Thursday, January 31, 2008 . 11:37 PM
Had the first test of the yr! Okay, excluding indoor test laa. But anyway everyday from today till next week have test leh! Tmr thrs phy and chi! Mon, math and tue bio ZOMG. Gonna die la!Ready to fail my phy T_T and havent started studying bio and math =/. Okay its not unusual for me to start late, but very worried this year leh >.<.
Anyway I feel much better le! So dont worry le <3. Haha I enjoy being in class most every morning. Always so fun lol. And we're playing angels and mortal! Its hard to guess who is my angel and I dont want my mortal to find out I am his/her angel so soon either xD. Its the fun of the game anyways haha!
Horns going shopping on sat! Then gonna have reunion dinner on sun whoots! Food <33. Haha! I think I will get a lot fatter during cny =x. Lots of food around hahaha. Cos my aunt already gave my family the cny goodies like every usual year heh!
Okay la I finished making phy notes and read the tb already...shd go slp >.<. First thing in the morning tmr is chi test nooooooo T_T. Ah cya =/!
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 . 9:32 PM
Gosh falling sick before cny again -.-. Think its the same as last yr lol, even banana remembers it cos I wasnt in sch for 2 days and she was bored then haha. Sorry la >.<. Now u have wj le LOL and u have qy to sms too =x.Wanted to accompany qy to vivo but banana and wj made me go home cos I didnt look too well haha. Wasnt really feeling that bad actually, but I guess I looked otherwise lol. Yeap so dad came to fetch me home. Went to the docs. Got like 4 medicines to take -.-. One tasted VERY badly cos the taste comes out as soon as it gets contacted with water gah!
Slpt for around 4 hrs. Or rather rest la, cos I keep waking up after a while =/. And I cant reli stand the way some ppl talk lol. Loud, sometimes high pitched, like those aunties in the market >.<. Yeah I got woken up halfway LOL, but nvm that lalala.
I studied phy leh! Hahaha! Okay la shall stop here lol. A lot of interesting stuffs been happening recently xD. But I shall go le lol...Cya! =D
Thanks banana and wj for today again! [see la wj, i blogged abt u again xD!]
One does not only belong to himself or herself xD
Monday, January 28, 2008 . 9:41 PM
I think other than weird phrasings, I already spotted some sentence errors. Dont know what caused them but am too lazy to edit >.<. Sorry for the messy post. Haha. Byebye! =D Yay the crucial and stressful moment awaited is over! It should be the last of all for the moment. Yeah it cant be confirm, right? Part of factors for decision making it is, its significance is quite big. These sounds weird lol. Trying not to put it too obvious =x.Okay, and it should be the most enjoyable ever since a few years back. Like many people know, some lucky ppl enjoyed the same experience as me. Hmm, not same, but er similar in this case. To me, this is already the best of all the situations that can happen. But I dont know for others.
Maybe the pressure button is fixed there most of the time other than this one, which makes me feel this way. I cant say for sure I can do much better this time, cos I know its not haha. Nevertheless, fear and nervousness stand by me. Anyway, its not as bad as when the pressure button is pressed.
Blogging this way makes me lose my trails of thoughts zzz. But its a blog afterall lol.
If I knew about this situation would happen earlier, I think I might have put in more effort and time into it. Might have. I wouldnt regret now though, never regretted what I do. Not never but not often maybe. I like to enjoy what I do I suppose, otherwise it is pointless to me. Like, what for put so much effort into something I dont even enjoy any bit.
Though life may not meant for us to enjoy, I would think of it otherwise. Okay, put it this way, I like and want to live the way I want. I am stubborn, dont bother. Haha =x. Hmm everything is somehow linked to another.
Have lots of thoughts today, or rather have been thinking about such stuffs ever since last year. Its just that I dont blog about it. Pointless it seems, to just say everything, then let people know about it and disrupt their might-have-other-opinions-thoughts.
So now why "opening up"? Cos I think its nice and fun to type =D. Okay very lame la. But actually no specific reasons. Just felt like doing that. Kinda like reflections too I guess. Plus I dont feel like doing hw now >.<.
People's decisions and words affect one another, so its hard to say if you have actually been influenced by others' decisions or words or not. You might have been, but havent realise it. What I am trying to put across does not have to affect you, but you wont know if you have been influenced without knowing it or not xD.
I am not directing anything at anyone you see...
Aha. Just that decisions just keep popping up. Although things may not be complicated, sometimes the way I think makes it seems like it and confuses myself in the end. Like this trails of thoughts are confusing and seem to be quite randomized. I think only I understand what they really mean and yeah its meant to be like this.
Wanted to sort out my thoughts earlier. But I decided not to lol. Shall leave it as confusing as it is now. Still have the time to get it done later on. [I am still the last-minute person like myself xD] Weird phrases may sound funny, but they have meanings behind them that only I can understand wahaha.
Alright! Gtg, cya! =D
Okay not supposed to be here, but oh wells, havent been online for quite some time. By that, I meant not using the com =x. Seems impossible but I did it xD.
Been a busy week. But the thing is that I have been sleeping rather early. For all the nights, I slept before 12 la =x, so thrs lesser time for me to do stuff haha. And today's the latest night lor >.<.
Nearly skipped rope on fri, but it was fun!Anyway I wouldnt have done it la. Too guai xP. Lalala. Hehe, first time enjoyed playing since end of last year leh. And I love my new horn <3. So now thrs reason for me to consider =D.
Haha. Weekends! Shopping madness on sat! From ang mo kio to novena to bugis WHOOTS. Legs were tired at the end of the night la -.-. But its fun shopping with aunty molly, mum and yufang =D. Had macs for supper -.-. Totally spoilt my "not having heaty food" thing. Oh wells. And I bought a new bag! Slippers and a skirt lol.
Lala. Cny stuff are all settled. Cept that they were saying thrs 4 days so shd have 4 tops and btms -.-. But I have 4 tops and 2 btms I think LOL! So maybe can go shopping again =x.
Then was practicing horn ytd...haha cos now aft 12 le =x. First time playing my choice and study la -.- so gonna fail man. Lala. Oh whatever. Indoor test is not a reason to consider whoo, so I dont care. Lala. Will play well for rhythm, I swear. And rhythm rawks!
Went orchard later on. Thrs lots of new yr goodies already! Shd make mum buy more this yr =x. My prawn rolls <33. And the advertisements lie! Say orchard area including paragon closes at 11, which extended 1hr, is not true lor! 9 plus most shops close le, including toy r us =x.
Hahaha. Okay I am still childish, but fun ma! Toys <3 =x.
Okay la gtg le...cya =D!
Monday, January 21, 2008 . 11:19 PM
OH YES I forgot to say this:I PASSED MY CHINESE RETEST!
All those in 4J who retook passed too! xD
This was probably one of the reason why I was so high today I guess =x
Kay night nights! =D
Haha havent been blogging for some time again >.<. Sorry was busy with stuff laa haha. Anyway weijia and gang gave me my belated bdae present today xD! Its a very nice bball! Thank you: weijia banana chingying vanessa daphne felicia samuel nicholas bens & benz =D!
Okay this is a collection of all my presents! ^^ Ty <33
Apple, cinnamon, raisin cake baked by banana! <3
Haha then this is the letter box mr lim asked us to make to put in class. Benz didnt want the "maplestory" he drew so he gave it to me and wj completed the rest xD! Thank you two! =D I think its very nice lor >.<. And mr lim is a very cool form teacher =xDont really rmb what I did during the past week. My aim for today was just to post these pics LOL!. Must thank the nice people haha!
Oh yeah went chinatown for like one hour plus ytd before shopping at bedok lols. Bought quite a number of stuff laa, for new yr also! I think spent a lot of money for clothes le >.<. Still want a bag xD.
I finally watched bleach and naruto to their latest episodes also >.<. Been lagging real badly behind haha! But caught up le xD. I still have lots of animes to watch =x and of cos lots of comics to read!
Dont really have time to do all that la. Must do hw, study for TESTS and stuff lor. Banana was shocked that I did my summary and read the chi passage =x. Okay I am supposed to be a slacker but haha! Sometimes miracles can happen! And many happened before me =D!
Anyway I realised the pic of my bdae presents seems like thrs only bball + comics lol. The dou niu yao bu yao is related to bball too! Want the dramaaaaa, but its not out yet =/. Shall wait patiently for it.
Okay post is long enough! Stopping here haha, cya =D!
Thank you again!
Sunday, January 13, 2008 . 3:15 PM
Happy birthday jinhui! xDBlogger sucks to the core. Third time trying to put up this post already. Whenever I change the font size of anything here, the rest will get super screwed up. Sucks. @#$%^&*(! I shall retype everything zzzz.
Took the chi re-exam on fri! Before that was sooo stressful! But its still not over yet, having to wait for the results might be even worse. But whats done is done already and all we can do is wait >.<.
Friday was super slack! But nice teachers for bp and ace! =D Ace is rather interesting when the teacher is great. Attention of the class is well captured (at least for me) and I think shes really cool haha!
After the exam, we had to go for band. Oh! And we realised a lot of banders had to retake the exam =x. Anyway, band ended really late =.=. It was dragged for a super long time, plus the celebration of birthdays, by the time I reached home was nearly 8 already =.=. Dont like having long days in school, but they are unavoidable zzz.
Went ice skating with jinhui sihui simin terence weijie jiaying at jurong. Very fun =x. Turned out I had to guide again haha. But I think I am really bad at teaching >.<. Yujia and xingqi joined us later at lunch. Wanted to go band world but it wasnt open =/. No wonder yz said its hard to find lol, located behind in like ulu ulu place of the building.
Lucky my mum din see the number of cd albums I brought home =x. And she agreed to pay for the cny mediacorp album xD! Anyway I got 4 albums: cny + dou niu yao bu yao + 5566 + ayumi hamasaki. Now I have lots of songs to listen to, lots of animes to watch, fair number of comics to read and quite a lot of hw to do T_T.
Am so lazy now. Wish we had more holidays >.<. But on a brighter side, cny is coming!!! =D Whee, shall go open cds! Cya! =D
Memories not recorded in black and white may just be invisible but never forgotten =D
Thursday, January 10, 2008 . 7:12 PM
Yay I din come online(turn on the com) for the last few days again! Haha! Surprising to ppl who knows me well =x. Anyway, I rested for these few days and still dont think sleep is enough LOL =x.By right, I should be doing my work and studying for the chinese reexam tmr >.<. But havent been blogging so I decided to come here instead haha. Yeah, now I can officially watch NC16 movies and buy animes that are NC16 xD! Whee!
Bdae had been a really nice one. Thanks for all the wishes people! Sweet 16 sounds nice huh xD. Think most people are awaiting their bdae too! 16 seems like a special age. Its a meaningful one to me too! With some resolutions though. Not that I know dreams really do come true, shall hope for the better!
So reminders to self:
-dont let anything affect my studies
-shall work hard and do well to get my aims this year
-aiming high doesnt mean falling hard
-try to manage time well
-try not to neglect anything >.<
-have more confidence!
-save more instead of spending more
Okay basically thats all I can rmb when what I reflected the other day. I really should blog the moment I thought of stuffs if not I would forget them ~.~.
Now I really have to at least get a PASS for the reexam if not I would have to drop HCL to take normal CL. I dont think I would be happy if I had to do that. All the years of studying hcl would be really wasted and I cant get the combi I want for jc already. Whats comforting is that many ppl I know would be doing with me. Lets all jiayou tgt! xD
Trying to stay as optimistic now >.<. Doing my best is all I can do to help myself. Shall read more newspapers if I can after this is over...Of cos this wouldnt end this year. No O lvls doesnt mean anything too. When ppl told me "so good, no Os this yr!", I would say that school exams are of the same standard if not higher. Getting good results are still expected. If dont score well for the exams = no good combi in jc, which is the same as taking the Os!
Stopping maple is a must to focus on studies. Seriously haha. I think more rest is needed too LOL =x, but I dont think time is enough for that after the beginning of the year. Usually school work starts to pile up. Its not bad yet.
Will jiayou! =D
Sunday, January 06, 2008 . 11:31 AM
Haha! Havent blogged since school reopened. That's because I havent turned on my com since sch reopen until today xD! Sounds impossible hor hahaha! BUT I did it leh xD.Haha! School was slack cos of orientation =x. First day was the ultimate waste time day lols. Did admin stuff and so long briefings =/. Nothing much la. Oh then there was band after that ~.~.
Day two was sandcastle building! It's the first time I can finally build one lol =x. Never knew how to. When I was young, the ones I tried to build werent successful haha! Cos I didnt know I had to wet the sand and put layer by layer lols. And my group's stadium is <3!>
These are the sandcastles we yr4s made xD!
Then this is made by instructors and some of us too! Has our school logo and name on it =DThird and last day of orientation was mural painting. Much to our surprise, it wasnt as boring as we thought it would be. I think all classes did so well lor lol. Not many ppl are good in art, esp our class haha, but it turned out very nice ma =x. Warm colours xD.
4J's painting xD!Ytd had band prac and rehearsal for the yr 1 orientation concert too. Jh and I photocopied lots of scores ytd! So we didnt sp with the rest haha. By the time we finished it was full band already =/. After band ended, few of us went for lunch tgt and we packed the library! Feels so good to pack finish everything. As in we rearranged the scores in the way we want and now its better and easier to take the scores! =D
Shen mei, qy, banana and I went marina square after that. Fun shopping with them lol. qy and sm were looking for a skirt to buy for their classmate. We made qy try on skirts! Then i kind of like a skirt from newbie so I went to try with qy lol! The salesgirl let us try on shirts and in the end both of us liked our shirts but couldnt buy >.<.
Okay we look kind of retarded in this pic. Qy and I ran in the earlier time cos sm and banana tried to take pics of us then I didnt see what qy was wearing so I asked her to come out. When we came out sm took a pic again -_-.Ah whatever! It was fun at least =x. Then we ate at yoshinoya...blur qy left her wallet thr and realised only when we were reaching the mrt station, so we had to run back all the way again -.-.
Later on I went to find my mum, godmother, aunt and uncle at chinatown. Bought 3 new tops! Total cost was $96.70 I think, but the shop owner gave us a discount and gave it to us for $90 haha. But mum said they werent "cny enough" so I think I will have to get another dress or sth haha!
Later going walk walk at bedok, so maybe can buy more stuff! xD
Shall go gss shopping with banana when possible too =x. k shall stop here then. cya =D
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 . 9:00 PM
Blogger still seems to have some prob lol...the spacing of the words in my previous post is weird.Just watching the news. Marina's fireworks was really the best lol. But the amount of rubbish left behind was best too ~.~. 115 people had to clear up the place....shows how bad it really was.
2007 has ended and 2008 arrived. 07 was a busy year and I know 08 will be one too, if not busier. If reflections must be done, I dont think I can give a good one. Like qy, I wouldnt be able to recall things I have done the earlier week or something, unless it really holds a great impression like some of them. Sometimes, even where I had been few days ago might have been erased off my memory already haha.
So I guess its either bad memory or really busy. I would consider going out as busy too, cos I dont get rest during that period of time haha! Dont like time passing quickly but cant help it. Somehow as we grow older, the time seems to pass faster. Such times like school days and exam periods seemed to pass faster than usual too.
The holidays this time seemed as short as it always is but somehow it seems more fruitful. No I havent done much hw nor revise my work. Gosh I havent done things I am supposed to do! Wanted to make sure I go for exercises and stuff like swimming, but didnt have the time to la =x.
Yeah I spent most time on maple and going out the last one week plus. But I have had lots of fun and I think it will make me work hard this year. After having much fun I should make myself work hard to achieve goals I want to meet xD.
Resolutions are a bit pointless so I shall skip that =x. Or should I just name a few? Hmm...okay la...I just hope I can get the results I want and stay happy xD. Life has many ups and downs so I shall enjoy the ups and overcome the downs. Been doing that since long ago havent I? Like qy said I never made her worry except for my mapling xD!
Band is a bit of a big problem too actually. Decision not made yet but 08 will be very crucial then haha! Whatever decision I make then will hopefully be something I wont regret la. And shall see lor. Have many things i am looking forward to this year. So I shall be optimistic for now. Cant say much because I wont know what would happen next! xD
As for everyone around me, have a great year ahead and good luck in everything you all do! Think I say the same things everytime lol...but all's from my heart xD. Lala...enjoy yourselves while working hard too! Rmb to study hard and play hard! Haha!
Cyas =D
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! xD
Whee today's internet rawks...did singtel's service became good suddenly overnight? Or because its a new year and they decided to polish up? Oh well, hopefully this lasts longer than just today.
Was out yesterday! Had nanas outing again. Its not as successful as those I planned =x but nvm la I had fun still xD. Went to cut hair at wdls in the morning. Cant believe I woke up so early and slpt so late again -.-. It was 19 freaking hours without sleep, a little better than 21 the last time ~.~. This is more tiring because I was out.
Ah...then met those two who were equally late as I was at cwp before going to city hall. Everyone of us was late la >.<. Cos the planner/organiser/settle-everything-er didnt plan anything, we just decided where to go on the spot. Which was bad cos there didnt seem to have anywhr to go ~.~.
Eat, arcade, eat, countdown o_O. It was sth like that la haha. Yufang joined the few of us who went for countdown cos erica went with her friends lol. Then the two lovebirds were so lucky they had a hotel room to go to to watch the fireworks T_T. So ex la $1000++ just for watching fireworks -.-. Family rich so good =x. But I think was her family's fren who booked it =/.
This is just to illustrate how crowded it was. Shd have taken one pic of the whole ants-like ppl from somewhr near marina sq lol.
Oh and this was to show how many ppl were blocking my view ~.~. At first ppl were all sitting down. They stood up when they tot the fireworks were gonna start. We had no choice but to stand up too, if not we'll get trampled on -.-.The esplanade area was not bad to watch the fireworks other than the trees which were blocking ~.~. Sg is a garden city rmb? xD And I hate bang a la(dy)s if u get what I mean. Lol. Ytd was worse than orchard actually. Partly cos the smell was horreandous and the situation at some point of times were bad. There were fights at that place you know =/. And people had to squeeze to avoid getting hit or sth. -.-. Quite scary when suddenly u hear people shouting angrily.
People there were weird too. They would scream and whistle and shout at nothing? Aiya once a year la. Yet the fireworks were really worth watching though =D. They had really nice new patterns and stuff! I think I saw heart shapes or similar to it and shooting stars like ones xD. At least they do put new stuff in instead of always having the same stuffs haha!
Dont ask me why I can tell the difference too. If you have seen the other fireworks, shd be able to see >.<.
Took one of the last few trains home. Last train was 2am. But then thr didnt seem to have any more buses -.- so I took cab. Three stops(no matter how many stops) cost a bus fair of 45cents and ytd it was $6 zomg. @#$%&*(!!! I only got $2 from mum la...and I spent $16 T_T. Sigh...spent like $7 on the first 3 hrs of 2008 =/.
Both banana and qy did reflections for the year leh! Makes me want to do too. But I'll probably think of crap >.<. Brain's not working well now. Probably due to tiredness =x. Ah shall go have dinner...only had lunch today cos I woke up at 2 plus ~.~.
Maybe will blog again ltr. Cya xD
