Thursday, April 26, 2007 . 11:18 PM

I hate flu
*sneeze*
I hate flu
*sneeze*
I hate flu
*sneeze*
I hate flu!!!
*sneeze*!!!

Uh okay that was just how I felt the whole day...actually since yesterday night, but argh! I really hate flu! Spent a hell time today, with nose being blocked or else feeling like sneeze again and again. Not to mention the number of tissues I used. Argh.

There wasnt LA lecture today =(( and we did compre instead. I hope I can do better this time. The last compre was totally crap =.=. Then math was shade-your-life-off time. Plus one period was changed into physics again =.=. Oh well. Boiling and condensation huh.

Triple chi and finally finished presentations! LA was the continueing of doing compre and the leftover time was SLACKING time =D. Chem was rather sleepy. Haha.

Slept for 4 hours again today. After eating dinner, and now finished doing my LA reflections haha. I really dont feel like going to school tmr!! T_T. Bad flu = bad playing. But er samurai leh. Haha.

Yay one more busy week and LEVEL CAMP =D. Whoo, it sounds kind of cool, others having mid year exams while we go on "holiday" O_O. And no more tests till after level camp is still the best thing to be heard hahaha.

Whee, I go finish watching my naruto then go sleep le. NIGHTS and buhbye =D.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007 . 6:30 PM

Tests are all OVER! =DDD

Though I still have LA essay and reflection to do, I am happy most of the more inportant tests are over. Not that any test is unimportant. Hmm...Chem was the first period of the day and right after the test the feeling is really great!

The test wasnt as difficult as I thought. And they cheat my feelings, dont need to draw the diamond structure. LOL. After that was PE and it was slack cos we were the lap counters, cheering people on while counting laps for them aha. I hate set theory =.=. But its getting more interesting now, with the drawing of venn diagrams lol...thats basically the earlier parts of the day.

I think I spent most of the time in class laughing at the woman sitting beside me. She's spastic, retarded and whatever you call her. NO OFFENSE. But anyway she can get very restless wen she's hungry and coming up to me saying repeatedly "I'm hungry!" Lol. But it gets interesting sometimes =O.

Heh. I guess I am gonna enjoy myself during the level camp =DD. Me and her will be sharing room and jo and wj, then we may switch or sth. Haha. Even thinking of "partying" lalala.

No tests make me a happy person ^^. Oh the next test's after the level camp HAHAHAHA. Okay sorry >.<. A little too high today LOL. I shall uh try to finish my work today. Okay, it should be I HAVE to finish it lol.

Buhbye then =D.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 . 10:16 PM

I shall blog before I go to bed. Today's a tired day haha.

I think this is the BEST term ever. The term which I start failing tests, start to hand up hw late, start to even get references to do hw. Lol. So nice right. Things seem to be bad ever since that day =.=.

Today's math test was indeed difficult. The only qns I can complete was qns 1. The rest were done all halfway =.=. Gawd...the test is of a total of 32marks leh =.=. The first qns i just 4marks zzz.

I was very tired today. Go home early but after bathing, I laid on my bed and fell asleep. I woke up at 7 to eat dinner. Starting studying for chem at 8. Haha. What a wonderful day. But nevermind! The busy eek is gonna end soon!

Oh but tmr I have to chiong my LA reflections and essay T_T. Oh no =.=. But friday is speech day =D.

Lalala. I can go sleep already. Because I have finished gonghan whoo! Hahahaha. Okay nights and good luck everyone for chem test! =D.

Buhbye!

Monday, April 23, 2007 . 8:25 PM

Back to 3J. Kind of sad thing to say when I stepped back into our own class, I felt like vomitting. The smell is THAT bad. So I sat outside to have my breakfast. Then anyway, the sec1s didnt clear some of their stuff so there were stuff left on the teacher's table.

During math, one sec1 girl came in after knocking the door for a sec, opened the door and said to nic: "eh! can call your teacher" *points at cher*. Best part was ms ng sounded fierce when talking to the sec1 questioning her of why didnt they collect their stuff before lessons began. Then the girl went to the back of the class and rumaged(how do you spell?) through our projects which were place rather neatly and everything just became messy.

After realising the proj wasnt at the back of the class, she began looking around when ms ng said there was a proj at the front. The girl asked if its blue(she mentioned when she came into the class). If it wasnt blue would ms ng even mention to her? =.=.

So she took that but when we all said there were other projects and can she help her classmate take back to the class, she selectively flipped through the stuff and said oh this is not mine, but its from 1b, and this i not mine but should be my classmate's. ZZZ!

Oh well, then later on during LA dm came. Of course it was about the mess in 1b. When he stepped in I guessed it was about that already la =.=. Lol the msg zenn wrote on the whiteboard wasnt erased ma. But in the end we didnt mess up the classroom lor. Its just that the people on duty didnt do the work and we didnt stay back to clear up the classroom only =.=.

But anyway, I was surprised that some sec1s actually stayed back on friday to clear up our classroom before returning it to us. I guess in a class there will always be nice and not nice people around. I felt bad at first. But looking at the hole they made on the front wall and the broken dustbin, I changed my mind again =.=.

Aiya but still must thank those people from 1b who stayed to clear up the classroom.

The rest of the day was pretty fine. I loved the LA lesson today. We did some fun english based stuff haha. Then the first group to hand in gets 5 bonus and follow on la. But I think many of my brain cells died. Lol.

Oh ya. We finally went for the elective. It was sort of waste of time. I think we wasted like around 30mins or more of our time waiting for the instructor to come to us with the expriment equipments since it was the spa assessment.

Like for one time, (one instructor takes 3 grps and total there was 9 grps) our instructor was still at the 2nd grp(we were the last) and the good instructor came over to us because she finished her grps already. Then in the end when we finished doing our experiment, the grp with our instructor guiding them still hadnt finish theirs zzz. Damn freaking super SLOW.

I wonder if its the STUDENTS or the INSTRUCTOR. But the instructors were quite nice, but the nicest of the three was the one giving the theory lecture. When she came over to guide us, she chatted with us as well. I think she was in st patricks, but not sure whether in band or not. Most likely bah. Then she was asking us abt our instruments lol. She was spot on when guessing jo's instru lor haha. So cool right!

I think shes a very good instructor lol.

So I think we'll be missing every mon's practice. Rhythm is gonna flop =.=. I will have to practice more on my own already. I am very sad.

Sigh. Then things seem to keep going the bad way since syf. Now I have no mood to do things already =.=.

Gah. Got math test tmr. Good luck everyone! Buhbye!

Sunday, April 22, 2007 . 7:09 PM

Okay I finished watching Naruto =.= so now its like another Bleach, with me having to wait every week for a new episode haha. Therefore I am looking for another anime to watch. But before that, I think I will watch the starting parts of Inuyasha first hahaha cause I found a few other videos hosting website whoo.

Then again, maybe I will study. Okay I shall take back my words lol. I doubt I will anyway. Hehe. I wanted to start doing the hw I have yesterday but I was sianned so I went inside maple and was stuck there =.=. Then this morning I tried to start doing again and again didnt feel like it so went to watch naruto =.=.

Oh well. Cant be helped haha. This laziness of mine. lalala. Okay I shall go try to do my hw AGAIN. Haha...byebye!

Thursday, April 19, 2007 . 6:13 PM

For the last few days, time have slowed down. A lot. Then now its beginning to go back to normal again =D.

Napfa is OVER hahaha. I am NOT gonna redo anything lala. Okay then there's still a physics test tomorrow =.= which I dont have any mood to study at all. But I have to anyway =.=. Somehow not many people are online right now, or rather since 4.30 lol.

I guess I am counting down to holidays already =.=. This the the fifth week and there's three weeks to lvl camp! I am currently looking foward to it lo. Going msia, even though its a cultural trip, I think its gonna be fun spending time with the class. Heh. I am gonna room with jo and baboon.

Then five more weeks to japan trip! And thats the beginning of the holidays only =O. Hehehe. Time passes real quickly! The busy week is over...the second busy week is coming =.=. Haha.
Then there's speech day next week too.

Okay I dont want to do my geog reflection nor study physics T_T is there anything else to do? =.=. Not gong han either =.=.

I am hard to satisfy..........

I dont want to finish watching naruto either because later on I have to look for something else to watch again........

Haha then again there's nothing to do.

I shall go read comics again buhbye =D

Monday, April 16, 2007 . 10:03 PM

Okay I dont feel like making this day worse by posting emo post again. But if you asked me if I am sad, I would tell you the truth yes I am. But dont worry I will get over it SOON. As long as I move on, work towards another goal, I guess I will get motivated again.

The results were more or less quite expected in my heart. The weather sort of gave me bad feelings cos I saw some grey clouds at the SCH itself. All the sec1s-3s gathered at the speaker and listening for the results. All of us just stunned there for a long time when we were announced with a silver.

Several started crying and jh cried out too. Nic and I hugged her and nic also began to cry, while I was holding back tears that welled up in my eyes. Yz came over and hugged each of us. We were worried jaz would cry so we were to wait for her at the stairs there. (Only SLs were allowed to go into the hall to listen to the results)

They were among the last few to come out. Meanwhile I saw Mr Simon Ng, Mr Hong and Ms Ong. I realised how much I missed my pri sch band and conductors. Even though I wasnt taught by Mr Hong and Ms Ong before, they both encouraged me haha. They are the current conductors of my pri sch band though.

Then jaz they all came out. Surprisingly jaz wasnt crying when she came out. She claimed that she had cried enough inside the hall already. All I knew was that everyone was sad. I told myself not to cry and be brave too. Jaz must be real sad inside but try to stay strong and encourage us as a lot of them were crying.

I just want to say that since we all have gone up the stage as a family as stated in our motto, we should be sharing the happiness and woes in this case as a family. We shouldnt blame ourselves nor OTHERS in the competition. And what has happened has already happened and we cannot do anything to change the fact anymore. So why dont we work towards another goal, cheer up most importantly and brace ourselves. Dont be a coward who admits defeat so easily but work harder to achieve what we wanted to achieve and show them we can do it.

This also allows us to experience a different experience. Dont you think this setback can make us stronger? We can learn new things even from this setback. Maybe its even better than getting a good results in which we become complacent about. Life's not just about results we achieve but also the process we have gone through and have learned something new from it.

Forget about what others say, stay focused and united as one instead of blaming others for the mistakes made. No one is perfect, even good soloists make mistakes. So as long as we have done our best, dont think of the results anymore. Although some people might think we havent, so do better next time. Since we know what we are capable of, we just have to perfect it and show it to others.

I certainly have much MORE to add on to these but I have told myself to control it so I shall not add on to it. Then again, even though I am sad, friends around me have cheered me up. Thank you to those who are there for me! I seriously appreciate all the encouragement you all have given me.

This post is rather mixed up, everything's not in chronological order. But ah well, I think its rather meaningful =/. The mixed up stuff inside there I mean. The stuff meant for encouraging people.

So after syf everyone returned with sad faces, most eyes were red and stuff. But in the brasses bus, it was filled with noise. With people like eugene never defeated by setbacks I guess, was trying to cheer the bus up with random crap. But the mood in the bus certainly lighten up a lot.

As we returned to school, I was thinking, I dont want to see anyone I know, because they will start asking about the results and I would have no face to face them. Afterall, many wished us good luck and think we can do it. They would just be filled with disappointment when they hear what we have gotten. But its impossible to escape the reality.

When I checked my hp, there was 6 smses and one miss call. 5 smses were good luck wishes which I failed to read before the syf cause I left my hp in the bag as instructed and one was asking if we really got silver. News spread around fast dont they? Then the miss call was to ask for results too.

I read the smses and felt even worse. Then when I replied to several people, I felt better. When the teachers talked to us, I think I felt a lot better. What they say might be just to encourage us, but it was good enough. She even tried to cheer us up by saying why we gotten a silver. Cos our setpiece Sunrise, choicepiece Samurai, so results Silver lor. Haha.

Then yz qy jo jh and I took a lift from yh's mum's car to the mrt station and four of us excluding jh went to bugis. Then I took bus home. That was the time when I started thinking of the results again. Yes I got really sad again at that time. It was a long ride home okay.

Then when I reached my house lobby, my parents came down and said they were going to buy a new washing machine so I went with them since I didnt want to stay home alone. I told them about the results and my dad who didnt know anything about music said "as long as you all have done your best can already lor, dont care if you all lose to other bands la". Haha I was thinking he doesnt even know about our feelings at that time.

So there was a lot of time for me to think through about what happened today. Then during sometime on the ride to the electronic shop, I picked up my phone to send an sms to horns hoping to cheer them up.

When I reached home, after I took a bath(which was quite long =.=), I talked to mic on the phone for quite a while also discussing abt the syf. And on msn, I complained to my friends about how I felt la and I think it made me feel a lot better. One of the conversations even strayed from me being sad to talking about cutting and drinking LOL.

So in the end I got cheered up and tada I decided to blog. I shall try my best to keep everyone's spirits up. I dont know if I can do it or not, but thats another thing haha. A lot of other things are coming our way. No matter what the result is, life still has to go on.

So...

To horns and banders: Lets all cheer up and work towards other goals, next would be rhythm! So work hard and stay happy!

To the other syf groups: Jiayou jiayou jiayou! We will always be supporting you! Dont worry about the results but enjoy yourselves on stage like most of us did!

I really hope everyone would cheer up and BE HAPPY! =D

*some parts are rather contradicting but I am a human so I have varying human emotions haha*

Saturday, April 14, 2007 . 1:49 PM

TWO more days!

Went out with qy and jo after band practice to buy my uniform at bibibaba so we also caught a movie after that since bbbb was at shaw centre =D. The band practice was okay but I think I was tired so didnt play as well as today :O.

We watched Meet The Robinsons! Its freaking lame and funny. Qy was diaoed by it lol. But most of the parts were enjoyable haha. Nic-c also said so lol. There are two nics so now have to specify >.<.

"Keep Moving Forward" is the sort of theme in the movie and I think its a good phrase for us right now! So GOOD LUCK everyone, do your best and KEEP MOVING FORWARD! =D

Then I bought chocolates for my section but didnt buy for the squad =/ cause there wasnt like nice packets of food haha. I ended writing postcards for the section and was too tired so I went to sleep very early =.=.

Then we exchanged presents before band started. [Thank you ^^!] We played well and he said we could go home at 11am lol. Although lips are tired, I still feel happy cause it was really good. The birds really do sound like birds now. Cute and happy birds, bathing in the sunshine!

Haha. So I just hope everyone wont get nervous, same goes for me too haha cause I think I would =/.

Okay off for a anime weekend =D Buhbye!

Thursday, April 12, 2007 . 7:16 PM

Yay weekend!!! Haha. Its a weekend for me cause tmr is sports day. But I wont go anyway, cause there will be practices for people in syf =D. So most syf people(including other music groups) dont have to go for sports day.

School is afraid we will get sick under the hot sun probably, and cheering our lungs out, thus causing cough, sore throat and cold maybe. All are linked. Plus if we cant do all that, theres no points going so I dont care haha. And after band, jo qy and I are going out haha.

What a slack week =.=. But the chinese test was GAY. Yeah, stupid bees so difficult to understand. Then so much for a nice weekend. There are several hw: chem mcq ws x2, chem bond drawing x2, geog file, portfolio and LA newspaper reflection. I have filed my geog stuff plus several other subjects just now haha. So hardworking right >.<, and I completed the 2 mcq ws while waiting for my dad LOL. Whats wrong with me today O_O lol.

Then in class me and nic were laughing and crapping away. Thats cause I am cold and nic is funny =D. But weijia and jo also can crap alot =D. Haha you should see my class sometimes lol. Somehow I think this class is quite fun to be in =D.

Okay I shall not let anything spoil my day from now on. Somehow I have gotten back to happy mood =D and hardworking =.=. Lol. But shall try to finish some work anyway.

4 more days and so everyone should JIAYOU! 2 more practices left. Its very fast. I still have to think of some way to tidy up my hair =.=. Lol. Ah and I shall get some snacks tmr while shopping and get some nice coloured paper or sth. Writing notes again =D.

Next week will also be a busy week. With two tests and some projects to hand in ahhh....

Hmm I shall enjoy my weekend, buhbye!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007 . 9:33 PM

T-I-R-E-D

These few weeks are tiring and I have no idea why. Even though there doesnt seem to be much hw this week, I still feel tired =.=.

Chinese test tomorrow but no mood to study at all. Qy says its difficult so I think I will fail it. But I dont care right now =.=. No feelings about anything. Okay I got like irritated by certain stuff so I kept telling myself to ignore everything yeah =.=.

Then now I have no feelings towards anything.

Will be going Malacca, KL and Cameron Highlands for level camp and they say it wouldnt be very ex, so I guess its a good thing then =/. Looking forward to holidays =.=. The holidays meaning time for having fun, including overseas trips and real holidays la.

Going overseas are fun but also troublesome. Come to think of it, forms must be filled, money prepared, later have to pack, then clear all the stuff and blah blah blah. How tiring. Argh. But of course its all worth it!

Had the napfa 5 items today. Sit ups 35, IPU 20, Sit n reach 43cm, shuttle run 10.8s and SBJ 180cm. I am satisfied with everything cept SBJ la, lack of 3cm towards A. Actually sit n reach also lack of 3cm to A but its the first time I dont have to redo it LOL.

After that I become very tired already. I have very limited energy nowadays =.=. Not very satisfied with my math results either. Could have gotten full marks but all were careless mistakes like the last one, which cause great loss of marks. *fly away*

Band after school was sleepy for me.

Oh and I guess if thats we need, we only need to do our best to achieve that and dont worry about the results of it anymore. If we can do it, we will. If we cant, we have already done our best. Shouldnt get all worried and nervous now or even on the day itself. Nervousness wreaks everything I assure you, so dont think about anything at all.

Maybe its just a new experience for everyone. Isnt it better this way? We dont have so many at the top and those at the top are really outstanding. This way will show who are really good at achieving what is felt and not just technically.

Okay shall attempt to study already. Buhbye!

Tuesday, April 10, 2007 . 6:30 PM

Changes go little by little, so small that I wouldnt notice unless I probe deeper and until the little changes reach the point whereby it look so big and obvious to the world.

Oh well, today is a boring day. I had "mental block" and wasnt paying any attention in lessons after recess. So the whole day after that I was simply copying what I thought was important and nothing went through my mind la.

Such a weird day. Then even my friend said that I am weird today =.=.

So what about being weird =/. Somehow today is thinking day. Thinking about random stuff. Anything else except studies. Wanted to do some hw but when I reached home, I didnt feel like it anymore.

Looking at the timetable, I didnt feel like talking about anything related to school lol. Oh yeah YCK's syf is today. I wonder how they did. Then michelle says st patrick got gwh, but it just contradicts what they said ytd, about announcing the "with honours" after the whole of syf lor =.=. Zzz. Now it would be announced on the day itself zzz.

Aiya. So irritating suddenly. I have no idea why.

Went to collect my passport today. I think the new passport is super cool lol. Contains micro chip and antenna inside, so it must not be bent, wet or mutated. Haha. Then I will have to sign when I am 16 years old, which is next year =D.

I am bored.

Then went to eat with mum at kfc, after collecting passport. Then I bought another version of the naruto guildbook, with much random information and 5 character descriptions lol. But I havent read in detail yet, just flipped through only. I also bought a bleach sticker book, which is a booklet of bleach stickers haha. Was so tempted to buy the Fire red/Leaf green Pokemon trainer kit lor. Its like $10 due to offers till 14 apr. Haha. Cause its like $19.95 cheaper than the usual price lmao, but I wanted to save money. So yeah.

Uh I forgot what else I wanted to say. Maybe I am really weird today. Today is a weird day so I have become weird along with it. Craping again sorry.

Oh and I realised I can tell lame jokes lol. Okay nvm I shall not say them here, later have to install heater in my blog already.

Aiya I go watch Naruto already, buhbye! =D

Monday, April 09, 2007 . 7:39 PM

Havent been blogging for a week already haha. So much has happened just within a week lol. Although it seemed like a slack week, because there wasnt homework, the pressure of several events coming up is still prominent, especially the SYF. Its only next monday!

Several schools have already played today and I dont know any result yet. Nic heard from her friend no one had gotten GWH today O_O. Therefore I shall check with some people later haha.

Come to GWH, our CO has gotten their GWH!!! Congrats haha even though its late. They waited till 5.45pm that day for their results lor lol. It must have been really nervous for them. Hopefully the band can do as well =D.

Bio and math test are both over, and this week only have chinese test and our napfa 5 items. Quite slack also la. Haha. Actually these few weeks are slack fridays =D. Good Friday just passed, this friday is Sports day and next is speech day. Whoo.

This post consists of many random stuff. Oh well, I guess I am random at times. Ahaha. Then I spent my Good Friday playing maple cause there wasnt hw, as I said. Now I think I can only play when there is no hw and there is a lot of time for me to play, like one whole day lol.

I like the band practices now, because I think I have been improving a little each time and today's tutorial was also great. I really hope we can do as least what we play today on the SYF day. At least.

Then I think next week would be quite a busy week, with several tests and projects due. Following weeks should be still okay. Then week 7 is quite slack already(I hope) and week 8 is the level camp. I dont really feel like going you know. Malaysia =/.

Ohoh! And the full itinerery for the JAPAN trip is out today! We are going to Disneyland =DDDD. Omg I cant wait hahaha. But the thing is, its hard for us to go to the SE concert =/. Cause its on the last day of school, the night we are taking our flight. Zzz.

Its cool cause for both trips overseas I take the midnight flight haha. I think its cool, no idea why. Sec school life for me is really cool. Getting to go overseas =D.

Okay my com is freaking irritating. Sometimes it lags like shit, msn and maple dc like mad and it doesnt allow me to chat on msn and blog at the same time zz. How troublesome =.=.

Okay fine I shall stop here. Cant remember what I want to blog about anyway. So buhbye! =D

Sunday, April 01, 2007 . 10:20 AM

Happy April's Fools Day hahaha.

Been out the whole day yesterday. There was band practice as usual, which I dont think we played well yesterday. Half of it was because of being distracted by cs and the other half was because all of us were just too tired I think.

Then later on went to da jiu house. Started playing majong again lol. Then val val jie jie brought her cute dog there, a shitzu i think, and its called DONUT. Haha so cute right? It is very guai lor, wont bite anyone. It doesnt even bark usually.

Then we were playing with it. But erica they all not supposed to touch its nose ma, muslim. Then there was the "safe room" for those who are scared of donut. Its very funny because two of my nephews are scared of donut. At first they wanted to pat it, so they came out of the room. Oh by the way they are 5 and 3 years old only. Then my cousins bring them to donut. They started patting it quite violently -.- and later donut walked towards them (it was sitting before) and they started backing out. One of them even walked in circles with my cousin in the middle and donut followed him. Later on he was very scared and he started running towards the safe room so his older brother followed and the brother ran faster than him and reach the door. Donut was also fast so it overtook the younger one, tried to chase after the older one but he disappeared into the room. So donut walked towards the younger one. The younger one was like standing at the very end of the corridoor, against the wall but still trying to move back and he was waving his hands frantically saying "no no no" LOL. Very funny lor, then everyone started laughing.

Then there was once some of us wanted to scared the people in the room with donut. We made him sit outside the door, then we wanted to open the door and push him in. As my cousin turned the knob, we realised it was locked and started laughing again. Later on when donut went to the living room, I wanted to go into the room to get my drink, they all thought I was trying to trick them and dont dare to open the door LOL. I was laughing all the way at that time trying to persuade them to open the door cause donut wasnt there hahaha.

Yesterday was really a fun day in which I laughed until my stomach hurts lol. Donut is very cute! Haha. But the bad thing was, I didnt have time to study my bio or math =.= and I am going out again today. Gonna meet joanna they all to do geog. And I am currently searching for pictures of food as I blog haha.

Plus I still have a chem ws to complete =.=. What a busy weekend. Next weekend is another busy one I think =.=.

Hmm I shall go do my work, buhbye! =D