. Doubts are not really cleared as I rather try and figure on my own instead of looking stupid. But I guess, when you ask, and someone explains it to you, you get it much faster. Although it seems like you are taking advantage of people, helpful and caring friends wouldn't mind helping you =). That's something I feel fortunate about =D. At least the friends I trust are not those who are single-minded, in the pursuit of excellence.

Understanding concepts better makes learning more fun, definitely.

A little tired today despite longer hours of sleep. Actually, I think I will feel tired no matter how long I sleep, but somehow this year, I have energy to keep me active throughout the day. By active, I don't mean being high the whole day la -_-. Just awake maybe...

Went to make contacts today. Will take about 3 weeks to get the conventional one, so I got one disposable one for a month, so at least when I do my 2.4, I won't have slipping specs. It'll be ready in a few days' time I think.

Wanted to do work but am too tired really, so I ended up watching tv. I am reminded of how I could remember the lyrics of lots and lots of songs. I can't do that now. Why has my memory degraded?=( Even the speed of understanding, learning, absorbing and memorising has decreased a lot. And I thought humans should be improving instead. Is it because I haven't been putting in the effort? It seemed effortless when I was young though. Frustrated. I want to go back to last time, when I could do everything.

Trying to find my way back...

Saturday, April 03, 2010 . 10:55 PM

When I don't have anything to say, I say nothing at all. When I have something to say, I feel like saying a lot. So what is holding me back in saying tons of things?

I think I have developed some kind of weird disorder that makes me hold back my feelings and expression of them. I am more crazy that you think but I just don't show it lol!

Felt like I wasted another day yet again. Am I becoming someone who wants to complete a lot of homework? -_- Only completed my gp essay, but I would consider that an achievement cos its the first time I finished something NOT at the last minute, especially for essays =D! If it was last year or before, you would be seeing me chionging the essay at 1am on the due date itself if you were at my house =x.

How important are dreams to you?

Thursday, April 01, 2010 . 9:46 PM

A long day.
A weird day.
A day filled with laughter (but I realised I am easily amused).
A day of randomness (and sickness too -erhem-).
A day with mixed feelings.

Feelings felt years ago came back. The feeling of warmness, family, whatever you call it. Plus, it's because the right people are there (oh and some who are wrong are there too). Stand By Me, always.

Last Kaleidoscope of our life =) or =(, I can't decide. But the feeling of stickiness to the school, the place, the people, the teachers, the class, friends and all came to me/us. I din think of all these only today, but since dawn and I talked about it on the way home, I guess its not me alone that is having such feelings. I don't want to leave. I will feel lost once A lvls is over, I am sure.

Sigh.

Things are different now, especially since people left, people came, going on to senior high. Everything's changed. That cant be helped, so all I can do is just adapting as things change. The only constant in life is change. How right is that.

Happiness is still around, with the crazy friends around me =D. And nice and funny teachers haha! Mugging can be of joy too I think. I think. Still thinking... oh well, I will know soon enough if its fun =).

=) feels so unlike me. Lol.

Oh yeah! I finally got my belated birthday present! =DD Thanks to ALL who have shared ♥♥♥!!! (Sorry will find out who are the exact peeps from banana lol)

I shall go play wow. Today shall be a play day. I don't have mood to study =(. Bye!