Tuesday, July 27, 2010 . 11:53 PM

Been having flu for the past 2 weeks recovered, sick, recovered, sick again.. It's quite bad to be sick at this point of time, but given the current timetable, there are days I can rest at home w/o having to worry too much about lessons missed. Slept a lot today, not really tired now, just not in the state to mug, so I shall do it tmr..

Com died on me it's horrible cos I can't charge my mp3 nor check answers for my work T.T! Must get it repaired soon altho I can probably concentrate on mugging better =(.

Love nokia + ovi files! Managed to dl songs to my phone from presaving from my com for listening at home since I shdnt waste the batt on my mp3>.< Will be able to sleep and do work with my fav music =D

Okay shd rest more when I have the chance to! Nights!

Sunday, July 25, 2010 . 7:28 PM

Feels lifeless. Do work, sleep, do work, kpop, sleep. What a sad life. Oh wells, at least there's happiness added from kpopping=D

Today is chem day, literally. Did chem time trial but still sucked at chem/ionic eq -_-. Took a long in between the studying of org chem. Left with nitrogen, the most sian chapter of all argh! Always take me forever just to complete this chapter, no idea why.

Have to make myself finish it before I get to watch the nice inkigayo performances =D. I assumed it will be nice because the previous shows were all good lol!

Oh and was looking at class blog...reminded me that I had the most fun class phototaking out of the 6 years =D! Hope the pictures will turn out fine! Wind was blowing again and there's no doggy this time lmao! I think I'll get everything except maybe max one of the formal shots lol.

Okay back to studying!

Thursday, July 22, 2010 . 11:27 AM

Hates having flu. Who likes being sick anyway -_-. Being sick at the wrong time is even worse. Sometimes life just sucks. The things you dislike just keep coming to you and it's hard getting the stuff you like and want. Things you wanna forget just keeps flowing back to your mind. They should just flow back to the back of your mind and stay there forever.

Shall do chem and econs then can watch MCD in the evening <3

Monday, July 19, 2010 . 10:16 PM

Studying in school is productive but tiring. Super super tiring. Brain feels fried haha! Anyways it's da kpop time to relax my brain while waiting for hair to dry. Then it's time for bed! =D

Oh and I'll be going for my tuition in my WHOLE life! =O How exciting! Hahaha.

Sunday, July 18, 2010 . 10:13 AM

Colors ~Melody and Harmony~

right now, somewhere, someone
is in pain
is feeling lonely
can’t sleep at night
is going through all of these
until the light shines through to that heart
because if only it can touch
that melody and harmony and love

for someone’s sake
we are here
although we can only achieve small things
even just for 1 second
we still want to stop all the tears in this world
and turn them all into smiles

keep loving, and keep walking
we’ve been believing that we will be able to
convey these overflowing feelings
even before we were born
we knew that we would meet
and that we would be searching for out dreams together

with the sparkling sound
time will move forward
you’ll forget all the sorrow
melody and harmony
you are always by my side
giving me courage and hope
thank you
thank you forever
these glittering feelings
are you gifts
you taught me how to support each other
to watch over each other
and that i’m not lonely

the love that was plied up
is riding on the melody
i want to continue conveying that love
forever and ever

starting from here

keep loving, and keep walking
we’ve been believing that we will be able to
convey these overflowing feelings

thank you
thank you forever
these glittering feelings
are you gifts
the love that was plied up
is riding on the melody
i want to continue conveying that love
forever and ever

right now, somewhere, someone
is in pain
is feeling lonely
can’t sleep at night
is going through all of these
until the light shines through to that heart
because if only it can touch
like a melody and harmony in love

Saturday, July 17, 2010 . 7:43 PM

Asked dad over dinner if I need tuition, can I go for it. His reply was that if I needed it I should go ahead with it, just don't give myself too much pressure. He also added that if I don't get into university, there should be other school that I can get into.♥

Don't worry, I'll make sure I do my best to get an acceptable results(to be determined by myself) and get into a uni. It's not that hard to get in, just hard to get into the course I want, isn't it? And I haven't decided on what course to do either...lol. Life is vain.

And I suck at econs...cant do case studies roar. Essays are not much better either.

Friday, July 16, 2010 . 12:01 AM

Thursday, July 15, 2010 . 10:02 PM

Can't believe that I just wasted 8 tweets complaining about a certain company. Very pissed about the way they just give you the reply that they can't do a shit about anything. They are just nothing but a bullshit company with bad in-game system, bad customer service, bad game server. All they do is tell you that game accounts are sole responsibilities of players. Like they have no link to the game at all. For goodness' sake, you are put in charge of the game, you are responsible for it. Transactions cannot be tracked because the game is played in real time. THEN FUCKING IMPROVE YOUR SYSTEM AND PUT IN A REALM TIME. I'm sure you are earning big money from the crazy people who spend money on this supposedly 'free-to-play' game. If you are in deficit, THEN YOU SHOULD FUCKING REVISE YOUR MANAGEMENT SYSTEM. Find out what's wrong with the way you handle problems and FUCKING IMPROVE THE SECURITY OF YOUR GAME SYSTEM. This problem has been going on for years. And it's not like you have perfect servers. What's with the ever so often disconnection while gaming? And the lagness that's forever occuring. If you say it's got to do with the graphics, I would like to mention that your game is in 2D not 3D and the graphics are simple enough to allow a normal computer to run smoothly. It would be absurd to have to run the game smoothly with a highend gaming computer, don't you think? For your service and all, you seriously suck. May you wind up soon. Or at least let the game be transferred to another company with better management skills.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010 . 10:12 PM

Yoseob and Gayoon's cover of G.NA's What I Want to Do Once I Have a Lover.

Nice voices =D 1) Got back all CT results except for econs. Things pretty much remained about the same as how I did for last year's promos except a good improvement in gp. (Thank goodness for mr tan!) Feels demoralizing when my performance is no different no matter if I practice or not =/. Seems okay if I don't practice, isn't it? Don't worry I won't give up that easily! It is still long(in my naive opinion) till the finish line so I believe there is still time for improvements.

2) Sickening to feel like I have no motivation to mug even when I know I have to. Yes I know I just said I won't give up. But I seriously need help with (quotes from joanna) starting the engine to mug!

3) Scary how time will pass by so ever quickly this term and the next. Seeing chem SOW is rather horrifying. Somehow I feel that time is a major problem gosh.

4) Can't believe I did work during my free period. Mmm...its the first week of school for term 3 although its already week 3 in calendar terms, yet the work just piles up. Sorry correct that, it should be revision.

5) Did my virgin eye/face mask today! Felt super energized and refreshed after that. Too bad I don't have the luxury of doing it 3 -4 times a week as suggested by the woman at the shop who recommended me the mask lol. It really helps to relax my mind though, the comfortable mask and rest cos I'll just lie down and listen to my music haha.

6) Tons and tons of stuff to studyyyyyyy. Sorry I just can't get over the fact that prelims is in 43days and we have 120days to A lvls?-_-

7) There are many many videos I want to watch but I just don't have the time =(

8) I will (try to) stop watching tv after this friday since xiang wo ni de shou is gonna end! I hate watching stuff halfway so I shall just finish it haha. Tv is really distracting. I wanted to study at 8 but sun xie zhi came on wo yao chang xia qu, there were nice songs so I watched it in the end -_-

9) Haven't been reading kpop news for damn long ahhhhhh...helps though, can reduce or even stop reading unless there's interesting news...♥twitter

10) I think I need to sleep. Shall listen finish this big bang song then go =D Nights!

Sunday, July 11, 2010 . 9:37 PM

There’s no one like you (No Other)

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

Your two warm hands gets cold when I’m cold
Your heart that used to be strong becomes sensitive when I’m hurt
Take my hands silently, hold me silently, I’m only wishing for such little comforts
You don’t know my heart that wanted to do more just for you

Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

When my greedy heart gradually search to other directions
When my mind can’t handle whenever my greed grow even more
I know all those reasons that clearly says that you’re here, it’s the only one
I’m always thankful. I could do better as you do

Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

You know, I’m a little bit shy sometimes, you don’t know but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my feelings
Even those girls that appears on TV shows are sparkling, you’re always be the one in my eyes (I’m going crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me that you love me, I have everything in this world, You & I, You’re so fine, is there someone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, to me there’s only you, that I stupidly see you as my everything

We arrived on the same road, we’re just the same, how surprising, how grateful, it’s love

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

Sunday, July 04, 2010 . 11:35 PM

Oh and note to self: Start normal districution, sampling and hypothesis testing soon.
Credits: Banana's blog =O (You are always associated to math haha) As compared to yesterday, time seemed to be passing faster today. I am glad that bio paper ended earlier, hence having such a long weekend to relax a bit. Spent the two days watching videos and gaming, something I would do after the As. Guess I'll really be looking forward to this again! Motivation!

On the other hand, I'll really have to keep myself form all these distractions once the mugging starts again. This one week will really be a nice break after the month of mugging. I din prepare myself very well, but it's a good start I guess. The time I spent studying the previous month is probably longer than how much time I actually spent studying since primary school. Honestly, I am not used to mugging like this at all and haha, it's gonna be even harder towards the end of the year. Don't know how I am gonna survive this, but I'll definitely do it.

I don't think any amount of 'rest' is enough, but will just have to make do with it and fully utilise it. It's not that kind of rest that will replenish the body but the rest that refreshes the mind. Everyday cramped with studies is really horrible haha.

Lots of thoughts and feelings watching some videos. I should learn and put in hard work and effort so that when I reap the results, it will really be a sense of accomplishment. Moreover, excuses of not doing well should not even appear in my mind at all.

Till the end of this year, fighting!

Friday, July 02, 2010 . 10:08 PM

CTs are finally over! Don't have a good feeling about it. In fact, was feeling a bit sian cos I just screwed another econs paper -_-. But aiya, felt so much better after that cos was fangirling with banana hahaha!

We will never run out of things to talk about, and this time its kpop haha! Kpop seriously brings people together. Even if two people are strangers, they will still be able to keep the conversation going just by talking about this topic! There's just so much to say!

Gonna watch videos like soon! Shall go dota now heh! Cya~