Wednesday, June 30, 2010 . 8:46 PM

Haven't turned on my com for so many days! See, I can live without a com....not! Lol...been twittering using phone cos there's wireless at home and I won't be as distracted as compared to using the com eh.

Using the com cos I need to check answers for the math package but I realised its a bit late cos I've already forgotten why I did those steps and stuff -_-. A bit pointless. Tmr die already anyway ~.~. Gonna just do as much as I can like last yr's promos and hope I pass >.<.

Hoho 2 more papers! Fighting!!!

Friday, June 25, 2010 . 9:43 PM

Everyday I shock SHOCK!

비스트's showcase yesterday was just AWESOME! Their voices and dances were just great..as if you are listening to them on the cd or watching them dance on mv haha! The whole feel in mediacorp tv theatre was very much like at music bank or whatnot in korea =D. Fans screaming all the time and sing along...its the type of high concert atmosphere, I love!

Woke up ard 6 in the morning (mum said 'if only you will do this every school day...'), bathed and left house when ching was reaching. My dad fetched us and we reached about 7 lol. Turned out 19x number tags were already given out the previous night cos they didnt want anyone to stay in the compound. However, some fans still stayed overnight cos the organiser already went home. We waited for 3hours before the organisers came and distributed the number tags.

Went shaw house to mug and have lunch before going back to mediacorp. Waited at some carpark but it wasnt that bad. At least there were fans. Slacked cos I was tired and couldnt study already. There was wireless so apparently everyone (I thought I was the only one w/o an itouch or iphone there) was using it and it became super slow after a while. Lol. I cant rmb what else we did but there was a lot of waiting. (Which was worth it!)

They let us into in the theatre at about 7 I think. It's those tv broadcast set you see on tv but it looks different from there and on tv haha! First time on a live recording too. It was Beast's showcase first and they sang intro + 6 songs if I never rmb wrongly (was too absorbed into the performance). Hehe I shall leave out all the fangirl comments but yeah their performance was very good and yes they are very very good looking in real life haha! 933 DJs zhiyong and liyi were there...liyi was the translator for the whole thing. Ohoh dongwoon very cute cos he (and yoseob) understands eng so when they were asked questions in eng, he actually raised his mike a few times but liyi would translate so the rest of them could understand haha.

Then it was the live recording for Entertainment on 5. There was an interview about a musical 'December Rains' with Kit Chan etc. After that was a short interview with Beast and they performed 2 more songs. Hehe. 2 hours wasnt enough I guess, cos you'll never get enough of them! They are really friendly and nice! Oh and kuijien the host for Eon5 was super funny haha!

Too bad in the tv theatre we couldn't take any pictures or videos. However, I guess we were able to enjoy Beast's performance totally and they will feel happier performing to a group of fans who are watching them so intently =D Although I would very much like to capture the scenes where 3 of them waved towards my direction, this showcase will just remain as special memories just for the lucky fans who got to attend it ^^.

Everytime I special!

Feel super lucky and happy that I went for the showcase (even though it affected my mood to study hahaha) with ching, steffi and steffi's sis and cousins. Lol I had lots of fun and laughed a lot. Wonderful day =D

Yeah love is pain, love is over~
Break it!
Mystery mystery~

Okay la I shall be nice, you can watch a bit of the showcase here =x.

Hope they'll be back next year and then I'll go for their events without worries and guilt>.<
Beast fighting!♥

Wednesday, June 23, 2010 . 9:17 PM

And I love my parents! Thank you for everything! ♥♥♥ Less than 24 hours to go! =DDDDDD

We're gonna go (super) early to queue...first time in my life going to such an extent but it'll be worth it to get good seats! Gonna bring chem and bio and hope they'll go inside my brain hahaha! Really cannot wait! I wished I have data plan at this point of time, ah wells~

Gonna try sleep early tonight xD!

Time to finish up cell membranes!

비스트!

Monday, June 21, 2010 . 11:52 PM

A not so productive mugging cum movie day xD

Met ching bens nick formugging/brkfast/movie/haagen dazs/arcade =D (Not all participated in each and every event but I'm too lazy to sort it out). Mugging was not exactly good cos I only completed half of electrochem (feeling guilty, I finished it plus ytd's photosynthesis when I got home>.<). Ching and I taught each other how to diff members of kpop grps(she taught me guy grps and i taught her girl grps hahaha tsktsk) when we were the only ones at macs left lols. Left for suntec when bens came back and took a long time deciding what to eat(as usual) and went to astons again.

Had fun in the arcade again bball ddr newbishibashi=D Then ching and I caught the Karate Kid...it's really a good movie, with meaningful plot behind it. Very very very worth watching! Had haagen dazs after that and lol the waitress gave us macadamia nut instead of cookies n cream for one of the scoop and we got it for free on top of an addition of my original cnc xD Just that she could have put another flavour wrongly instead cos that flavour wasnt our tastes..nuts>.< That became my dinner lmao..half of 4 scoops ice cream + warm and delicious brownies = yum!

We can talk on forever and ever about kpop now hahaha...more to come after A lvls I guess...totally want to watch the variety shows and some dramas!!!

Was amused by some stuff that was supposedly touchy topic, instead it made me laugh quite hard lol.

It's about whether or not you want to pick yourself up.
Clear your mind,
Concentrate.
Do not lose focus.

Sunday, June 20, 2010 . 1:42 AM

I don't go well with changes full stop.


. We cannot predict the future.
If we could,
We wouldn't have taken those steps.
Things might be so much better now.

明天会更美好
我再也不相信这句话了
直到总有一天奇迹再次出现
让雨停而美丽彩虹画过天空

Friday, June 18, 2010 . 1:36 AM

Things will get better from now on.
I hope. -fingers crossed-

Thursday, June 17, 2010 . 10:38 PM

My longest sms ever - 30msgs long.
It's the longest my phone can go.
Serious.



. I am a devil and an angel at the same time.
Emotions just have to get the better of me.
By the time you regret it's too late.
It goes the same for me too.
Don't think I can let this go just like that.
What a sad 700th post.
Oh and I have tweeted more than 700times since a while ago and only reached 700 post in years.
Cool huh?
Or maybe not.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010 . 2:00 AM

It's nice to read my posts once in a while...some stuff serve as good reminders. If only I can be reminded all the time, it'll do me good.

I realised I blogged a lot about school and studies esp, this year. It's really amazing to see just how many posts there are mentioning them. Other posts regarding events are not too little too, much to my surprise. Before this year, I thought all yr6s are muggers and we'll be mugging 24/7 but I'm soooooo wrong hahaha! Yeah realised I have gone out a lot this year, at the same time studying much more! How cool is that lol...

It's bad that these few days I can't concentrate and have been lagging very much behind my schedule. However I shall try to get my momentum back and study! Sigh less than 2weeks left to study! There's econs cs this friday so must study harder for it T.T.

Nevertheless, I'm not gonna give up kpop...it's something keeping me going now=D Plus of course caring people around me...thank you!<3

Fighting!

P.S. Can't wait for the hk trip ahhhh~




. So I hate you
But the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you
But the pain you gave me was so so bad

Give me two different tears~

Monday, June 14, 2010 . 9:14 PM

Happy things should just spread out and come at different time =D

Yesterday:
♥Talking on the phone
♥Happy together
♥2C gathering
--> Snacks and pizza
--> Lots of crapping
--> Crocodile on the playground (fell down but ah well, it was fun=D)
♥Chit chatting with kh qy banana
♥Sushi (plus sashimi =DDD)
♥Ice cream @Manpuku whoo! (this time I only had one =x)

Today's a sleepy day>.<. Slept a lot and din do much studying omg -_-. Murh should just go sleep somemore...I don't know why I'm so tired after sleeping so much still. Very behind schedule ohno T_T

Sunday, June 13, 2010 . 2:56 PM

事情总是说得容易做得难
没有人说
这将是个很难度过的过程
不管怎么把回忆推开
它还是一直浮现在脑海里
无意间鼻子一酸
眼泪就像雨点一滴一滴流下来
人变成一个空壳
笑玩后又变得空虚
要到什么时候才能放得下呢

Saturday, June 12, 2010 . 2:09 AM

Its been a long journey and letting go is sure hard on both of us. This journey has been great despite the downs and memories will always be there no matter what.

我不知眼泪隐含了什么意义，可能是不忍心。
毕竟我们走了一段只属于我们两，无可取代的路。
我不后悔将时间、金钱、情绪和心都放在这段旅程当中。
它带给我的欢笑与快乐也不计其数。
真的谢谢你。
但现在也许该放下心来，把专注放在学业上。
这也是你要喘一口气的原因之一不是吗？
你最好要把握时间用功努力！
不要让我, 与其你身边的人失望哦!

A sense of relief even though there will be pains when memories come flashing back. It's gonna be an unknown period of a breather. Be strong. We still need to conquer the obstacles ahead! Fighting!



And I am happy to announce to the world that I have wonderful friends! ♥

Friday, June 11, 2010 . 2:07 PM

Alarm rings at 8am.. -wakes up and turn off alarm, closes eyes again-
-Opens eyes- It's 9am... -Closes eyes again-
'I am going to buy food what do you want to eat?' 'Anything'
Phone rings at 12pm... -Wakes up-

I have failed to wake up early once again =/

This holiday has been quite fruitful so far. It's the first time I don't feel like I have wasted my time haha. Though now the motivation's fading, I am still studying at least! Lagging behind my timetable but I just cant wake up early lolol. There's distractions everywhere when I am trying to study as well. I guess its inevitable, just how much I can ignore them and persevere with my studying -_-.

Yesterday had lunch with ching and steffi to get our beast albums and ticket =D!(pic can be found in tweeter) And the excitedness was rather overwhelming..okay maybe that's exaggerating...SHE's concert was more overwhelming. But hey, how often do korean stars come singapore, the little island? (Actually quite often now -_-) Hehehe...

There'll be lots of songs live and I really hope mediacorp theatre has good sound system. It doesn't have to be as good as the one at indoor stadium(which isn't awesome either), but hope its not too bad...

After SHE's concert I really like live performances very much aha! My dream shall be to earn lots of money and go to Galapagos and concerts whoo! xD

Went ching's house after that to study and watch videos haha! Too bad there wasn't music bank ytd =(. And I realised I can watch kbs too, but mum said to pay off some other stuff first before she lets me watch cos its $5++ per month lol!

Wonders of tweeter: I don't have to think hard about transferring pics to and from my phone anymore! I can just twitpic from either one and dl from there later =D!

Hoho I shall attempt to study. Mum made me check how to get to an aunty's house so I had no choice but to on my com and I've been distracted since -_-. Kk gtg study! (Amazing right. Such words coming out from me hohoho)