Saturday, January 30, 2010 . 8:51 PM
HMV HAS BIGBANG'S JAP ALBUM! But i am too broke to get it =/. There's Gdragon's album too, so I hope Top's album will be here -cross fingers-! The most popular grp seems to be dbsk cos comparing to the rest of the korean singers/grps, they have the most albums available.Cant believe I am caught in the K wave ~.~. Most least expected roar. Lol but really cant resist their songs whoo. There are other nice korean songs too. Well, at least I am not gonna watch dramas (other than the ones with top inside of course xD). Variety shows too, other than the ones with bigbang/top haha! Ah I still havent watched FO T_T! And wont have time =((((. Must wait till next week liaoooooooooooooooooooooooooo =O.
Oh no this post is all about k craze gah. Okay shall go do work! There's no time for work either omg. I am on my way to mugger land. Sadded. Heh okay cya!
Friday, January 29, 2010 . 12:01 AM
It's how funny small things can make me happy in such a short time. I am retarded -_-.Say b-i-g to the bang! ♥
Thursday, January 28, 2010 . 11:22 PM
It is terribly difficult to tell what is one thinking and what does one wants. If only everyone was just simple. Then again, humans are complicated. Soon we'll be finding out just how complicated we are next week. Though it's not like I don't know that already. That's what biology is for.No mood to study and I am not a mugger la -_-.
Happy with my math test even though its not that good yet. However, I hate it when I cant figure out how to do math questions. It applies to all subjects but its especially irritating for math =/. Trying hard to pass math this year hoho.
I am quite surprised I feel like I have nothing much to blog about. School's fine I guess...the beginning of this year is sooooooooooooo much better than the last hah. Though things are different, I'm still glad certain things remained the same, if not better. Take gp for example heh! I am actually interested in reading news lor -_-. Mum is right, teachers matter haha. I am sure lots of us agree upon this too!
Still WoWing, but much much less =(. But I feel so accomplished now, cos I have completed some tutorials thoroughly haha. I'm not gonna make my life hard by being a "full-time" mugger. Shall take a step at a time =D.
Caught on K craze but there is still a presence of self-control haha. Indulging in music ♥
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 . 10:57 PM
Think think think...How to put things back together?
Just when I thought things were going to be quite smooth...
Just wanna rant cos there are not many audience that I can rant to -_-
Saturday, January 23, 2010 . 2:22 PM
S.H.E is the One!
^^v
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 . 11:47 PM
Seems to be forever stuck in math land. I'd rather be in lalaland.Seems to have lots of thoughts recently.
Seems to have weird feelings that cant be described.
Feels like eating Haagen Dazs ice cream.
Feels like sleeping.
Feels random.
Friday, January 15, 2010 . 8:41 PM
Hur today felt really long even though its the shortest day of the week. Tutorials all the way and I couldnt take it. Obviously I din sleep in case, but I was yawning all the way during econs >.<. I only woke up during gp which was the last lesson. Heh, gp is gonna be interesting from now I guess. For all you know it might become my favourite subject lmao.Slept when I got home till 7 plus. I din know I slept so long. I have no idea why I feel tired either. This time its being physically tired, not mentally. This is not that bad yet. It would only be bad if I feel like doing math yet I dont have the energy to =O! I dont know if I should hope for such a day to ever come or not -_-. I have not come across such a situation for many years already, when I feel like doing work yet dont have the energy to.
I feel that this year is different. But how different and in what ways? I have no idea why I am bothered. I have no idea what am I bothered about. Let's just leave it hanging cos I dont feel like thinking.
Knowing just not admitting.
Thursday, January 14, 2010 . 6:05 PM
First day of school was counted good cos I din sleep during any lessons at all! And I actually did a bit of math leh! Everyone's so mugger around me -_-. And I thought I was the only one who did do math tutorial omg =.=.Somehow managed to stay very awake during all the lessons today. Didnt expect that but I really wonder how long can I stay like this. It usually doesnt last very long >.<, which is baddd. This year must focus! And its difficult to stay awake after school. For the past 3 years, I have been very sleepy on the ride back home. It is still the same today. But somehow, must really wake up le, cos I am expecting lots of hw this year -_-. Wow right! I feel matured LOL!
Okay kinda need to rush math now. Walao have been doing math almost everyday recently leh zzz. Although I do a little each day, at least I have completed some! I dont usually even do at all last time xD.
Ohoh and I see light of hope for GP this year. He seems good hoho. And his lessons might be the type that I like, from the way he described. And I (or rather the class) wont say no to more notes xD!
Okay off to math land!
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 . 12:45 PM
I just realised my hard disk do backups halfway zzz. It only backed the folders but not the files in the folder wth. Lost some stuff already cos I delete the files from my com after I thought it was backed into my hard disk. Zzz. I only know a few recent stuff that I lost, I dont know what are the others la. Wth. Pissedddddddddddddddddddddddd. Going to dl the pictures from my bdae. Lost the vid too la walao!Tuesday, January 12, 2010 . 9:20 PM
This picture roughly summarises what I did today haha!
Yesterday I went to get my phone re-contract and got E63 =D! So today, I went to polyclinic first time after 7 years. Now I realised how much more private clinics actually earn -_-. Bought a M card cos I still want to use my sony, cos its still working and I have many stuff inside and cos its chio! Now I have duo red phones whoo! =D Mum was buying 4D so I thought I shall try my luck too hahaha.Now I have unlimited sms, so shuang! Can sms and dunit care if will bao not =DDD. But this phone has some bad points too lol. Shall complain abt it next time lalala. Oh and I used my phone to surf the net on wireless@sg while waiting for my turn at the clinic, so cool lala. Okay I still like this phone. But sony is definitely much more user friendly. This phone messed up my contacts with the first/last name thingy that I spent more than an hr editing everything -_-.
Okay I go eat le, havent eat dinner roar!
Thursday, January 07, 2010 . 11:11 PM
Oh I have sth to add! I bought my virgin alcohol! Cos shenmei wanted to give wanyu for her birthday which was yesterday. She attempted to buy 2 times but failed leh! Cos the person check her IC then say march havent 18 yet cannot buy. Today when I went to buy for her, the cashier din even check my IC. Heh. Its either I look more mature than shenmei or because I already had my IC on my hand but she was too lazy to check it LOL!---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
♥Happy 2nd Anniversary ♥Thank you for coming down all the way to the east despite having school the next day. Thank you for wanting to make me happy all the time. Even though we didn't spend much time together today (our plan to go for dinner was not fulfilled either), I was really really happy and touched when I saw you at 12 =D. I was so touched I didn't know what to say(of course also becos my friends were thr tgt with you) , cos this is the first time I ever gotten such a big surprise on my birthday (sad but happy!). And my wish has come true even though I havent wished for it =D.
Thank you for tolerating me and my tempers and all for these 2 whole years! Time really flies! I cant believe its been 2 years already, cos I still remember when we first met on the 24 dec 07 even though we knew each other long before then. It was the most memorable christmas countdown ever =D! And now its on my 18th birthday, our 2nd anniversary!
Though last year we didnt spend as much time together as much as we would like to due to the clashes between schedules, I believe we had many happy times throughout the year. Yes there were many quarrels that went on and off, but they are just obstacles we have to go through and we can go through them together =D. I doubt this year would be better than the last cos its A levels this year. Nevertheless, I'll still try to make as much time as I can for you.
Thank you for all that you have done. I really appreciate them all. This is the first time I am writing this on my blog. I think I have lots more to say but I just cant string them together in sentences. Three simple words will do. I love you! ♥
P.S. My english isnt that great so the sentences dont sound very elaborated and nice, but you know I mean the things I say <3
P.S.S To others: Sounds mushy but you can always choose not to read it~~~
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I shall start drafting this post while waiting for the pictures xD!
Yesterday morning, I searched and watched vids and mvs of korean songs. Now I am kinda hooked onto Korean songs heh. 2NE1 songs were stuck in my head for yesterday and today(before I crashed my bed for a short while) lmao.
Headed for SH band chalet. Met with the rest at white sands. Surprisingly, I was the first one to reach leh! But its not the first time I am early okay! xD At that point of time, it was rather interesting heh. Those few who were there will know about the "hide but no seek" part =x. A bit mean la, but in the end still cannot pangseh de so nvm la hor=/.
Caught the shuttle bus to the chalet after shopping for bbq stuff. The bus uncle a bit -_-.
"Uncle can wait a while?"
"Can...I can wait until 8pm, plus provided there's enough seats. So am I supposed to wait?"
Anyway, Mr Lim is super nice! He booked a super big bungalow leh! It has a living room, dining room, kitchen(with stove and microwave oven) and 4 bedrooms with their own toilets! At first thought only me banana bens and chingying staying over, then we would have a bedroom each leh! lol!
Slacked and went to the ultra sad arcade. The coin dispenser cheated chingying of 50cents. Coins will just go in and come out of the Bishi Bashi machine. Daytonas all not linked plus one machine ate chingying's 50cents. (Poor chingying) When we complained to the recentionist, he tried giving us back the gameplays, most of the game settings box thingy cant be opened LOL! But in the end we got a game of 2 players' time crisis 4 (yeah they actually have the latest one -_-). Oh and apparently someone stole the ball from the froosball(how to spell?) machine so there wasnt any ball to play with -_-.
Went Ehub and had dinner before going back to start the fire at the bbq pit. The rest couldnt start the fire after using 40 fire starters so we had to buy another pack leh! Band people cant start fires =O! In the end, there was not only bbq, there was also cooking shows etc hahaha! Tonic chicken leh omg! Lots and lots of eggs and chickens (yeah and I still ate omelette rice with chicken for brunch just now -_-).
Slacked for the rest of the time. Ching banana and I went to the pool to dip our legs while chatting. They are seriously into K craze and fangirling like mad! Listened to many stuff that I dont understand, nevertheless it was still fun xD!
Okay now here's the best part: ♥
When walking back from the pool to the chalet, I saw Mae standing at the reception. In the end she asked me if I could borrow cards cos her squadmates at the chalet didnt have enough cards. And I had to go meet her at the pool. Banana ching bens and shenmei who offered to lend her the cards accompanied me.
Mae was there with a laptop and she played a vid eve made for me to watch. And those poorthings hiding behind the bushes + those who were there popped party poppers and surprised me with a happy birthday!
Dar came out with a cake (erzi popped the popper very near me to get my attention)
The best surprise was that 2 wonderful people came all the way from far far away at midnight just to celebrate my birthday at 0000 sharp >.<. 
Thanks dar and erzi! ♥♥♥ 
Dawn made a gigantic poster collage card thing for me and 
banana made a oreo cake! I was really touched when they popped up, surprised me and sang birthday song for me at 12 >.<. Dawn and eve wanted to see me cry(so mean right?!) but I only teared. I was really really touched >.<. THANK YOU ♥♥♥ - Dawn Eve Joanna Mae Dar Erzi Chingying Bens Shenmei Walked back to the chalet (all gonna crash) and everyone plus the rest (weijie junhao terence jiaying yuanming) sang a second round of birthday song for me.
Ate the yummy cake and chit chat for a while. Then joanna reminded me that I can open qy's present already.
This year alot of pictures stuff ah, plus qy, you put all the toot toot sec1/2 photos >.<. But I love the board and the pictures, thank you! ♥♥♥ Started playing cards. Bens eve ching and shenmei played daidi with 2 pros teaching them LOL. Then there was the funny bridge as well. Laughed a lot and had lots and lots of fun! Dar and erzi finally left at 4++am cos they still had school the next day >.<. Then there was the random gossip/chitchat session in which 2 people refused to reveal stuff ah tsk. Some people were sleepy so the rest of us went to one of the bedrooms to play more bridge. It was morning already and we played till 9 plus before 2 pigs went to sleep. Gossip/chitchat (girls session) in another room LOL!
Went to eat brunch at White Sands then went to arcade cos typical bens wants to ddr. Another pleasant birthday surprise - free $10 top up from nebo when I go on my birthday =DD. Couldnt take it and went home after that lol. Ching went with me to bedok to laminate the gigantic collage. The woman say too big cannot laminate T_T. So now I still have to think of a way to keep it nicely leh! =O
Oh then I couldnt go to bed cos the Singtel technician coming to fix the mio tv and internet wiring. Not bad leh got free movies to watch hehe. Hopefully the disconnection problem is gone =D.
Crashed into bed.
In the end dar and I din go out cos we were both too tired to >.<.
Waiting for pictures now~~~
I want to write special thanks to many people but a bit tired now >.<. So I shall just post this =D
Thank you ALL very very very very much! ♥♥♥
Tuesday, January 05, 2010 . 1:16 PM
I was keeping the stuff I received for this band concert into my "concert gift bag" then I realised how much I have collected over the years.
I dunno why the picture is rotate -.-. Ah but as you can see, these are the precious postcards, letters and little gifts! Can you find yours?xDI was quite surprised there's so much in the bag and couldnt resist pouring them out and snap a pic. I really appreciate all the well wishes and the postcards are kept cos they bring back memories. Thank you to all who have contributed to this bag and the eatables =D. There are still more presents not in the bag haha (some have gone down to the stomach too!).
Hmm certain people are really SECRETIVE about a surprise and I cant wait to know what it is actually heh! Soon to go~
And I am supposed to be doing homework now but I just cant start as usual =.=. Bleh I go find more skip beat manga =D Tata~
Saturday, January 02, 2010 . 9:55 PM
I See You Video
Walking through a dream
I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me
Enchanted
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends
I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your life shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love
You teach me how to see
All that’s beautiful
My senses touch your word I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender
I pray in my heart that this world never ends
I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life
I offer my love, for you
When my heart was never open
(and my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me
But my eyes could not division
All the colors of love and of life ever more
Evermore
(I see me through your eyes)
I see me through your eyes
(Living through life flying high)
Flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
And live through your love
And live through your life
I see you
I see you Dawn Tan Jia Yun just proved to me how forgettable I am -_-. -Emos in a corner-
Bleh, okay at least I know you trust me enough -.-. But dont think I am gonna forgive you easily. HMPH!
Okay lah I still <3 u
Happy New Year to everyone!
A new year has begun again. This time, I am not looking forward to this year at all haha. Pretty much can guess why right?
Year 2009 ended off with a long sleep lols! I think its the first time after many years that I actually slept instead of counting down. That's because I was at band overnight the previous night and I had 2 hours of sleep. I crashed immediately upon reaching home(bathed of course) and I woke up exactly at 12am on the 1st cause there was loud party poppers at the coffee shop below my house -_-. If not for that, I would have slept till the next day hahaha.
There was many many smses and I was really happy when I woke up LOL! Spent some time wishing those who wished me and other whom I wanted to wish. Then had my dinner and went back to sleep at 2am. It was quite a weird "countdown" for me this time. There was always joy when counting down so I think I kinda missed that haha. It okay, there's always next year! Since I dont really look forward to this year anyway.
So much for ranting about this year -.-.
I just mentioned not too long ago that there would always be a day nearing the start of school which I call it "my emo day". This time, there isn't any. I am guessing it's not here yet. I would rather it never comes haha. But certain times of today, I felt like I was emoing -.-. Maybe over stupid things, or just things that I want and don't want at the same time, cant decide which I want.
It's not the first time I felt this way. I just never told anyone, nor let anyone know about it. Many a times, it's cos I think its stupid and childish. I guess not many people would understand me nor know how I feel cos I dont let them into my emotions hah. Maybe thats why I feel close yet not close to people at times. Same to people around, I guess thats how they feel towards me.
In the year 2010, I dont want to work towards letting people feel close to me(cos thats not the point). But I want to do stuff for people, to thank those who have brought me joy and have helped me in one way or another. I think a simple way is to do more for their birthdays cos I hardly did much. And this year, most of us would be 18, which is a "special" year to celebrate I guess, other than sweet 16 and 21.
In a very long time, I havent gone out with my mum alone. Today I did! Was a happy day =D. First we had brunch at Subway. Haha, she asked me what I wanted to eat and I replied "bread". I thought it was quite funny cos I think she would expect me to name something more expensive since she was paying xD. Subway isn't that cheap either. Haha, she tried cold cut trio and added all veggies. She said it was good. My usual chicken teriyaki was great too xD!
Window shopped and looked for presents for seniors. I swear its hard to find the right thing cos I am very picky(jiang jiu) I think =/. Then walked a lot more and shopped at ntuc before buying all the chocs and helped my mum bring back a pack of rice. I guess the next time shopping with my mum would be on new year clothings shopping =D!
Haha I shall stop here. I din blog what I wanted to in the end =x. Too distracted, cant emo le LOL! Okay its good =x. Heh, cya~ Oh and I had haagen dazs cookies n cream <3
