Autumn Love

Wednesday, August 30, 2006 . 10:00 PM

Oh right, last test of the term =/. Chinese test was quite easy =D. The first page was the best, I knew the answers to all of them haha! I think I will lose marks in gong han actually, cause I think I missed out something...my gong han was like one page long only =.=.

Ah well, its over, its over. Pe was damn BORING. It was even more boring than what I have thought. Well, dont want to talk about it anymore. Math was rather okay, but lit was quite fun! Haha. She was in a good mood, I guess, so she was quite happy about these three groups yay. Watched a video on abortion during Science - very poor thing and very disgusting were the only things I could think of to describe it at that time yeah. The way of how they killed the foetus...zz..so cruel! Lunch I didnt eat anything =/. It wasnt caused by the video aha. Geog was late, as in we ended late. Then there were damn lots of distractions. =/. mmm.

After school, we helped qy to pack underneath her table, collect her stuff she wanted and we took taxi to her house. We lugged everything there, can you imagine how heavy our bags were. So in the end we took a taxi. We slacked a bit at her house then went to tm later on. Bought some cuties for chers =D. Then went back her house slack a while and went home. Lala. Very tired though. I dont know if I can stay awake tomorrow not =/.

Might be going to watch movie with the rest of them if theres enough people haha. mmm.

Things go well if mood goes well. Hidden feelings may not be shown but can be felt.

I must say a certain organization or maybe is only a certain member of it itself has been inconsiderate and selfish. Its act is thought for itself only and has caused some other people inconvienience. Such self-centered organization should not be rendered. But since most people would not care less, and in case there mught be dispute after any reprimanding or other given ideas. I know not how to phrase what I mean but you can roughly get the idea of what I mean. It is only because people dont want to create more conflict between such "close" relation there supposed to be, that they dont speak up. Know better what you should do instead of being so self-centered. Everyone has already follow whatever decisions this organization has made so far. So yeap.

I have spoke thus much and if you still dont know who you are, you are HOPELESS. No more shall I say, if it is too obvious, no point for me to blog this way. If I have never wanted to give you any face, I would just "shout" out _ _ _ _ _ _ or _ _ _ _ _ _ _, stop being so damn selfish. F*** you!

Yeap, so there.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 . 9:51 PM

I actually slept just now, from 4 plus to 7 plus hahaaha....

Now I am still studying =/. But how can you expect someone to finish studying chinese within less than 2hrs? HAHA. I bet I only studied for less than an hour, cause I was doing my script for portfolio and arranging chi file lmao.

This rawks. I think I can sleep after learning the meanings of the words and writing them, for the tian xie han zi which is before 11! WHOOT. I shall go back to learning them and sleep early! Goodnight! Good luck everyone! =D

Oh ya and qy rawks luh, dont need to go school tmr, fever eh, hahaha...but at least you are FINALLY sick luh, always complain you cant get mc =.=. STUDY for chi test hor!

Byebye!

Today's nOt a good day.

I am tired, extremely. Nothing seems to being me up in my mood. I think I would dread tomorrow. I havent even started studying for tHe stupid test tomorrow. The guide book is also damn ex luh, $6. I remember the last book was like $4 plus only. zzz.

Hopefully I will be able to finish studying for everything tested by the enD of today, if not I will not go to school tmr LOL. Jkjk..I cant unless I go see doctor and get some mc, anw I wont want to miss any test despite being so tired or sick. I think if can go school take test then go home during recess will be better lols.

Mmmm...oF all the days, theres lit tmr and there's 50% we might kena zzz. We stayed for a while after school to practise luh wth, waste my time. Reached home after 3 and now is already 4.30 and I just finished eating not long. zz. IT is so whatthehell. I think because of that I became so =.=.

It is not the total cause too =/. HaLf the other reason is because I am already so damn tired, which I dont know why, since the last week....mm yeah. The worse thing is tmr is a super LONG day with all double periods oF lessons. zzz.

There's actually a lot to blog about but I dont really feel like blogging It here lmao. If only.....ah well....zzz. Crap luh....let me see about tmr.

PEPE....Is BORING....vball again...argh....

lalala...hIdden feelings inside not coming out again. whoots. So pro right, hidding everything. Lets skip this =.= I am bored.

Teacher's day also coming, and for chers In pri sch all settled, thnx to michelle =D TY. So now sec sch deee...Another "worry" hahahaa....dont know what to buy =/. But perhaps will be going to some pLace to buy....BURH.

YAY gonna see you all again! I am so happy...LOL....mmm...shall not crap anymore. I shall go sleep and wake up later to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Buhbye.

Monday, August 28, 2006 . 9:07 PM

Today's quite a tiring day, or perhaps I didnt sleep well last night =/. Even though I went to bed earlier, I fell asleep at 12 plus I think...zz.

Nothing interesting today to blog about .... mm...arh...band..sec3s were not here initially then only left three sec2s and three sec1s. =.=. He made us choose two people to play from one to five, together to check intonation and blah blah blah...ya it wasnt good mm. Then later on I realised my intonation today wasnt good, due to the tiredness...zzz.

Warabe is nice! And I think sam is also nice =D. yh and hilda both play well haha. lalala...nothing much already...and I'm too tired to think anymore. Oh I see if I can remember a conversation between drey n shaun....nvm cant hahaha! Anyway it made me laugh, though it was quite lame. =/.

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Note to my dear part mates:
If I showed any form of anger, be it my expression or gesture I dont know =/, I just wanna let you know I wasnt angry at all. I just felt sort of wasted bah...and its like I was sitting right at the left and no seniors there so was a bit scared haha. Mm..I wasnt angry, really. I believe we can get in tune de lor, the three of us. Let's all work hard together kay? =D

Sunday, August 27, 2006 . 9:47 PM

WALAO....bth leh!!! I cant play any online games on my com de!!!

Maple - stupid lag
Kongkong - cant open the game...when double click the thrill gate a black box appear then disappear and nothing happens
Audition - same as kongkong

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzz

BTHBTHBTHBTHBTHBTHBTHBTHBTHBTHBTHBTHBTH

Oh whoo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Haha why am I so happy after doing project? Cause we SLACKED more than doing wahahahaa. Lala. Randomly say everything, I shall.

Lucky is so CUTE~~ Lucky is rach's new pup! Shitzu I think...haha...very cute! When it lie flat on the ground looks like carpet >.<. HAha.

Just now after playing maple I went rach hse but only kwek was there, the other four were still at mel's hse. They appeared only after we went to get ice cream from the mama shop, 3 plus. Lmao. They took taxi there ahahaha. Anyway kwek treated =D. Thnx to rach n me lalalala~

We ate ice cream with qy watching as she had cough...whoots. Then we watched the sun wo kong vcd with much of forwarding and got sianned of it so we slacked around, played with lucky and chatted. LALA.

We were also racking our brains for the name to put behind our tees. In the end I thought of searching the dictionary hahahaa...so everyone did cept kwek. Lala.

me - byzantine =D
kh - barmy
qy - belabour
jo - blarney
mel - bamboozle

Why all B's? Cause at first THEY were using words like "blehh", "burh", "blur" and everything that starts with B =.=, so we ended up finding words with Bs...haha. Right..arh i shall stop here...byebye =D

**** now playing maple is like so wth. LAG like hell, move also cant move properly, and died because of that. zz. People say is Starhub's fault, using underhand methods to make singtel users lag. Just because they are the provider of maple doesnt mean they can do whatever they want. In order to make people use their service and earn more money, doing these kind of thing is like too desperate already bah. If you want to earn money, provide better service luh! Freaking hell. Now people waste their money cause they cant train when they have 2x exp and everything.

The more I talk about it I get even more furious .. exp is not easy to earn. Money is even harder to earn.

I shall stop talking about this.

Later still have to go rach's hse to do proj. Argh. Projects are never ending zz. Mmm. Shall go off now buhbye.

Saturday, August 26, 2006 . 11:07 PM

Oh well , project, project and more projects, when will it end? When the tiring tests are over, I thought that there would be time for me to rest argg....and guess what, project from 12 to 7? And tomorrow's late...2.30...no time to play zz. I was hoping I could go play for like some long hours as I havent been in there for around a week.

Sigh, its not our fault either. Burh. Well, it was not very good for a day like this. Haha...shall not go into details if not it would be a very long post. =/.

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Seriously I think your actions should be thought over. Just reflect on what you all did. I see no difference between you all and bullies, just by the "fun" things you did to that poor guy. I mean if it is just small pranks I wouldnt care less, but it was like very much bad actions. What if he really gotten angry? I was quite astonished at his reaction, he actually believed you all wouldnt do such things at first, and when he believed it was when he got back his thing from another guy. Come on. I was taken back you know. You all dont seem to be these type of people. So I was wrong about all of you. The society serious changed lots since last time. Even nowadays Primary sch kids arent that "young" anymore.

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Uh, that was just some random feelings, yeap you can ignore that if you want =).

Okay, I am bored now. Nvm I shall blog about random things yeah.

Oh yeah, we are finally going to buy the class tees. Now I am still thinking of what to put under the name behind the tee. Some people told me I should put Cutiepie =.=. Too bad CL is too short though =/ I would really like that haha. Mmm...hard time thinking =/.

I bought F.I.R 's new album just now haha. There's a free qian chang hui ticket lols. Anw mi lu bing will also be there =D so I think I will be going. Kh wants to go too, but she dosent have money to buy the album. I am thinking to buy for her as early bdae present =D haha. But she says its too ex for me to pay for it alone =/. (I think I have bought albums for many ppl before =.=)

SHIT. Blogger suddenly says saving and publishing may fail, and I will get pissed if this is gone...I shall save it =/. ZZZ. Blogger should really update...zz. Right. Think I'll stop here aha. Bye!

Friday, August 25, 2006 . 10:28 PM

Whee hah! Seems to me there's a sudden band craze =x lmao...many people are now HIGH over band wahahha...mmm...Oh yeah I forgot to say that there's our pic in the morning chi newspaper >.< and I missed it haha. Nvm my mum asked my aunt to cut it out for me already =D. Whoo!

Yay...now its fun...mmm...well, I think yesterday really changed some attitudes of certain people for sure...wahaha...jo is one of them also lmao. Now shes all high too lol. I wonder if she will be still thinking of _ _ _ _ _ _ _ or not lehh...might still be influenced by another someone mmm...

Lalala...who cares about that now..everyone's high and its great to see this kind of atmosphere! Whoo! mmm..what kind of post uh is this anw...I shall name it the band craze wakakaka.....

Wow...I shall chill and uh...try to relax a little...mmm...yeah...lalalala...but now the problem is the sec1s are still not really that close to the rest of the seniors, unlike last year =/. I think we were close to the seniors by this time already..mm...

Ah well, at least its not bad..the sadder thing is those who left us...yeah...now its like sec1 squad so big sec2 and 3 so small...mmm....nvm we can also bond better ahahaha....

Oh wells, shouldnt be thinking of the past or sad things should I?

ARH BTH.....

I shall go uh do something else to pass my restlessness zzz. BYEBYE =D

Oh I was and am still playing neopets with mel n jo haha...challenging again =D. Omg I didnt know jo was that PRO...meerca she can get more than 2k ard 5min or so O_O. Anw I cant get that high either =/.

So today was a fine day =D. I didnt lose my voice whoots! I thought I would actually but I didnt! Whee! I was afraid I would fail my sci test but luckiy, I think I can pass afterall, judging from how the questions were...mmm...okay nvm =/.

Math was a little hard to catch up =/. They learnt to use the cos sin and tan on the calculator to uh find the answers yeah and I missed all that yesterday when we were at UCC. Urgh!

Then it was band again. There are total of four band practices this week LOL. Oh and it was very fun just now haha. Oh except my hurting lips =x. Zzz...I think I played too much =/. Burh. I think I am more in tune in warmer places compared to cold places argh. The tone is nicer too =D.

Haha...then we also ended early, but die to some delay, I was still late lols. The sec3s were playing random pieces and comparing their intonation LOL. So childish =x haha...but it did liven the atmosphere =)) I wonder if there would be more of these or not haha. Oh and why did I wait for them =.= cos jaz said so =.=. HAHAHA.

I am still a little crazy over here. I dont feel that tired anymore. Hmm..Oh and neopets is still fun, as long there's people you know playing =D. Alright end of this post then...see if jo blog fin alr not haha..we shall cont soon =D.

Oh yeah Oh yeah....I am very FINE...no sore throats, no losing of voice...plus still chao hyper YEAH. Ah I shall blog again ltr..go play games a while =))

Thursday, August 24, 2006 . 8:19 PM

Omigosh omigosh omigosh I know I shouldnt be here now but uh I have a strong feeling of wanting to blog about today! It is chao fun today....almost kay haha. A really chao HIGH day =D.

Skipping lessons for performance, playing well, getting award =DDDDDD.

Whoots! We left class at around 9am today and changed into our concert attire, have breakfast and went to band room. Quite a lot of people were already there la haha. Then we got ready, wore/took blazer and rush down to fall in. It was slack as our instruments were already at nus(ucc).

The ride to nus was mainly just chatting and playing charade lmao, guessing drama serials haha. Oh and reading nice notes from jaz haha. When we reaced there, we set up and rehearsed ... blah blah blah, lunch, much of slacking.....

Finally it was the performance. Okay we were the first item so we sat on stage and waited. We werent allowed to do anything except blowing hot air into our instruments so that they will stay "workable" yeap. It was quite fun, to do signs and guess what some people are trying to tell you, lol...jh wanted tissue haha. Then smiling at people wishing them goodluck and enjoying music!!! There was a horn concerto and it was nice...played on cd in the hall la haha.

Soon we played...we started off not so well, but it turned out great in the end! =D. Everyone was quite in tune then most parts were played very very in tunely. HAha. Ask jaz and you'll know. The part she n sx played was chao nice lol...then a trumpet part also...haha. Practically everyone was HIGH after the performance as we did well^^.

Later we packed up and went to the circle seats behind a few other schools to continue watching the presentation. The were speeches which were erm...haha...then two dance performances. The first one was really nice, a combination of chi, malay and indian dances. I like the soloist chi dancer, she did a split stading on top of some guys holding her...so pro right!

The second one was total chinese and erm it reminded me of some stuff haha. Kay it is not important, but everyone did well =D. Soon it came to the awards. there were supposedly 37 schools taking part in this award, with one gold, five silvers, seven bronze if I'm not wrong, 3 coa and the rest cop.

The results were announced in alphabetical order, as in the schools. So everyone was really hoping we would get gold, especially mrs wong, who also made us want to get gold lol. Basically we were sitting in this way>>nic me jaz sx jas jh. Then nic was pulling my sleeve saying "please get gold please get gold" or sth like that. Then jaz was like muttering "get gold get gold" also...the rest I dont know la haha.

Cop: ............ when the alphabet went over dhs we were very relieved.
Coa: ............ when it was over people were thinking "oh yeah next silver", but they didnt know it was not bronze yet haha so they got a little disappointed.
Bronze: ....... everyone cheered a lot louder when it went over us.
Silver: .......... "ang mo kio sec" why must the schools start frm a, why cant it be e or f or sth haha. "chung cheng high main" omg omg. "cresent girls" WA. "deyi sec" OMG NOT YET OVER!!! "Raffles ___ " we were cheering too loudly to be heard. OMG HAHAHHA.
Gold: "Dunman High School!" *cheers extremely loud* think mrs wong cried also haha...then we sang our sch song before we left also.

Btw, to all the other schs sitting right in front of us:
So sorry that we irritated you all by screaming so loudly...we were overjoyed, thats all, we have never clinched a gold for this award I thnk, therefore yeah. We are enthusiastic people =D and we love our school.

So yeah...everyone was chao chao chao chao high, we ate at the reception (cept qy she was afraid of fat haha). Suddenly some teacher came to tell mrs wong the press wanted to take a picture of us so we had to go get our instruments. Omg haha...we were like O_O wow. Then we had to finish our food within 2min to rush to get our instruments lmao.

Rush rush rush, then we took the pic under the hot sun =.=. In our blazers =.=. Right. We beared for the 10min or so. But the cameramen liked the award too much so they focused on it yeah haha.

Whoots. I love bus rides. Its always with my dear section. We have fun together, and share woes too. Yeaps. So we chatted on the way back, still very high yeah erm yeah. Right. I only remember happy things today and not the unhappy things ya.....haha. Super Duper Chao High. Yeah this post is practically for me to be sharing my joy whoo. It might sound a bit =.= to you haha but I dont care. Lol.

mmm....hopefully everyone is like me, remembering only the happy memories. So yeah.

To dear jaz:
Dont get too upset yeah? We had lotsa fun today! I am sure you love it too hahaha.....you got to take pics close to *erhem* too right! HAhahaha.....lols...this note to you isnt suppose to be teasing you de HAHA...oh well, cheer up. You played so in tune also...and we got so high whoo! So stay happy and may our section be always this bonded^^.

Yay....finally finish this post...hopefully I didnt miss our any good parts of the day whoo. GOLD award WHOO. I am just too elated! I am gay wahahahaha.....rofl. Ohno, now the bad part, gotta cramp everything into my head...zzz...bet I would fail my sci test tmr...anw, GOOD LUCK to all Cushkians =D.

Goodbye! Oh yeah! =D

Wednesday, August 23, 2006 . 9:52 PM

Oh wow suddenly blogger became much normal =.=.

I have kinda forgotten what I wanted to blog about initially. zzz.

Argg stupid blogger....zzz...I really forgot everything in my mind 20minutes earlier...shall blog about it later if I ever remember.zzz.

Ohno blogger is WEIRD.

Okay I think this website yy gave me really showed what a true friend is haha. You can go take a look ---> http://dingo.care-mail.com/cards/flash/5409/abc.swf

I couldnt edit the html thing cause blogger isnt in the right situation now =.=.

Uh cant blog properly now...zzz..ltr...

Okay I seriously dont know what the hell happened to blogger, and now am wondering if my post can get posted or not =.=, it would be a waste of time here, trying to get my post on like last time.

I dont think I can blog in peace without thinking if I would get all worked up later if it gets lost zzz.

Yay today we skipped double geog n chi wahahha. And I think its fun!!! Tmr we'll be skipping double sci, single lit, double hist, double math WAHAHAHAHAHA. Whoots.

I think outings like performances are fun...lol...esp bus periods, either chatting happily or sleeping peacefully lmao. Then just now we went to NUS, UCC. Uh yeah, and the hall looks like the esplanade. Its nice. But the corridoors remind me of hospitals =.= and there's a similar smell to it zz.

I think today was quite fine. And we had quite a lot of fun just by chatting lurh, think we chatted a little too uch already hahaha....ops =x.

Mmm...I dont know what to blog about. Seem to be nothing else to say already. Unless you want to hear some inside feelings again. Bet some people wouldnt want to hear haha. She already has a lot inside her, hard to erm aiya dont know la. Haha.

Maintaining a blog is hard and have to reconsider who reads my blog and how they would feel rofl, am I thinking too much again? Haha. Now I get what they mean by not able to blog peacefully. But I really dont wish to start a confined blog....zzz...

Sighs...

I think I should stop now...yeap...buhbye ^^

Tuesday, August 22, 2006 . 6:42 PM

Oh gosh I just woke up not long ago yet I'm still extremely tired and my head is kinda heavy zz... not a very gd time to study, but I havent started ANYTHING yet. I lied on my bed thinking to rest for a minute or so but I fell asleep and just woke up. zzz.

Today's another quite slack day and its short, I LOVE it. Tomorrow's different. But anyway I'm gonna miss double geog n double chi along with a few fellow banders haha. Yeap, lucky not missing any tests.

Arh, tests =.=. zzz I better go eat then STUDY.

Buhbye.

Monday, August 21, 2006 . 9:49 PM

Okay today was quite fun haha. Plus the lessons were quite slack too...=). math then triple dt, double joking sci, malay cme, assembly!!!

Whoots. I finished(almost) my dnt project alr. Haha. Took only TWO days kay. LMAO. Then sci was real funny. Its not bad putting drey n shaun together either, along with nic nearby WAHAHAHA.

Well, they started some sick or funny stuff and we ended up laughing like mad. lol. Not controllable when you are in the middle, being surrounded by the the of them haha.

Mmm..band was okay, except for the part in lily flower where we couldnt get it right. Burh. We never practised that part before and we didnt know about the rests we had. Yeah. Mmm. I really like Warabe =D.

Lala.

There's nothing much to blog about. I came online at 9 only =/. I didnt want to at first but decided to take a look around the blogs. Haha, and see if anyone tagged =).

Think I better go off to sleep already, I am tired aha. Goodbye. =D

Saturday, August 19, 2006 . 6:49 PM

Mmm...din realise my web counter has gone over 4k haha. Nothing great about it also lols.

Kinda bored today. My com is so damn lag that I cant play maple properly. Dced six times and died once. Now my exp is 29% zzz.

People seem to be depressed these few days. No idea why. I got over mine already hahaha. So pro right. no lol. I think its easy to get over lalalalalala. I still think too much though. Mmm.

The time when I dont is while I am having fun. Lots of fun that it. Waha.

Burh. So I am bored now.

Really.

Very..

Bored...

I am trying to find things to do, searching for updated blogs to read and things like that, but to no avail. Haha. People dont blog often burh. Unlike some of us here who blog everyday no matter is crap or not.

Whoots.

I think I shall go read magazine lalala....byebye =D.

Friday, August 18, 2006 . 10:31 PM

Mmmm...I love Fridays. Lalalala...Another weekend is here again. Time indeed passes quickly, another week is over, two more weeks later is the September holidays. Serious studying is needed waha.

Today isnt exactly great the whole day though...=/. But the last two lessons were great, cme we went to the com lab and I chatted with XinYi lor haha...the class played neopets and went on msn. Mr Tan thought guai little rach was doing the survey when she was on the msn ahaha. Then last was music which we went to another air-coned room. Whoots.

But before that, it was quite disasterous, uh, no, wrong usage of word, oh well, forget it. You only need to know that out of the three tests given back today, I only passed one. *Sob*. I dont really wish to talk about it, but I learnt a lesson: Whenever I have stomachache again, I should just quickly ask for permission to go toilet instead of trying to do the test paper, cause it just wouldnt work. For me at least.

Band was okay. I am going to play 2nd for carmen and 1st for the Warabe-Uta thingy haha yay. Jaz jaz jaz lmao. It was really fun playing first with her hahaz. I think I can play the whole piece =/. lol. I just do.not.like. carmen. All off beats playing. Yeah more reasons but no point saying anyway. So yeah.

After sending qy home as usual, I went to tm with my mum. We decided to eat there and my dad allowed. I also bought a new bag =D. Before chancing upon the bag I wanted, I saw more than 10 of the bags qy bought and a few more designs I didnt see the last time I went. More new wallets too and one was the design of the bag qy bought lmao. So conclusion: They brought out more stocks.=/. Haha. There was still lots of stuff to buy, but my mum only allowed me to buy one bag, so haha, I did.

Returned home and I was dead beat. I bathed and sat on the sofa not moving. Haha. Just watched the tv whatever the programme was on and only till 9 plus I went to turn on my com. Let me tell you something, my com is problematic. It is like the last time again. It cant start up properly AGAIN. You will have to set the timing, date and then try to load it. If it dosent listen to you, you will have to restart it, turn off all switches and wait okay, so it wastes a lot of time, like the last time. De javu or something.

Okay now I am bored. There's nothing much to blog about. I dont feel like sleeping yet I dont feel like playing anything either. I just want to either blog or blog surf. I went to several blogs just now and some of them were not updated haha. Okay I shall just uh try again. Mmm...k..byebye for now.

Thursday, August 17, 2006 . 5:49 PM

Hmmz...nothing's up today. Today's lessons were okay I guess, almost two periods of listening to her nagging, two periods of learning a new and interesting topic...Pythagoras' Theorem ^^...watched the ending of Eight Below(qy shd belif me now), three fun lessons with mu mu lao shi =)) and two periods of an interesting column chromatography lessons. WHOO. I love today.

Plus I had a nice long chat with my mum. Both of us were rather tired so we rested on the bed and chatted. Haha.We discussed about her generation when they were young and my generation now. Lols. There's a lot of similarities also I found out. And then I confirmed SioKunTong is a real life gang yeaps. The guild in maple, SioKunTong. Wonder if their guild leader is the leader of the gang LMAO. Haha. My mum heard about SioKunTong when she was young lolz.

Yeaps other than that it was nothing much. Its nice to do that and I think i would like to have these kind of chats often lol. Oh shit...my other email is deactivated =.= so my mails I saved are all gone zzz. Forget it. i think I can use it to create accounts for some other games lmao.

Right and off I go....=D

Oh this is an email Debra sent me haha...shall blog on it instead of forwarding =D.

Okay. Here is what you have to do
1. Highlight the whole e-mail.
2. Copy and past into a new e-mail.
3. Change all the answers so that they apply to you.
4. Send this to a whole bunch of people you know including the person who sent it to you.

The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about yourfriends. BE HONEST and have some fun today!It doesn't take long. So please please, please reply. Please? Read it all please the numbering's crazy.

1. Starting Time: 5.40pm
2. Full Name: Teo Chu Lei
3.Best Friend(s): There's a lot =/
4.Sexiest Friend: rain LOL
5. Funniest Friend(s): hmm...still lots.
6. Smartest friends: Yu Leng....and tons right?
7. Dumbest Person: dear Melody Tan (AUNTIE) XD
8. Shyest Friend: hmms there isnt.
9. Most boring person: that i can think of? not anyone in mind =/
10. Who Do you get advice from: Nnow I dont get from anyone waha =D
11. Height : 156cm (grown 2cm =DDDDDD)
12. Date Of Birth: 7 Jan 1992
13. Righty / Lefty : Righty
15. Shoe Size : 5 or 6
16.Shoe Brand: Erm, any type?
17. Do you Crack any Body Parts: Fingers.
19. Siblings: Me myself and I
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: Nope nope
22. Crush: No one LOL
23. Liked aTeacher: Favourite cher?
25. Hope the person you send this to would reply: everybody!!!
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: No...does Mcflurry count?
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: Nah...i am observant ^^
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: =.=
30. Nearly hit by a car: Uh a few times >.<
31. Ran into a parked car: no duh =.=

Girls Fill Out About Guys?

35. Boxers or Briefs: .... no idea.
36. Tall or Short : Tall. or average?
38. Six-pack or Muscular: uh...six-pack
39. Body or Personality: LOL i wanna take both too lmao.
40. Ear Pierced or Not : no i guess -.-
41.Sporty or Outdoorsy: Outdoorsy = sporty right?
42. Good or Bad guy: Average hee.

Guys Fill Out on girls

47. G or hipster undies:
48. Tall or Short :
49. Long Hair or Short:
50.Dark or Light Eyes:
51. Light/Dark Hair:
52. Body or Personality:
53. EarsPierced or Not:
55. Good Girl/Bad Girl:
56.Hair Up or Down :
57. Sporty or Classy:
58. Chicken or Not Afraid :

Which One is Better

59. Coke or pepsi: Coke.
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: Will Pizza Hut do?
61. Cats or Dogs : BOTH larh!
62. Coffee or Tea : Tea.
63. Eastside or westside: Eastside haha.
64.Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate.
65. Cake or Cookies: Cookies.
66. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: Purple striped lime socks lmao.
67. Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset.
68. Day or Night: Night
69. Lights on or off : ON !
70. Summer or Winter: Winter!!!
Your favourite

71. Food: Ee…I like all nice food =)
73. Holiday destination: Australia/Japan will do^^
74. Radio Station: 93.3

In The Future

76. Will you believe in God: Uh I don’t know =/
77. What you want to be when u grow up: Depends.

Random Questions

78. Define Love: A feeling or a chemical reaction they say….
80. Favourite Place: Erm no specific one…
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: Friday?
82. Bedtime: None ahaha =D
83. Hu Is Least Likely To reply: Cant be bothered ones
84.Satan or God or atheist: No idea.

More questions

85. Do you love someone right now: Yes those ppl who are impt to me ^^
86. Do you care about someone: Again, people around me
87. Do you think of someone everyday: Yeaps, lots of friends
89. Do you think someone is special in any way: Everyone is special in some way
90. Finishing time: 5.47pm
91.Date: 17th August 2006

Ah there...I dont know if I missed out anything not course I did this halfway yesterday, and haha...I finished today...lols. Okay this shall be the first post of the day. =D

Wednesday, August 16, 2006 . 8:38 PM

I hate to-day. zzz. I was fine before I reached home. Let me tell you why.

I bought a new Converse bag today =D. Went to tm after school with qy to buy hahas. But it was using my own money =(. Lol. Not that I mind that much, its my own stuff what.

Then I played kongkong at her home. So whats up?

When I reached home, I did the usual stuff. Then I opened up and checked my pencil case. What I found:

-Scissors lost
-Marker lost
-Red pen lost(in sch found out alr)

And I felt damn pissed. People always use my marker and scissors and they always dont return them, leaving them either on the teacher's table or the whiteboard panel thingy. WTH. zzzz. BTH leh. It costs $1.80 for the marker and my scissors is precious to me. It has been with me since young zzz. If you all use the marker so often why dont you go buy one?!

This is not selfish but is bth anymore when my stuff are always taken and not returned.

Burh. Kinda hate myself.

I used to be really insensitive to others when I was young and began to realise that I should think about how others feel. Then after I became really sensitive, I began to think too much and then stress myself. To change that, I became insensitive again. But I have been watching others getting hurt or upset by some stupid fools and began to think otherwise again. Those are really badly hurt, I mean the "assulter" dont even realise what they have done to others.

I have then tried to make sure I dont hurt others but that had been bad to myself. Having to think so much is really...disturbing. I dont know how I am supposed to react to some things and will always wonder what I said earlier was right or wrong and things like that. And when I cant stand it anymore, I will break down.

This the the weak me. But dont worry, I will pick myself up soon. I think.

That shall be the way it is, forever this type of me. As in always trying to cheerful and things like that. But when I am really tired, nothing much can cheer me up. Hahaha. Putting people to test. lmao.

Right. I think I go do sth else. byebye =D

Tuesday, August 15, 2006 . 7:52 PM

Walao...took me like 15mins to come in to my acc to start blogging...dont know what shit is blogspot trying to, saying "click here to continue" yet nothing loads after trying to click it for more than a hundred times =.=.

Hmm I tahaned another day with my NEW partner. Well, as usual, she and Shaun were trying to out-irritate one another and the ones who got irritated were me and kh (DUH). Shaun was reading the stuff in the textbk to himself and drey did the same after a while. I may be glad if someone really buys a earplug for me Y_Y. Lol.

Kh came my house to do the geog project today. We finished at 5^^ and watched Eight Below. Unfortunately, yz, your disk cut off that part where Dewey fell down and died. But anyway, Maya didnt die. Just that I thought dewey was the most poor thing, Jerry and company did not know where he was and how he died, nor did they made a grave like what they did for Old Jack. Sigh.

So after that she went home. I am not supposed to be here anyway hahas. I am supposed to be STUDYING for geog LMAO. Right and I think off I go. Byebye! Good luck to all Cushkians, mug hard...=D

Monday, August 14, 2006 . 9:23 PM

OHOHOH!!!

I was too mixed up with my feelings to think about blogging on something NEW today.

I have a NEW partner!!!

Her name is AUDREY.
She talks too much to *erhem* and therefore had to change place with bbq.
K made her changed.
Those idiotic guys almost made me change with her instead of bbq.
They didnt succeed.
She is still as talkative.
She is as talkative as Shaun.
Shaun tries to irritate her after she has made him lost his good friend.
I doubt it worked.
She still tries to talk to him.
She talks to me everytime now, and Shaun too.
K is making me dao her.
I dont think I can do it T_T.
Our place is lively and noisy again. With or without bbq.
Poor kh and me.

Yeaps. Hope you get a better understanding of my situation now and I bet I will blog again tomorrow and see the improvements(if there are any) haha!=D

Oh wells, nothing much today. So much of boring and slack lessons. I am rather tired actually. Thought I slept well yesterday waha. Out of 24 hours of sunday, I think I slept like 12hrs or more haha.

I seriously have nothing much to blog. Or rather I dont want to. There are a lot of feelings inside me that is coping me up or something but I just dont feel like blogging about them. I am not as brave as some people are.

Sigh. Since I have nothing better to blog might as well leave this page...yeah so bye..

Sunday, August 13, 2006 . 7:28 PM

I am back from the band chalet....back back back!!!

I dont know how shall I put it but I did enjoy it as much as dont. It was cause of certain disruptions larh but I dont really think they meant it...I mean, everyone was just having fun right?

The only thing that was most disappoiting, no TWO, one was that the only ones from the sec2 squad who stayed over were qy, joanna and me. PATHETIC right?! It was like so =.= when we found out we were the only sec2s to stay over. It wasnt that bad though. The second thing was that I persuaded yz to stayover for one whole day, she agreed but last minute changed her mind again -.-.

So I shall start with yesterday. I went to qy's house in the morning to slack, or more like to try out kongkong and audition. I only watched audition...but played kongkong =D. Yay kongkong is FUN!!! Its rather easy to play, its just the matter of good controlling or not. Waha. Later on we went to have lunch at pastamania and went to downtown east after that. We took the same bus as yx and yz haha....so we went to the chalet. Many people arrived already so it was rather packed. =/.

We slacked for a long time and finally they decided to play the first game(there were 2) which was the tie-legs-and-get-water game. I dont know what it was called larh...the name was sort of invented by me. We just had to have a 3 legged race, or rather some with 4, then all use mouth to carry a cup of water to the marked point. Somehow, qy and joanna managed to skip that =.=. However, I partnered with jh and I think we were the best and fastest pair =D. That did not do much to make our group not escape the forfeit though, the last 2 out of 4 groups had to do =.=. It was just to pass a LONG marshmellow down the line, using mouth. Luckily our group had no guys lol.

We rested for a bit before the start of the next game, CSI, a mystery solving one, in which the scenario was A LOT like the one I did during a chemystery trial in primary school I think. Yeap, the best thing was to form our own groups with at least 2 different sections people in a group. Nicole came late and joined our group - jazreen, nicole, binbin, jiaxin, karmin from horns, rumeng from trob, rachel and emeryne from saxes. It was quite fun haha. The sec1s were all nice and I knew all of their names lol. Actually we got almost correct for the answer lorh. We thought that Sharon killed Abel at first, but changed it to Edwin. We thought that he poisoned the beef then gave it to Abel before throwing him into the reservoir, but didnt know how the chlorine found in his body came by so jaz crapped "the cow drank chlorine so it got inside his body after eating it". LOL. Our group cheered the LOUDEST hahaha!!! It was real fun in our group.

After the game, we slacked then ate at the bbq place. We managed to take the ALMOST full part photo =D. Haha. So at the bbq place:
ate
watched perc ppl ROAST marshmellow
watched nic trying to get ppl eat the "cookies and cream ice cream"

Lols. Then we slacked at the chalet I think. Those guys kupped the majong table so we couldnt play, then we just chatted and played "pillow fight", mostly me n yz in the room. Stole a little pizza frm joanna too haha. We got bored after those ppl still dont get sianned of majong so we went to the arcade. The sickening thing is that some rich ppl kupped the daytona for the WHOLE time and we didnt get to play it either ZZZ.

When we went back to the chalet, the person who brought the majong set already went home so we didnt have majong to play either ZZZ. We just slacked again in the chalet doing nothing much. Later on much later, most people went home and only those who planned to stayovernight were left. There were many sec1s and that group took what meant to be the girls bedroom, we stayed in the living room. So in the end, the guys bedroom was meant for people who wanted to sleep, girls for that group, and the living room for those who wanted to do anythng. So most people were at the living room. We were watching Xmen3 which yz lent us on the ps player, luckily, cos jaz's dvd player's screen was really small. I missed some parts due to walking around with qy n joanna =.=. Anyway, later on the 4 sec3 guys decided to play ps game again so the sec1s tried to slp and the 3 of us plus 3 sec1s went out for a walk.

When we went back, we had nothing to do again. We watched scary movie 4 on the dvd player =.=. The boy was scary and I think the movie was very very very lame. It was a little nc16 also =.=. Qy and joanna seemed sleepy and they sort of closed their eyes so I went over to those sleeping sec1s just to see if they were asleep. Binbin woke up and saw me there so we chatted a bit and karmin, rachel and emeryne also opened their eyes haha. I tried to make them go to sleep but they also couldnt sleep. Later on we played cheat, binbin, karmin and dilys. karmin was a really good cheater and dilys too! Haha. I didnt know the sec1s' true self till yesterday lmao.

After some games, I found 2 cushions and took them to a corner near qy, jo and the sec1s there and laid on them. Was trying to sleep but still couldnt. When I closed my eyes I was still awake, could hear all the noises around me. It a wonder but I could tell who was talking as in their voices and most of the time I heard was sx's voice =.=. Then the sec1s like rumeng tried to play that ps game and it sort of started to get real noisey lol. I dont know how did zhairui sleep till so good. He slept through the whole thing leh!!!

Then there was a time later on so EXTREMELY quiet. The sec3 guys went out to macs then me joanna and qy went outside the chalet cause they thought it was very cold. Qy fell asleep just sitting there and me n jo chatted there. The guys came back again and one of them left. When we went in again, EVERYONE inside were sleeping except sx and dilys. In the end somehow it ended up leaving sx dilys joanna and me awake. qy fell asleep after I lent her my jacket. Dilys and jo started playing quiet stress haha...den i sat around and also looked for stuff in the chalet. sx also walked searching for controller for the tv or something. Then george woke up and they 2 went home. Me n jo went out to take a walk later on and we bought egg tarts for breakfast^^. Qy woke up and we went back again. After seeing no point to stay on, we decided to go home. The irritating part came. We couldnt find yz's scary movie 4 dvd and jaz's dvd player. We found the plastic cover of the scary movie near the ps so we thought the dvd was in it at 1st but we didnt know how to open it and the guys left were all sleeping =.=. When after a while jy woke up, I asked him if he saw the dvd player he checked his room and it wasnt inside zzz. So it all linked, that group of ppl took it w/o telling us and it was still in the room. We managed to get it finally and went home. zzz.

It was very bad of them to do that lorh. If we didnt get it out, we might have to wait till they woke up before getting home. And judging by the situation, they were likely to sleep till late morning or even afternoon.

Then again, it just takes an activity to get some ppl quite close together, which was like quite cool. haha. Got to know some sec1s better and it was great.

When I got home, I bathed asap and went to bed at 9am. I got woke up by the stupid ge tai at 6pm. So irritating. They start their real singing at 7.30 or so yet start to play music at 6 =.=. Oh I still have to do pccg file thingy, yeah, so gtg....byebye....=D

Friday, August 11, 2006 . 10:50 PM

My day was already so bad yet there were things to make it even worse.

First, the coolie map or the maple server was already damn lag yet there was an idiot who stepped into my map and begin to ks me. I asked him to cc for dont know how many times yet he pretend to ignore me. He begin to start jumping around and lag my map. I said cc for the umpteenth time yet he ignored once again. Then he said he wasnt killing anything right? I said he was lagging my map instead and he said is his prob meh? So I got angry and asked him to cc again. He refused and ksed me AGAIN. I got so furious I defamed him and he defamed me, called me a selfish pig and went offline.

SO BOJI CAN. WTH LA.. he was the one who was in the wrong. He started ksing me, in MY map. This rules are for those crowded maps nowadays and ALL should abide it. If not will kena defamed or tio ksed by pros. The simple rule number one is first some first serve. So who ever is using the map first is right to say he or she dosent want to share map and ask the other party to change channel. And to stress something, I ASKED HIM POLITELY "PLS CC TY". He didnt want to take the soft so I used hard to scold and curse him. He still act stubborn and HE IS A NOOB. If you ever see "abunchofnoob" this guy, please help me defame or ks him THANK YOU. A lot of my friends are on the lookout anw. He is a lv56 cleric btw. But he talks as if he is the biggest person in the whole wide world so yeap.

Then, I found out I lost my TAPZ card...zzz..tmr we are going to the arcade leh zzz....And the big prob is there is still MONEY inside the card =.=...$10 or so....f***. BTH already. If really cant find then I will lose that 10bucks and we wun have discount tmr WTF. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING OUT LIAO LA. Z.

I feel that my life kinda suck now, and the times that I am really happy are the times I am alone, doing my favourite stuff, or with the people I really favour. It really seems to me so. I am kinda down, as you would look at it but I feel worse then normally when I am down.

Life in school is not bad, but I am starting to hate it....I have no idea why. I do have the feeling of not being wanted or welcomed in some way, by some people. The worse is being critisized and unable to control the anger in me. Times are really different between four years ago and now or last year...total differences.

Well, I was like above the clouds a few days ago and now its otherwise. Now life is really very bad and worse thing is I am going to have the worse November/December holidays EVER this year...oh and not forgeting the next year and the year after and so on and on and on. Suddenly there would be no chalet and later on they wanted to book. When I came home my mum told me they decided not to book now, in order to save money. "Oh we can always go to your uncle's house and bbq!" What shit is this? Am I a primary school kid or what. I dont go chalet just for the bbq HELLO. I enjoy it as an annual family gathering thing with my cousins, to go have fun together! Go escape or www, whatever, just enjoy being together and the chalet environment, aircon and EVERYTHING there. It will be so boring at the house, with NOTHING to do except majong, bored tv games I have been playing since p4 and what, tv? Do you think I'm for it? NO.

So this year, I'll be spending the "chalet times" with my seniors then, also not forgeting my squad mates and juniors. I feel like they are just substitutes and I feel bad. I am so not going to enjoy myself. So many people are not going to stay overnight either. At first I understood their reasons, I mean I do, but comparing to last year and the other squads, ours seem so extremely unenthu. Last year huibin joanne those enthu people still stayed overnight can....yet now....

Things do change fast eh, dont you think? Feelings do too.

I shouldnt suspect people especially those close to me, but I cant help it. Oh well, zzz I have nothing to say.

I dont understand people nowadays, no idea why. Perhaps the more intelligent people are more difficult to understand. I hate it. Not being to understand people, the feeling is like undescribeable. zzz. I am tired...seriously tired. I dont know when I can become normal again. Perhaps a miracle can happen tomorrow...oh sure...yz's going for chalet issent she?

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

She actually looked at the people in the middle column and sort of raised her eyebrow at someone when cher talked about the situation OMG. I have no idea who was she looking at, definitely not me, but it was like saying "there, told you so" and its a bit seductive. Of course it wasnt to mean that, but it does look like. And I think I know what she was trying to say. Of course I do. Its so obvious.

That was something that scared and a little disgusted me....

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

So much for the day. Yeah so well, see you on Sunday. I am one of the more enthu people kay, I am gonna stay overnight....and will be playing the CSI game if more people playing. Yeah yeah...how wonderful it is. Right. Goodbye then.

Thursday, August 10, 2006 . 8:55 PM

Kao I feel like I am going to explode anytime...I leveled, but added wrong sp. I was supposed to add Dispel to 3 and one to door, but I accidentally added Dispel to 4!!! T_T I wanna cry....my door! So now I have to wait till lv82 before I can have door. zzz. I might add one to shining ray though....zzz....cos my door is gone..zzz. And the sp reset for 3rd job is 15k cash which is = $15!!! Daylight robbery lehh wtf.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. High level is tough. Everyone should relax at low levels and chiong only at high levels....zz.I am not the worse though...at least dispel have to be added to 11 at the end of lv120...heng...zz.

So sian. But I think I'm gonna buy a 2x exp, time slot 6 - 10 de...and it will most probably last till the first wk of term4. I shall plan my time wisely and spend time studying as well as relaxing^^. Whoots. If I cannot do it, I shall go die...no shall not curse myself. If I cant do it, then I wont touch maple or any games for the next few years. Yes it is bad enough for me. Whoots.

Guide cookies are coming whoo...so far thats the first thing which cheered me up. tsk....

sigh...i am gonna slp at 10 and i shall do it no matter what. =)) watch and see...the sort of new meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

WAHAHAHA.....

kk byebye..=D

Whoots...National's Day this year is a lot different than the last few I had..right...this morning went to a temple in sengkang...ya somewhere there..with my relatives..but my cousin didnt go when she said she would. I was extremely furious..then we went to my uncle's house at cck.

At cck was pretty boring cause I was bored of the tv game, no tv shows nice to watch, then the adults asked me to play majong so I joined in. I was the first to "hu" anw...total "hued" five times out of dunno how many rounds...all I can say is I didnt play long and was bored.

Later on, Melody asked me if I wanted to go kh's house..to watch the fireworks and all, I said yes lol. My mum also allowd as long I called her when I reach so "poof" I went to kh's hse. Tried to get qy to go but somehow she didnt see the smses we sent nor answered our calls =.=. So nvm we forget about her and just go on our own.

Took me about 45min to get to kh's house and 2 of her sis's friends were there, playing maple ...lv 6 char =.=. Mel was still bathing so we 2 decided to watch I, robot. We uh, watch halfway then had to go down to fetch mel. However, when we continued watching, the vcd had some problem and couldnt continue playing. Luckily it was already 6 so we watched the national day parade. Kh's parents came back soon after with pizzas and sushis. And we all ate our dinner while watching!!!

It was a total clear view of the parachuting guys, aeroplanes, helicopters that came by....so clear! The planes however I can see back at home too, just without the coloured smoke haha. Fireworks the best!!

The helicopters with Singapore flag.

Da jet planes with coloured smoke.

Nice nice fireworks^^.

Shall not put too many pics like last time...too many till they dont allow me to put anymore for some time =.=. Oh yeah then mel found kh's dunman doll, girl one...but her hair...its rebonded!!!

So she explained her sis combed it everyday =.=...lol...so chio right?!

Then 3 of kh's cousins came to her house, funny thing is they are all guys(LMAO)...haha...sounds famaliar lol..hmm go watch miss swan wahahaha...yeap one is p2 one p4 and last one sec1. They all play maple...but my lv still higher ahahahaa...=p. They went into a lv61 firemage who was hacked by the whole school of theirs(not their own char) and was at el nath. The p4 guy used it to try to walk as far as possible w/o dying la...cos naked...den walk to the right...jr yeti side. This was what happened when he reached the coolie map and after that:

me: wa pro u all can reach here...wonder if u can reach zakum or not.

p2(guy): zakum not here is at el nath.

me: nono...u go on further right is zakum...

p2: no mah go el nath can already...

me: no is go el nath trigger the quest but need to go to the zakum place.

p2: no la go el nath can alerady.

all cept p2: *laughs*

p4: how you know arh?

kh: course she go before what!

all:hahahahhaahhaha!

p2: but later he go zakum sure die one.

me: he wont meet yet must do 3 quests first.

p2: what quests?

me:*explains all*

[when he reached cave of trial]

me: hmm...here hard to pass got bain and cerebes(pronounced it as sa-ra-bees)

p2:cerebes!(pronounced as see-ree-bees)

all: hahahahahaha!

[chiong chiong chiong to mid of map where theres a rope and the land with cerebes. The char hp left 1 and no pots. p4 guy sat the char at the map when the cerebes all walked away to rest.]

all:OMG!!!!

me: Waah pro leh!!!

[cerebes walks towards char.]

all: COME LIAO COME LIAO!!!

p4:*make char jump onto rope*

sec1:use slow quick!

p4:*used slow* [cerebes slowly walk away]

all: go liao go liao!

p4:*sits char down again*

[cerebes walking slowly towards char]

all: COME LIAO COME LIAO!!!

[went on and on till the hp was satisfying. soon he reached the map with bain at cave of trial 3.]

me: here all bain de..

p2 and some others: wah!!!

p4: *sits char to rest at safe spot* [the hp reach 5 before full]

all:can go already.

p4: no wait till full.

sec1: what can 5hp do when bain dmg is over 1k?

p4: dunno.

[char tele-ed over several bains w/o dmg]

all: OMG OMG OMG!!! wawaa!!!

[char kena hit with a few dmg and poison]

sec1: the poison lasts forever?

me: no about 5 min or so.

p4: *reached a safe spot and suddenly clicked "quit"*

me: OMG!!! if quit will go back dead mine!!!

all: OMG!!!!!!!!!

Basically that was what happened. I had to go already and from what kh said, they gave up and went to watch youtube instead LOL. So fun haha. That was my National's day hahaha...

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 . 11:21 PM

Oh hafta try to finish this post before 12 haha...kk...

This'll be about the concert...well, it was boring for what I think...the only part nice were the singing =.=....and maybe the watching of the dance lur..but who would go and dance larh...I bet the sec3 and 4s couldntbe bothered too...

tata...

I love the biscuit they give...it was crunchy and delicious wahaha...

kaka...

hahaha...did you notice i was crapping?bet you did...

kkay...anyway, both clara and eva sang well...i can say that clara improved really lots..haaha..hmm thats all lol...byebye..

Oh today is the National Day Eve and we were supposed to go home early, initially at around 10.30am. Later on last week, they decided to put the English test after the celebration so we would be expected to be dismissed 1hr30min later...in the end, the concert dragged to 11 and we started the test at 11.15.

So there...

After that, supposingly to go kh's hse to do lit...but tl said he had something on so he couldnt go..yh didnt say if she was going either. bbq suddenly had last minute cca till 2.30. I was the first among them to be out of the class and waited for them at the foyer. I only saw kh after that. Shaun went somewhere in school, the rest dunno disappeared to where. We waited for quite a long time, finally decided to go kh's hse first and to have lunch. We met yh at the bus stop and she decided to go with us to do project instead of going out with james they all...hah...so we went.

We bought lunch(chicken rice^^) and ate at kh's hse. Shaun was going to wait for bbq and tl was nowhere to be found. At 2 plus, yh had to go home so we thought we couldnt finish the discussion again...At 3 plus, all four of them appeared!!!tl was playing in school, and yh could come back haha. So we discussed, practiced and watched videos on youtube LOL.

They went home after six and I stayed on till 9 plus for the fireworks haha. It was rather clear, judging that it was held at the Marina Bay yeah! So fun lorh...and I tried Pangya! It was rather fun...lols...but I doubt I'll be dling it...my Audition and Kongkong cant load already...zzz..

Hmmz...I shall go sleep now, judging its already 11pm and I have to go to some temple early in the morning....zzz...there goes my beauty sleep!!!ahh! hahaha...jkjk....boo..kay kay...nights nights...=D

Monday, August 07, 2006 . 8:29 PM

Mmm...its nice to know that some still do care and are concern about you haha...you know who you are =)).

Being sick and missing school is not really a good thing you know...but some people are "angry" at me being sick and can skip so many days of school due to that...mmm...

Anyway, this week is super slack!!!Today I didnt go school, tmr there's national day celebration and eng test, wed holiday, thu holiday, fri school...sat band chalet...whoots.

Whoo....slack slack slack...

Hah...theres nothing for me to blog about anyway, just that I want to say how I feel about some friends...haha...

Kk...thats all...byebye...

Argg...though feeling a bit better, the cough's still there...zzz...Hope I can get much better before tomorow..there's an english test after the national day celebration T_T. So we dont really need to bring much to school tomorrow I guess...only history lessons left after everything hahha...

I shouldnt be here blogging anyway, but I want to lol. Hmm...the rest should be having their recess now and I havent eat T_T. My mum went out half an hour ago to uy some stuff from market and my breakfast ahh...

Let's see...I should be able to complete my portfolio by today...hmm...though have to search for some artefacts to put into my file...so troublesome eh..burh..Okay, I shall go....byebye...

Sunday, August 06, 2006 . 9:35 PM

Hmmf...I just edited the links, found some people's new blog urls and erm deleted those deleted blogs of the people too...so it may seem that my "links" is getting shorter haha. Oh and if you have changed your link please inform me, unless you dont want other to know then let me know haha...

Oh well, the links part is actually a convenience for ME, mysef to surf the blogs of my dear friends you know, and I dont have a good memory, so I doubt I can remember many blogs haha. There are a few blogs which I visit almost everyday ya.

Lala. I think its interesting to read some people's blogs. The way they write is not bad, not say perfect but not bad at all. And its good to know more about your friends' life hmm. Why do I have so much time to go blog surfing everyday...like I said, I only go a few almost daily haha.

Hey there's nothing much to be blogged unless you want me to bore you with maple stuff again.
Okay, I have not been playing much of my priest since I did my 3rd job advancement...I dont plan to play till exams are over anw. The thing is, I was tempted by doing the pqs which I had never done since my cleric was above lv 30, so its like the last time I did was last year sep or sth LOL. Almost a year of not doing pq. Time passes so quickly that I didnt even realise it has passed so quickly...

Lol...okay more crapping...Anyway, I hate coughs...it makes my stomach hurt if I cough too much...zz..Okay I shall go watch some vcds again...byebye..

Oh yeah...迷路兵 won! Hahaha...

Blah blah... I've got flu AGAIN. I came online for a while yesterday but didnt get to blog. I spent the time sleeping for almost the whole afternoon yesterday...so 爽 lala.

Oh well, I am still having a bad cough plus a little fever now, so I doubt I'll be going to school tmr. Yes...get to skip one math, triple dnt, cme. The bad thing is to skip doule science, one malay and maybe asembly....boo...Eight below =/.

Zzz. Second thoughts about not going to school is coming back again...maybe I shouldnt have even thought about it =.=. Oh and tutorial...jh also not going =/. Sigh..

Good thing is I can finish my hw tmr...havent touch any of them since I was sleeping and resting.Haha.

Hmm...audition and kongkong still cant work..dunno why...they just show it as loading as theres the icon appearing on the taskbar but soon it dosappears and nothing happens...zzz.

Tired of loading them, so I dont think I'll be playing it till I buy a new com or fix it or something...hahaha...

Nothing much has happened to be blogged about..I shall go watch more videos...byebye..

Friday, August 04, 2006 . 9:50 PM

Hmm today wasnt much of a good day, neither can I say it is a bad day. I had flu earlier in the morning before going to school and had 2 tests today. I wonder why I caught a flu...have been getting many illness recently =/.

These few Fridays, I have been bringing the different sickness to school wahaha...headache, stomachache, flu, what else? And dear jaz says she is strong! Cos she is immuned to what I have "tried" to pass to her lol.

Oh and we found out about kh's boredom secret. Her watch is set according to the school bell! When she told us 10 more seconds to end of lesson, we didnt really believe but counted anyway, and the bell rang exactly when her watch striked 0!!! LOL. So gay, according to Shaun...lol.

Oh well, just finished watching Ai Qing Ling Du C. I think =/. YIXIN CHOSE WEIXIANG WHOO! Haha. Okay larh...enough of crapping...I go do some other stuff liao...byebye..

Thursday, August 03, 2006 . 10:18 PM

Ah I dont know whats the problem with some people but ah well, everyone is weird in some way. I cant understand everyone and so cant you.

There is no point for me to elaborate on some stupid matters happened today so, =/.

I cant believe I managed to survive today. All were double and triple periods except for ip where we watched Eight Below again. The dogs were so called killed, two of them, cause the people did not allow Jerry to get them back to the whatever station. They werent killed cos of the expedition. If there wasnt an expedition, the dogs would have died anyway, in the sense.

I think I fell in love with genetic engineering. It is like so interesting and cool, to be able to do things like cloning and adding new characteristics to some cells which dosent have earlier, causing them to be yeah modified lol. The experiment today was cool and fun.

By the way, I didnt go for sp. The excuse given was that I have two tests to study. And, luckily I didnt go, if not I wont be able to finish studying. Yes. I wasted some time looking for stuff and eating =.=. Zz. I am not even sure if I can pass my tests.

There's also band tomorrow and I hope I will be able to stay AWAKE. I actually fell asleep on my dad's car just now when going out and coming home. And I am feeling sleepy now even though I slept for about one hour =/. Okay, that's not much but it usually lasts me till 12!!! Its such a tiring week this week. I think next week will be better =D more holidays, national and holiday. lalaa.

Okay, I shall go take a break from typing and continue studying...night and good luck everyone!!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006 . 8:11 PM

People in this world are getting worse and worse. Or is the society getting worse.

People who takes the public transport, especially buses now I am refering to, should be more considerate. It dosent only include students, hello. Most people put the blame on students and not the other consumers. Everyone knows that all should move towards the back of the buses especially during peak hours in order to let more people get onto the bus and get home fast. But the problem is, most do not move, and they dont only consist of students, you know. I agree some students just dont move behind and they are very inconsiderate. You would always see the back of the bus so spacious and the people in the front have to squeeze like hell. On the other hand, some other consumers, especially ADULTS stay put at wherever they are and refuses to move. They only do when you urge them to and you will not only receive the movement of the passenger, but also a big scowl. I dont really have a prejudice against adults but I do think some of them are awfully proud and think they are "big" so they can do whatever they like. In terms of bus drivers, I have always met nice friendly ones who would stop whenever they see people running towards the bus, and are caring enough to ask the people to move behind, and open and close the doors cautiously after giving a warning whenever doing so. Apparently, now I do not. I missed a bus whereby the driver continued driving even when five to six students were desperately chasing after it. Then for the second bus which I barely managed to squeeze on, the driver didnt bother to ask people to move behind and he closed and opened the door just so abruptly. This is not just fussyness. I almost fell backwards and could have hurt my head badly when it hit the ground. And I do hope the people would be more considerate. Remember, they are NOT only students, but inclusive of adults too.

There is another thing I want to blog about, but someone will definitely "debate" with me over it again I suppose. I dont really want to make it sound like a big thing. Well, actually to me it is. I believe in being loyal, especially to friends, in a sense not like those gangsters whose life are spent on fighting and things like that so they must be loyal, no. I just want to say that I am a reliable person and hope people around me are too. I hate traitors and betrayers for an instance and even if it is just a small matter, I would also kick up a big fuss over it. I hate the feeling of being treated in that way.

You might think I am over suspicious or whatever you call it, I dont like giving people my passwords, no matter for personal stuff or just games, I wouldnt dare. I know I will cry a lot if someone uses my name and wreck my reputation or even hack my accounts. Reputation dosent mean everything but the feeling of being despised or whatever is not torelable for me. After finding out any supposedly reliable persons betray me, I will tend to hate the person. Yes, seriously hate. It can be a hatred which goes on for years, or let go after some years. The tendancy is that the person and I wont really be friends anymore ever.

It isnt fair to be treated badly especially after you have helped someone quite a lot.

Thats all I want to say. Some sort of emotional sufferings when young can change the future life when older, dont you think so? Once the feelings of someone is hurt, no matter how much you apologise, nothing can mend it. It is like the ozone layer, once made a hole, nothing can mend it anymore.

For those whom I have hurt last time, either you dont put it to heart, or you have already forgiven me, I am grateful. For those who still have hatred towards me, I cant do anything anymore. But I dont even think you would know my blog to read this post. I might also be gone in your memories, who knows.

Oh and I missed some of my old friends and some whom I have lost contact with. I feel kind of sad when I lost a telephone number of a friends who changed school at the end of pri3, who also moved house, changed her telephone number. Now I have no way to find her again. None of the rest keeps her telephone number either. I wonder how she is now.

Like what people always say, cherish the people around you when you still have the chance. You'll regret it when it is too late. I know I did cherish her when she was still around in school and now shes lost contact with me, I can only wonder how her life is and where she is. So sad isnt it. This is life. Life is unfair, to most people. He who is fortunate is fortunate and should enjoy what he has when he still has it, until it is gone, he will live lefe happily.

Okay, that was crap. CRAP. C.R.A.P. not craB.

Nevermind. My feelings are mixed up now. They will never be clear. Unless I get a sunny day again. I feel like I have been living in rainy days, how can I do that I also dont know, it is just a feeling. I have also felt living in snowy, icy days before, again just some kind of feelings. Those were the bad days. Living in natural disasters are the worse anyway.

I know I am not making any sense to you, but you dont need to understand. As long as I do, it is fine. I have to go now, so goodbye!

Tuesday, August 01, 2006 . 4:09 PM

Today was quite a short day and nothing much happened anyway, but I still fee like blogging. We finally presented the acc presentation which was actually due last last week or something. Haha. English was like boring. Hmm...yeah...op op op...and he actually didnt prepare..pro pro...

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She always talk about what she WANTS in all the things she do, since last year, the beginning she was already like that. I think she still has no self-confidence and feels very inferior. Because of that, it made her less sociable in a sense that no one dares to approach for cept for a few. I mean, some even think she is scary larh. She cant help to be like this, but most people do not understand and even talk bad behind her back. That is not good. But sometimes she makes people say about her, not only of her physical actions. The bad thing is her attitude and emotional stuff. She just doesnt know how to control I guess, and dont know to show express and show how she always feels. Through this way, she showed some of her wanted feelings and expressed them perfectly. I think she might always refer them to herself though some people do not think so. It is a little obvious. The way she looks at people makes me afraid too, to be honest. Her eyes looked very ferocious, but I dont think she meant to really scare people. She is not accepted by everyone and that upsets her a lot. After saying so much, I still dont think I can help her either, dont even dare to approach her. Oh well, I am just not the I-can-do-impossible-which-are-totally-impossible types.

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During ip, we watched EIGHT BELOW! Well, just for the starting. They told me two dogs were gonna die, so I dont feel like watching anymore. But my cousin told me it was nice =/. Anyway, it was at the audi =D. Math was as usual, though theres new topic. Art was the makin of wire sculpture and we are finishing! Today was the last lesson for that larh. Next lesson is western painting wahaha. I finally attended the Genetics Engineering lesson and I think it is interesting ^^.

Hmm...theres sth that I wanted to blog abt but somehow dont find any reason to blog about, so I shall not. Lala. I go play sth else liao byebye.