Sunday, May 25, 2008 . 3:09 PM
When I blog, I blog a lot and when I dont, its totally empty xD. Haha I never realised how loud the music on my blog is cos my com's volume is usually damn low =.=. I want to remove it leh, but the blog preview thing always show the blog in haywire when I edit the blog template LOL! I scared my blog will look like the preview so I havent made any changes to the template yet =.=. I wanna change some stuff too LOL, but dun dare =x.Thinking of changing the skin cos I have been using this for a long time alr, but a bit lazy to change the whole template haha. Anyways, I will wait till the preview thing is okay then change I guess.
Its the holidays now! But it doesnt feel like it. Maybe its only the start la, but judging from the schedule, I think I will feel the hols during the second week haha. Let's see:
1st week: band camp
2nd week: brisbane trip
3rd week: back from brisbane + studying
4th week: studying + la filming?
I dont have much time to study actually haha, but now currently in holiday mood so dont feel like starting any studying. Actually, I have been in holiday mood ever since level camp started LOL!
Bleh electives were okay I guess. Went from the second day onwards haha. So long nv see banana alr and its fun being with her and qy again! So the ancient chinese math(can u believe it?) was okay. Third day banana ponned and was pissed with qy(sorry >.<) so I wasnt with her at all the whole day(even during lunch) so I din talk to her. Felt weird la but luckily wasnt a loner lol. On the mrt, I expected to become a loner for the day haha.
Anyways, sat with terence they all in the com lab. I din unds anything in the theory at all lols. But the hands-on part was super fun. Oh its advanced aerospace btw. We get to fly jet F16 xD. Its a simulator thats so real and supposedly used internationally by pilots for training la haha. The flying parts were cool and we get to shoot enemy including the ppl jumping down using parachutes with missiles xD. Very saddist I know =x.
Even if I didnt like the elective, I enjoy the simulator as a game la haha. But it was interesting. The make up of the jets and how the thing works interested me for a while. But I figured I can never be a pilot cos I hate the calculations and stuff haha.
Same goes for last day but we got to fly a propeller plane which I didnt like cos your hand must be damn stable -.-. Had to take some time for me to get used to it. I could fly better only after the instructor showed me how to do it properly haha. Hes really good, as both a pilot and an instructor haha.
Then it was band after that. Some of the comm went to have moving chair practices so I din go for full band at all. A bit waste of time la. Band dragged quite long so I went off first. If not my dad gonna kill me again -.-. That time made him wait a long time he got quite unhappy just that he didnt say. I only found out when my mum told me gah. Bleh...so now must tell my dad the time 30mins or so later than the time they tell us so that he wont have to wait so long.
Open house was bad I guess. Totally couldnt hear each other -.-. Then practiced till 3 plus plus. By the time I went home I was damn tired cos the last few days obviously slpt damn late hahaha. Mum wasnt home and there wasnt anything to eat so I made milo for myself and ate two wholemeal breads with it. I havent made myself anything for ages and I hate wholemeal bread. But no choice la was hungry haha. Bathed already and after eating I just fell aslp on my bed.
Slept through till next morning if there wasnt attempted alarm calls =x and my mum haha. She reached home at 11 plus I think and I heard noises so I woke up to ask if theres food. When I found out there wasnt, I went back to sleep again =x. Today is another day for slacking till back to band tmr zzz. Totally dread it now =.=. Long hours trying to keep in tune again roar.
Sigh shall blog till here now. Weather's terrible. Its hot and I realised I havent eaten my lunch LOL. Ate roti prata at 10 plus so wasnt hungry =x. Bleh theres prawns! So there! xD
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 . 1:28 PM
Day 5:Alarm rang at 6.30am but no one woke up. Nic woke up at around 7 and shouting across the room waking us haha! Cos we were all going to be late already LOL! Quickly got ready and went to assemble. I kind of forget what happened on that day already lols.
Cleaning time we were allocated with the canteen so it was super slack. Had time to chit chat and play cos there wasnt enough brooms to go around la haha. Then later on we took more photos and ms ng treated us to drinks! Our teachers rock<3!
It was prize giving ceremony after that. We all cheered our last scorpia cheer there. Fortunately I didnt lose much of my voice nor get a sore throat so I cheered super loudly haha. Didnt win anything but all that we got were priceless and enough for us already. A big prize to us! =D
Finally it was the mass group photo and later took bus back to sg. Customs super crowded haha. Waiting at both sides were damn long, but nevermind la got friends there, so we chatted! Haha! Time passed quickly for us then lols. When we reached eunos mrt, we took more photos and said our goodbyes to wyna and xinyi. Dad came early so I went home first.
When I got home, I was super tired and hungry, so mum cooked maggi mee for me hahaha. I was so shocked by the news of the china earthquake I went to read the newspapers can you believe it =.=. It struck like the day we went for camp and most of the people who died were students like us leh. Super sad la >.<.
So its like total cut off from the outside world when we were at the camp haha. After eating, I fell asleep on the sofa. When I woke up, I went to have a super super long bath and later lie on my bed. Mum helped me put the medicated oil for muscle aches haha. Other than aches I had bruises, a big ulcer, blister, stomachache and slight fever lol. Sigh my immune system is low lol. But all these were worth the camp la. Not complaining (the food maybe).
Haha and thats the end of the camp I guess. I hope I didnt left out anything really funny or important xD. Sorry if you are reading all these posts about level camp hahaha cos they are really long >.<. You can choose to ignore them too if you want haha. They are my memories kept in this online diary afterall.
Yay finally finished what I wanted to do whoo! And for the last time...
J[4]Jeremy We are so sexy
J[4]Jeremy We are so naughty
J[4]Jeremy We are the hotties
J[4]Jeremy Defeat the enemy
J[4]Jeremy J J J whoo!
Oh yeah!
Pi PiPi PiPiPi Pi PiPi PiPiPi Pi PiPi PiPiPi SCORPIA!
Pi PiPi PiPiPi Pi PiPi PiPiPi Pi PiPi PiPiPi SCORPIA!
Pi PiPi PiPiPi Pi PiPi PiPiPi Pi PiPi PiPiPi SCORPIA!
Thats our beloved Fraddy's scorpia cheer! xD
Year 4 Level Camp! Pirates! Scorpia! Goblins! J[4]Jeremy! Group 18! The end! =D
Memories that lie deeply in our hearts...
Day 4:
This is the BEST day of all! And the whole day was spent with J[4]Jeremy! First we had the class bonding type of activities like the balancing on the wooden plank and human untanglement haha. I have always loved such activities actually, cos it always allow the whole group to bond haha. Had lots of fun playing =D.
Then I sort of forgot what we did after that =x. I know we prepared our class item and practiced our scorpia cheer cos it wasnt perfect yet. Oh! Wait I think I remember le. There was this making of water bombs and throwing them at other ships and our dear teachers, the pirates, who kayaked in the lake letting us throw bombs at them.
Mr Koh was Lord Dunman haha. We had fun throwing at ms ng too lols. She also made bombs to throw back at us. Later on we lined up like the bowling pins and let her throw hahaha. She thought we were gonna run away but we din! We only fell back xD!
Preparation for class item was fun too haha. Funny actions wyna and xinyi came up with modified by us were unforgettable. Think we succeeded cos a lot of people laughed when watching it xD! So the time was here...
C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG!
Hahaha! Yeap campfire night and we have our two MCs, weiquan and fraddy! Fat sparrow and big nose duno what lol. They were very funny and never failed to make all of us laugh! This was the night everyone cheered their most and lost their voices together! Scorpia scorpia! The class items were good too!
J[4]Jeremy's item may not be the best, but best in all our hearts and we definitely enjoyed ourselves up there. Like wyna and xinyi said, the most important thing is not how good the item is, but how much we enjoyed it, be it the preparation or the actually performance! After 当你孤单你会想起谁, J[4]Jeremy dedicated 朋友 to ziyu.
当你孤单你会想4J
你想不想找4J来陪
你的快乐伤悲有4J能体会
让4J陪你走一回
这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我
After this day, whenever I hear or sing these two songs, oh and Low also, I will always think of 4J and our dearest ziyu.
Ziyu stood at the front when we sang 朋友 and even though I didnt look at his face, tears welled up in my eyes. The others who cried mostly saw ziyu cry and started crying themselves. I just felt that 4J was really bonded and was totally inside 4J that kind of feeling. That was what made me cry. Ziyu came to hug us when we finished and there was the big big group hug.
J[4]Jeremy We are so sexy
J[4]Jeremy We are so naughty
J[4]Jeremy We are the hotties
J[4]Jeremy Defeat the enemy
J[4]Jeremy We love ziyu whoo!
Sorry I keep repeating this in my posts haha, but cant help it. This is different though, cos we changed the last line and ziyu was surprised by us haha!
When the campfire was ending, they played emo songs such as kiss goodbye. When I heard the relics(lyrics), I started crying again. This time was really because ziyu was gonna leave soon and that was one of the last times we would be able to spend with him.
The campfire ended nice and well, but even though it was very late, 1am plus already, but I think no one really wanted to leave the place. We were lucky and got a romantic place, the campfire site with a small fire still burning for debrief. We cried and group hugged again. But we managed to keep our tears back and listen to what wyna and xinyi had to say. Took more pics too!
There were awkward silences here and here cos we didnt know what to say and stuff haha. And when we walked back to chalet, cos we have to cross the ever so shaky bridge, oh ya I didnt mention about it before this! We ran across as a class! xD On the way we also kept cheering, trying to keep ourselves high and all. But it was like after we finished a cheer, there was silence haha.
Later on we went to look for the guys in their room and took more pics with them. When I went back, wyna and xinyi was there haha and chatted with them for a while before I went to take long bath haha. Chingying and me were the only ones who stayed up...actually wanted to play cards de but not enough people =.= so we chatted haha. When the rest who were awake wanted to sleep suddenly ziyu came over haha. He didnt want to sleep yet so we chatted with him. Fun la haha, even though was tired already.
We slept at 4 plus I think. What an unforgettable night.
Day 3:
Flu was much much better! xD
First up was river cascading in milo river! Camp rivers/lakes/water bodies are always referred to as milo __ =.=. Lol but true anyways hahaha. (Qy did you feel like drinking it? xD jk =x) The tide was low so the whole thing was very funny haha. Cos we can actually feel the river bed when sitting in the tube LOL! But the fun part wasnt in the cascading actually hahaha. The best part was splashing water at whoever you can splash at LOL. Since I missed out the day before's splashing, I had a splashing great time today xD!
There wasnt enough time so we din do the indiana jones thing. Looked fun though =/. But we went for lunch and took bus to Johor River. Kayaking whoo! Kayaking IS fun lols. I might go kayaking and drag people with me next time, but cant kayak too long la, will get stupid blisters =.=. The water was actually very dirty lols. I saw a dead fish and many rubbish roar. I heard someone from I class went to pick them up but later on threw back in again =/. See so many people are so concern of saving the environment haha.
Had dinner at that place and we continued with our class item preparation. Mr lim treated us ice cream! I miss ice cream >.<. Bought some snacks from a stall nearby and everyone munched on them haha. Okay wait. Dinner was after all these hahaha.
Lastly it was the fireflies river cruise! I have never seen fireflies before but always seeing them on television. Its really dark in the woods and when you see from far, the trees that have fireflies on them really look like christmas trees, like the glowing stars and lights you decorate on the trees haha. We even caught some and one was walking on my hands. Very cute haha. But you can only see a light moving around your hand. We let it go after that.
Everyone was really tired after being out the whole day. This night had to sleep back in tent and xinzhi was also not feeling well so we went to borrow ms ng's bathroom >.<. When I slpt, I made sure I went into the sleeping bag haha. Plus I was feeling damn cold that night, dunno why, so I wore jacket also. No mosquitoes that night so it was sleeping soundly till I woke up the next morning xD!
Day 2:
Down with flu boohoo! Started sneezing and was having a runny nose. Bad thing was that today everything was going to be wet T_T. The first part of the day was project teamtanic, the building of rafts and competition to see whose can last longer and reach the opposite bank of the lake and back.
J1 teamed with I1 and J2 teamed with I2, cos group 17 18 and group 21 22 ma haha. In the end grp 21 22 got first and we got second. IJ! haha! One of the CD group's raft kept overturning but after 5 or 6 tries they still succeeded lol! Scorpia/Dunman spirit!
After lunch was the trekking up Pelepah waterfall. Its supposed to be 5 times harder than the day before haha. Had to walk 45mins to the waterfall "entrance" lols. The entrance was a river that was the most deep among all the waters we entered la, up till thigh there. We were all so happy when we saw the water haha.
Trekked up the route and stuff just like normal mountain. The whole thing was like a mountain cept with water bodies to cross la haha. I was blowing my nose while trekking all the way, pro hor? Later on I found out the dried orange peels can slow down the runny nose so I ate them on the way haha.
I liked the part where we had to climb across the waterfalls to the other side and walk up against the water currents best! It was also the most difficult part of the whole hike I guess. Challenging but fun haha. The scenery was very nice too, plus the water was actually crystal clear after being filtered by the rocks la haha.
When we reached the top, everyone went into the waters and splashed each other. This is the part where everyone got soaking wet cept some people. I din go in la of course haha. Took a grp photo again before going down the way we came again. Good thing was that today we stayed in chalet and can bathe in warm water xD.
There was me chingying yian daphne nic jingqi jiaqian xiaoning xinzhi plus yiying and xizi who came over to sleep. Alot of people very fun xD. Its a bit like class chalet cept that its in the middle of a camp =x.
I forgot if its the day we got scolded by wyna and xinyi or not lol. Cos of the class item, no one cooperated plus there were some bushuangs with certain people la. But I guess this also helped us bond as a class, afterall we got scolded as a class. Lol okay joking xD. But we got things done after we "woke up" and thus our J[4]Jeremy cheer was created! =D
J[4]Jeremy We are so sexy
J[4]Jeremy We are so naughty
J[4]Jeremy We are the hotties
J[4]Jeremy Defeat the enemy
J[4]Jeremy J J J Whoo!
I swear I will never ever get tired of shouting and screaming J[4]Jeremy cheer! <3
Lol seems to me I've been blogging like mad ever since I came back from da level camp! Just blog hopped cos I was bored haha. Read some interesting stuff. But, the best are still blogs of peeps from J[4]Jeremy! Actually went to read fellow 4Jeremians' blogs when I came back from level camp and of cos everyone felt the same way about the same things, the only difference is in the style and language of blogging.
Haha okay now I shall continue blogging about level camp!
Day 1:
Went to moelc to assemble. That was the first meeting with our instructors! Group 18 (J1) is Wyna and Group 22 (J2) is Xinyi! I think everyone was still sian sian de lol. Waited super long time cos 2 FORGETFUL ppl forgot to bring their passports LOL! Chingying and yian only realised they had forgotten to bring their passports when they reached moelc I think haha. So their parents had to rush home to get for them.
The instructors were fun la. Can see based on their conversations already lmao. Passed customs and changed into msia bus and continue the journey to kota tinggi. Slept on the way, cos tired still. Then when we reached there we were brought to our tents. After that we got ready for the hike to Gunung Panti.
Somehow I think its the first time for me to trek on this kind of mountain route, cos I doubt the route took the last time I went bukit timah hill was a real mountain route lol. Went up to check point 1 and we started our outdoor cooking. Ms ng helped us cook the maggi mee after jingjie and a few others set up the fire >.<. We were supposed to cook ourselves la, but I think she saw that we looked tired and thought that some probably never cook at home(like me =x) so she helped us.
Even though the food wasnt that hygienic nor delicious, nobody complained cos all were too hungry after the trekking haha. After we finished, we continued our hike up to check point 3. The hike from 2 to 3 was rather steep but it was managable as everyone was helping one another out and there were encouragements here and there!
Reached the top and we took a group photo before coming down. Oh on the way I saw a leech cos an instructor was holding it on her hands lol and when we reached the top there was another one. We trekked back the way we came and everyone was happy when we were back lol. But it was time to take a shower and water was freezing cold lols. Thats when I caught a cold I guess. Plus cos it was hot then I din sleep inside my sleeping bag in the tent >.<.
They rearranged the tent arrangements and me weijia qy yingzhi jiawen and siew kee ended up sharing a tent haha! In the middle of the night you would see me weijia qy and yingzhi getting up now and then cos of the stupid mosquitoes and we spammed insect repellent so the whole tent smelt of that afterwards =.=. But still fun la hahaha! Experience ma =x.
I cant decide if I should continue to blog about level camp or blog about ytd...I had said that I would continue to blog about the level camp in the next post. However, I have mixed feelings now. Din go school cos morning still having cramps. By morning I mean early morning la duh. But now feeling much better. Anyway banana just told me the instructor couldnt make it so even if I went, it would end at 12, which is a super waste of time LOL! 9.50 - 12 leh haha. Okay I thought I would be able to blog without any distractions but I was wrong =x Smsing a few people at once hahaha, okay sure bao this month =x.
Yesterday I went to the airport at night to meet them at T1. They all bought food from popeye and went to the viewing gallery to eat. Then I accompanied the mafan yian to T2 to buy macs. Haha chatting a lot on the way. Was fun chatting with her, like got to know more about stuff xD. So we went back to T1 and they were going to T3 already -.-. Should have went there straight la hahaha, but it was fun again. Chatted with ben(s) about maple and poor weijia bth LOL. Sorry la even though stopped playing temporary but still interested in it >.<. We definitely liven up the usually quiet T3 LOL!
Xingqi counted like 50 people ytd. So there were AT LEAST 50 people sending ziyu off. Then we all took pictures, gave him hugs and he sort of said his goodbye speech. Very da ming xing-like haha! Everyone was trying not to cry, cos once a person start, the chain continues. One was started by zenn but was stopped la luckily. Before I went to the airport I already told myself, today cannot cry, today cannot cry! I din cry! Haha...teared la cos of stupid zenn.
Yeap, other than 4J, there were people from his sec2 class, pri sch class and his gang, plus his relatives. It was a very touching scene la. Thinking about this makes me sad again. At least there's photos other than memories!
Had to leave cos chingying's parents were fetching sam and me home cos it was late le. So before we left, the three of us and weijia gave him one last hug. All didnt really know what to say le. Hope can still keep in contact with him bah. On the way stupid sam kept singing his out of tune peng you and made me and chingying tear lol. That was his main purpose anyway -.-.
Haha I shall end here.
J[4]Jeremy will always remember ziyu and will always miss you! =D
J[4]Jeremy We love ziyu!
Monday, May 19, 2008 . 1:30 PM
Took a break from the previous post and back here again. Havent explained why I am here at this time now. By right, J[4]Jeremy is having a outing at pasir ris now and we are sending ziyu off later at night. Having bad cramps now and its really bad so I am resting, thus came to blog instead. At least sitting down here typing wont make the pain worse la.Turned out ziyu's mum dont let him go out and he's at home still I think. I wonder if he can go out later if not can only send him off at the airport =/. But I will definitely go later la, no matter how bad the cramps is. What bad timing zzz. Banana is also sick so I guess she's not going to see him off le. She's not even sure if she can go school not @_@. Miss you lots leh banana! So long never see you le!
Think its a bad year this year haha, people keep getting sick. Maybe its just the weather plus the stress and busy schedule? Hah. At least get to slack for some time before going back to mug again.
Zzz I cant really think now. Shall never ever eat the progesterone again =/. Somehow havent been having cramps le, but this time maybe cos of it then get again. But this time really no choice cos I want to have fun during the camp =x.
Haha shall continue blogging about the camp next time. =D
Year 4 Level Camp 2008! Pirates! Scorpia! Goblins! J[4]Jeremy! <33
Gimme the scorpia cheer!
Scorpia! Scorpia!
Gimme the scorpia cheer!
Scorpia! Scorpia!
Gimme the scorpia cheer!
Scorpia! Scorpia!
We will..we will..
Crush you like a humjibeng and never let you rise again!
Roti prata roti prata
BURN AH BURN AH BURN YOU CHAO DA
Muthu curry muthu curry
EAT AH EAT AH EAT YOUR CURRY
Fly kite...fly kite...
All the rest can go fly kite
Later kena lightning strike
Hahahaha!
Everybody dance now!
*tom ta tom*
Two times!
*tom tom ta tom*
Three time!
*tom tom ta tom tom ta tom tom ta tom*
Let's break it down now!
*~~~* whoo!
Now that *blah blah blah* let me see your body clap
clap x 10
Now that you are clapping let me see your body stamp
stamp x 10
Now that you are stamping let me see your body move
xi shua shua xi shua shua xi shua shua whoo whoo
xi shua shua xi shua shua xi shua shua psst
Now that you are dancing let me see your body freeze
pssssst
Who say yandao kia never introduce
Who say chio bu never introduce
We from scorpia now we introduce
[with fraddy's movements]
Ah yandao chiobu yandao chiobu now we introduce
Ah yandao chiobu yandao chiobu now we introduce
Vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv.......................boom!
Hurray hurray hurray haha
Hurrah hurrah hurrah hehe
We will win you will see
Scorpia scorpia win win win!
Sa! clap x 5
Sa! clap x 5
Sa! Sa! Sa! Sa!
xi shua shua xi shua shua xi shua shua whoo whoo
xi shua shua xi shua shua xi shua shua psst
*cheers*
Wow just the SCORPIA cheer takes a load of a page already! Imagine if I blog about everything. Of course, when people blog, they usually blog about how they felt about the whole of the camp, but here, I want to record down every single detail that I can remember so that I can always turn to this post and reread the memories everytime I want to. Yes, I know it is impossible to recall every single detail la, but I will still try.
During the campfire night, Mr Koh asked us to take a picture of the scene and put it into our memories, and I guess everyone has done that and it will always remain a precious memory, part of us forever.
Its the first time I ever enjoyed myself so much in a camp. I grew attached to closer classmates, 4J and Scorpia! Even though I may not know every single person in scorpia, somehow I felt attached to them, like a bond is formed just by always cheering together and stuff. The campfire night was indeed an unforgettable one.
Gosh its hard to blog about 5 days of camp! I shall blog a bit by a bit >.<. Shall stop here first. But before I go, I shall write one more cheer here!
J[4]Jeremy We are so sexy
J[4]Jeremy We are so naughty
J[4]Jeremy We are the hotties
J[4]Jeremy Defeat the enemy
J[4]Jeremy J J J whoo!
J[4]Jeremy<33
Monday, May 05, 2008 . 9:01 PM
Walao walao! My dear com scared me ytd >.< For a moment it hanged while i was looking thru the msn list of whos online, so I turned it off. The next time I tried to turn on again, it just wouldnt start and had the scary weird repetition of a sound lol. Thought it was gonna spoil again la, but luckily it didnt. My dad's colleague came over to check on it this afternoon I think haha. So here I am, happily using my com again =D!Wanted to watch some animes and research on geog ytd, but obviously couldnt lol. In the end its still okay I guess, as long as my dear com is okay =D.
Went to banana's hse to discuss geog on saturday, and managed to get little things done(in my opinion =x) cos we slacked quite a lot too haha! But it was still fun lol. Went to eat dinner before going to eds night. Like wth la, the menu didnt mention anything abt chilli in the fried rice and I went to order it =.=. Had a stomachache after that....but was eventually okay la. In the end I got hungry after eds night ended -.-.
Eds night was nice! But its still fun watching people you know on concerts lol. Reached home quite late also, and so didnt get lots of sleep over the weekends =/. I dont know why, but now always so tired haha.
Level camp is just one week away! Excited! (not about the leeches -yuck-) Everything sounds fun lol, even though the external vendor who talked to us was damn lame -.-. Haha, will be memorable like the sec2 one I think =D. Then theres Brisbane trip too! Looking forward to it haha! Luckily everything's been settled already, so have nothing much to worry I guess >.<.
Haha, must sleep earlier tonight =x Tired tired tired >.<. Cya =D
Friday, May 02, 2008 . 9:10 PM
Everytime I start chatting online, its hard to concentrate on blogging. Thoughts will get messed up and will forget what I wanted to blog about le =.=. Yes, yes, I admit I have a very bad memory la. Things that I want and need to do keeps slipping my mind.Been lazy to come online again haha. Then I was thinking about stuff my dad said. He was talking to my mum about money issues and I overheard him saying that my com has not spoiled for
more than half a year already, its gonna spoil soon so more money will be spent. Like wth? Com very long never spoil not good meh =.=. If anything happened to my dear com, you complain, and if nothing happened, you complain too.
Bad english, oh well. Borrowed some books from the library the other day after not stepping into library for ages. There's one about a girl's life illustrated on her blog, and I think its really cool. Her blog is like public yet she still blogs about anything that happened in her life that she wanted to blog about. Anyone can read her blog but she still can blog about anything under the sun. Its hard to do it now, esp in sg? Anything we mention on blogs can get us into trouble lol. Sad la.
Now anything that mentioned in my dear blog is mere general stuff. But of course, thats also cos I dont get emo often =x. Haha, basically when nothing's bothering me, you wont get to see many posts la ahaha. Not actively online also means lesser posts as well lor, you would have noticed by weeks or months ago hahaha.
Past weeks when I wasnt online were quite slack too if I never remembered wrongly. This week is the slackest other than the math test la. Speech day on mon and ytd was labour day. Today was crap too LOL.
Yesterday's CS concert was great! I missed the opera cos I went out of my house late >.<. But nevermind, lucky made it for weijia's dance =D. My eyesight still not bad leh, can spot her when I am sitting at the second last row of the hall ahha! Degrees never went up too much >.<. The xiang shens and xi jus not bad too, very funny and interesting.
Too bad today never go SE concert. That time mum said going uncle's house, in the end changed to ytd -.-. But also good in another way la, very tired >.<. Yesterday slept late too. And there's EDS concert tmr, not forgetting we have to do geog proj before that. Sunday gonna do geog too, so I wont get much rest I guess.
Yay, next week is the last lessons week already! Week 9 gonna have level camp, week 10 electives! Whoo! Meaning holidays coming soon, going brisbane! And exams also la =((. Why does time seems to pass so quickly as we get older haha. More things to do perhaps? And I am a bad bad time manager lol. =x
Haiya, then now keep getting sick. Stomach/gastric giving me lots of troubles. Am sad now cos I cant eat alot of things =((. Very sad very sad very sad. Food! =((
Roar, cant seem to remember other stuff I wanted to blog about le haha. I go watch my animes le xD. Internet suddenly very fast today, can load videos le! Cya =D!
It is very fascinating to realise how one can be so concerned and worried for the people she love. No matter how sometimes you get so irritated by or frustrated with them, in your heart, you still care greatly for them.
Our life is always changing, and time will neither stop nor turn back. There's no way you can change the reality but you can only regret. The thing that I am irritated about is that you dont regret about what you have done but not choosing the other option. Let me tell you this: No matter which option you choose, there will bound to be regrets in the end. You will not know what will happen after you choose either option, dont you? That's why you will have the impression that the other option might be better.
As if I have nothing else in my mind, like I dont have enough stress already. Having to always give you advices despite worrying about school. Results is not the only thing that's important though. It's not that I dont want to do anything for you. I feel bad for not being able to help you much. Maybe support is all I can give, but its still not enough to me. Dont worry, just complaining here cause its frustrating to keep everything inside. I dont know how to put it across to you without hurting you when you are already in such a state. Just want to let you know that no matter what happens, I wont leave you alone.
I know the adults can be hard to deal with. I cant possibly understand fully how you feel, but at least I know its hard on you. The worst problem here is not knowing how your mind works, how you think. I dont know what is going inside your head now, whether you are missing her, missing home, missing your old life. It's hard to adapt to a new lifestyle, new place, new people around you, but you just have to try...Time may help to heal. I dont know about that, but that's what people say...
This is sort of going nowhere. Things are hard to express when hiding the obvious.
Just carry on with life, take your time to adapt bah. I will always be here for you =D. Jiayou!
Will have more thoughts and then shall continue with what I think next time.
