Sunday, January 28, 2007 . 5:14 PM
Okay, as most of the Cushkians would know, the following is written by Jessica and she rawks! She has simply expressed what I think all Cushkians are feeling now that we are separated. For those whom havent read and havent gone to class blog, you can read here if you pass by or sth haha. Its a long post, so take your time reading. Its really worth taking some of your time reading. Most of us cried while reading.2C 我永远的回忆~
这篇文章是我在假期中写的...我知道,大家都很忙,但我希望你们能花个五分钟的时间,看看这篇文章...它是我打从心底的感受,它是我想告诉你们的话,希望它可以感动你们...
今天，我又开启我的电脑, 又一次地, 一张张地翻阅过我们的回忆, 翻阅过我们一张张灿烂的笑脸… 我知道, 过去的就过去了, 那是我一辈子永远不可能改变的事, 也是我一辈子最遗憾的事, 可它却会成为我一辈子最怀念的时光…
很多事, 我们都要学会去珍惜, 因为, 我们永远不会知道什么时候是这份缘分的尾声…
听着歌, 看着照片, 写着文章, 我突然有了很深的感触…
常常, 我向周围的人诉说我们班每天的趣事, 我边说, 边笑, 边回忆着…一切都一笑置之, 可我却没想到它将成为我一生中永不可忘怀的事迹…我从不知它的可贵, 直到离别的时刻来临…可那又有什么用呢? 我后悔没更珍惜它, 后悔没将它的一点一滴记录下来, 后悔…太多了…
人们常说, 人一生中最痛苦的事, 最不应该做的事, 就是后悔…可是哪有说得那么容易啊? 要过一个没有后悔的人生是一件谈何容易的事啊!
我…后悔没有将2C 的每个脸孔记清楚…后悔没有好好的跟每一个人相处…后悔没有参加每一次的班会…后悔无意地伤害了他们任何一个人…后悔对他们任何一个人口出恶言…后悔在他们任何一个人的背后说他们…后悔没跟他们多照一张相…后悔没跟他们多说一句话…后悔没更加珍惜在一起的时光…
但…我却从没后悔成为2C的一分子…也没后悔认识2C的每一个人…更没后悔和他们度过的每一分每一秒…就连被老师骂或罚的时候我也从未后悔过…因为我知道我们永远是一个大家庭…是一个不只可以同欢乐, 更可以共患难的大家庭…
虽然离别的时候很苦…很难熬… 可我相信这是2C每一个人所带给我的快乐的代价…然而相较之下, 这一切的痛苦又显得如此渺小, 无谓…
在我十五岁的岁月里… 我换过无数个班级… 可我却从未像现在一样不舍, 想念它们…
六年级那年, 我毕业的那年, 我以为我六年级的那一班已是我一生中可能遇见的最好的一班了… 直到我来到了2C…回想起来, 奇怪的是, 我离开小学的时候, 一点都不会舍不得, 取而代之的是一种期待, 期待中学的生活, 期待着这一切的到来…一直直到现在我才发现原来舍不得一个班是这么样的感觉…
或许你们会觉得这次又是我的错觉, 但让我告诉你们! 这次绝对不是错觉, 因为我从未像这次一样那么了解过我的心…
相信我2C! 在我心里永远都会有你们每一个人的位子! 因为在我心里, 永远不会有任何一班能够取代你们的位子! 因为你们是独一无二的! 我爱你们!
或许你们会觉得, 其实你们并没有跟我那么的好, 我又怎么可能会那么想念你们呢? 但让我告诉你, 我爱2C, 更爱你们每一个人!因为少了你们任何一个人, 2C 就不再是2C了! 我爱的是你们每一个人! 因为就是有你们每一个人, 才有我心中的2C…
或许会有很多人觉得这又是一篇虚假, 夸大事实的文章…但让我告诉你… 你若说出这句话, 就代表你没有真正体会过一个班团结起来的力量与爱…也代表你没有遇见我们2C的任何一个人… 否则他们讲的肯定会比我的更加生动, 真实…
我也曾是你们的一分子, 直到我遇见了2C的每一个人…
明年, 我们都将走向我们人生的另一段道路… 一切都将不一样了…我很舍不得, 不过那又如何呢? 这都是我们必须去面对的…
你们可以说我懦弱, 可以说我没胆, 也可以说我没用…但是我必须要说, 我真得很怕, 很怕明年的到来, 很不想面对这个事实…我不想离开你们, 不想失去你们…
我毕竟是人, 是人, 那就难免会为情所困… 我害怕等着时间的流逝, 当我们再次在走廊上相遇时, 我们就会宛如陌生人一般的擦肩而过… 就像两条毫无交集的平行线一般…可天知道, 我们之间的感情曾是如此的深厚…
或许, 我们不是平行线, 而是两条只有一次交集的线…一次的交集, 过后便越离越远…
这是我不想看到的, 也是我不愿去相信的…
我毕竟是人, 是人, 就难免会自私…我害怕等着时间的流逝, 我将从你们的眼中消失…我害怕当我再次望进你们的眼睛时, 看到的不是我的身影, 而是别人的脸庞…
我很自私! 我希望在你们的眼里永远有我的身影…因此, 我将会害怕望着你们的眼睛, 害怕我看到的是我最不想承认的事实…
我也害怕, 我将看到的不只是你们对我的冷漠, 而是你们对他人的笑容…我害怕看到你们和他人谈笑风生, 却忽视我的存在…
很多人跟我讲, 我无需担心那么多, 因为我们的友谊一定会是永恒的…但你们可又知道我的心? 在我的字典里, ‘永恒’ 这个字, 太遥远了…因为有太多的人答应了我 ‘永恒’, 可最后, 却连基本的都没做到…
又有更多人跟我说, 亲情是世上最不会变的… 因为它有着血缘的联系… 因为它是永远都不可能被任何东西切断的…但它却让我一次又一次的失望…那更何况是友情呢?
真的, 我真得曾经很努力的去相信, 世上是有 ‘永恒’ 的…可 ‘永恒’ 终究输给了时间跟距离…
我已经受伤太多次了… 多到我已无法再相信了…遍体鳞伤的我决定把我的心锁起来… 决定保护我自己… 决定不再相信… 决定不再受伤…
最后, 我终于了解到… 没有任何的情谊可以逃过时间跟距离的这一关…
时间… 距离… 你们真的伤我太深了…
但在我内心深处, 我依然希望能有人能证明给我看, ‘永恒’ 不是不可能!而我希望, 2C, 你们是证明这一切给我看的人!
我知道, 明年大家都会被分到不一样的班, 疏远的发生是不能避免的, 但我依然希望我们能把它的几率降到最低…
我知道我们一定可以做到的, 因为我对2C的每一个人都很有信心!
‘永恒’ 已不遥远了…你们能证明给我看吗?
The next one is also at Jessica's blog but is written by James! Haha, its another touching post.
王至奇...永远的2C, 永远的回忆...
王至奇写的这篇文章真的是催人泪下... 读完了,眼泪在我的眼眶中打转,但它终究没掉下来...不是不感人,是它早已超出感人...不是不想哭,是我早已不知该如何哭了...是难过,是感动,是心痛,我不知道,我只知道它让我欲哭无泪...让我感受到心撕裂开来的痛...我很少夸奖他,可这次,我不得不承认,他真的好厉害,他把我好不容易埋藏在心底的情感一下子释放了出来...
希望大家读了他的文章能感受到他的心,他的真诚...就像他如何用打从心底的文字打动我一般...
'我仿佛有时还能隐约听见在记忆中回荡的笑声和渐渐走远的脚步声。人生的历史一章一章地走过。别离也只是茫茫页数中，区区的一个小篇幅。别离是悲，是忧，是哀，是愁。别离时，虽有千言万语，但也无法启口。
眼眶中泛着泪光，簌簌落下的泪水，呐喊着千千万万个不愿意，和不舍。模糊的视线扭曲了前景的光明，干枯的心灵也只能回过头，期盼着昔日的点点滴滴在心里永长存。多少的无奈也无法摆脱残酷的事实。该放手的还是要放手。松开了紧握的双手你会好过一些。
我相信缘分的存在。因为它让我认识了你们。我很高兴我们并没有擦身而过，反而还肩挨着肩，迈过童年天真无邪的岁月。所谓“差之毫厘，谬以千里” 如果没有你们这些莫逆之交彩色我的世界，我的世界一定会黯淡许多。
一次的出游是友谊的代表。一起合唱老鼠爱大米是我们团结的见证。一间青色的教室是我们共同的家。一张全体师生照是我们的一切。一幕幕的美景我会藏进心坎，远离时间的风化。
与你们共处的时光像是一场短暂却甜美的梦。我很庆幸能和你们相遇。你们的出现是一场最美的意外。虽有不合之时，但哪一次不是赓续旧好，和好如初。一次次小误会的瓦解，更证明了我们友谊的坚固。我很希望友谊真的能够跨越时间与距离的鸿沟。但一个个以友谊作为基础的诺言却也一个个不攻自破。口口声声地说直到永恒，说穿了也只是一种好高骛远，敷衍了事的代名词。谁不希望永恒的友谊能降临在他身上。我也不能强求什么。也只能听天由命了。我从不后悔走进你们的生命中，但愿你们也欢迎我的加入。分班后，我也结交了许多朋友。但我决不会忘了你们。
大丈夫，一言九鼎。就算守着一个镜花水月的誓言，我也会坚贞不屈。也许此言过重，但我真诚的希望我们会是肝胆相照的好朋友直到永远永远。' 他的肺腑之言感动你了吗?
This post is very long, however most of the words here are not written by me. But I just want to say that even though these words are not from me, they express just what I am feeling. I miss 2C'06 and will forever be missing all of you! Really looking forward to the CNY reunion. Hopefully all cushkians can make it and we can enjoy our reunion dinner together as a happy family! =D Ahh I havent been blogging recently. Spent my time mostly watching bleach haha and to do hw after school. As you know, I reach home after 6 almost everyday and I am trying not to sleep after 11 too, then there I have very little time. Haha, you can think of it as an excuse but it is true anyway.
If only I had more time. Not as if I can reach home quickly if you ask me to. It takes more than one hour to reach home whenever there is jam on the expressway. Mrt takes about the same time even when its not even the rush hour. Unless you give me an aeroplane, I can never reach home early. Oh well, there's no place for it to land anyway, so make it a helicopter^^ thanks.
Had a lot to complain yesterday if I had blogged then. Well, anyway some stuff happened over the last week and luckily my stomach got better a few few few days after the stupid food poisoning. But unfortunately, I had a slight fever yesterday, now there's still flu. I wonder whats gonna catch me next week.
Then there's the exchange with ycksb on fri. They are superb seriously. We were not ready to "take on them" if it was the competition day. But anyway, the horns over there were nice! There was this break time and we chatted a bit. We are gonna have another exchange I think =/.
I kind of forgot certain things I wanted to blog but haha they are some unhappy stuff, so I think its best for them to be forgotten. Yesterday was a whole day of slacking cause I watched anime the whole day, plus it was some kind of resting as well since I was having a fever.
Then we had guitar lesson today. Joanna didnt go for she was at the dentist, so she missed the starting of chords. My fingers are short =.= and its hard to hold long for the chords stuff cause it will start to ache. And my right index fingernail broke last week and till now still havent grown to a useable length and it was quite hard to strum too.
Ahh so much to complain already. If it was yesterday it would have been a really long post, cause I think I remebered the irritating things that happened over the week. Oh well. But friday's exchange made me want to practice even more, getting better. I want to get a tuner, then maybe I can know when I am in tune. Gah. My tuning has been bad since like I used this mouthpiece or sth.
Rarh. I dont know what else to say.
Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY Erina =D.
I shall go complete the bio ws or sth. Haha. Bye!
Thursday, January 18, 2007 . 8:18 PM
Random stuff:-Didnt go to school today
-Woken up by intense pain from my poor stomach
-Lausai-ed and vomitted
-Went to see docs
-Waited for 1hr 15min at the clinic
-Ate super small pills(=D)
-Slept for a long time
-Misses school(lol!)
-No homework today(heng ah)
-Still running fever now
-Stomach still hurts a little
-Will be missing math quiz tmr
-Missing b.a.n.d
Aiya very hard to blog cause a lot of ppl are talking to me on msn lol...anw I think I'll have a lot of rest and get well. The only thing i hate is retaking math quiz T_T.
Haha. I shall revise my math tmr^^. Whee. Goodbye!
Saturday, January 13, 2007 . 11:10 PM
I dont feel like blogging. Kinda sianned. It may be about school. I miss the holidays, the 2C times and some fun band times during sec1 and beginning of sec2? Now everything is sian to me.I was looking forward to studying in a new year even though 2c's not here. I wanted to like all the subjects now, but i am already starting to get bored with geog and chi, and I think more to come, but I am hoping it would not. This is just spoiling the "studying mood".
Supposed to be enthusiastic about band and I also got sianned last year. Things are getting...tedious? Stuff to handle, with this syf coming, the schedule is now tight. I cant go home till 6 almost everyday.
Monday - band till 5.30, 6
Tuesday - lessons till 1.45
Wednesday - sp till 6.15
Thursday - lessons till 4.15
Friday - band till 6
What cool numbers we have here. And things are not any better during band practices. I mean the technical stuff and some other stuff. Yeap I dont feel like talking about it anyway. Its kinda complicated and I am still confused. Yeap thats the right word. I have no idea what I am thinking too.
Facing up to reality, we are not that good, yet. We still have hope to catching up and stuff but I doubt I can. I really hate trying so hard to get in tune yet I just cant. Its super irritating now I cant stand it myself. I mean, its me playing and I am supposed to get it perfect. But I cant and I dont know how. I am not a robot who can do everything right. I am not who you think I am.
Its hard trying to get used to this busy-ness. I am not the type who is hardworking nor do I think I will change to be those type. I like being what I was last year, the year before, two years ago and what so ever. I dont like changes.
How I wish I am not in the syf. Yes I am regreting now. Maybe I should have joined other cca or something. The times in pri sch was much better. We worked hard for the syf but we didnt push ourselves so hard. Is that why we couldnt get gold the last time and had a silver instead? They said we were just a few marks away from it. Ah well, there were many pri3s and 4s that time wasnt it?
Here I am not enjoying as much as how I used to look forward to band practices. Well, I think I did when I was in sec1, when I used to be so enthu about it. Yeap. But now, everything seemed to have changed. I dont like it a bit.
Maybe I shouldnt be complaining here and just try to get used to the changes or something. I hope I will have the "right" attitude soon. If not I wont try to do anything right. And by then when i want to change it would be far too late.
Great. This post sounds like an emo post or something. I didnt expect it to become so long. I just wanted to complain about the parts of my life that I hate right now. I feel much better after doing that. Blogging is the best.
I feel very tired. Extremely. It is physically and mentally. I can sleep for a day if I wanted to, but that wouldnt do, cause I still have hw to finish and stuff otherwise. Guitar lessons tmr. I am not really look forward to it, cause I dont like the teacher. See, it does matter if you get good teachers for your subjects and stuff.
Sometimes you wouldnt pay attention to something you dislike. Sometimes I try hard, sometimes I dont. It is just a matter of whether I want to. If I decide to disobey you, then good luck to you. Its nothing big actually, but I may hate you for life.
Nothing is making sense now. Er at least I know thats to you =/. First emoticon of the post. Whoo. And everyone misses 2C. Many people still dont like their new classes cept for maybe 3I people. I hate recess times too.
Why cant everything be perfect. Life is so unfair. Life is full of complaints even though people say we should learn how to appreciate what we have now. Others might be worse off than us, eg. the third world country people and blah blah blah. I hate these sayings. I really do.
Grarh there is a nymph....zzz. Okay I shall ignore it while I continue to complain about stuff. Why is everyone else's youtube working while mine is still loading as SLOW as it used to two weeks ago. ITS STUPID and freaking IRRITATING.
Why cant I enjoy stuff I like while someone is enjoying torturing me. At least if I can do something I enjoy while I hate this life I wouldnt hate it as much. Some things also seem perfect but they are actually not.
I dont feel like complaining anymore. I have a feeling there is still a long list behind...well, dont let this spoil any of your mood either, its just what I feel and so dont think of anything about it. And hope everyone cheers up! Happy weekends =D.
p.s the last part is deep from my heart
p.p.s the smiley is also not force =D
Thursday, January 11, 2007 . 8:43 PM
It felt like I havent been blogging for a while, but the last time I blogged was just on Tues lol. Yesterday was pretty okay. The aircon in the class was shiok lor haha. Plus I think it rained too. Just that I was surprised I managed to stay up even though I didnt sleep much on Tues night lol.I forgot what we didnt during chem but I think it was about all the elements stuff we learnt last year haha. PE was stupid because most of the ppl in our class didnt know it was going to be a lecture and we changed into our pe shirts =.=.
Bio was just the overview on this year's bio stuff. MATH =D. I think I will like my teacher lots =D. She teaches well and I quite understand the indices stuff haha. Math is fun =D. Lol chi was the total opposite, but there were funny stuff about it.
mr teoh: wo men yao xue <
someone: is there translation for it?
mr teoh: wo you ying wen de wu song da hu!
zenn: wu song hits the tiger
ben zhang: and the tiger says ow
Lol. My class sounds like a typical english-speaking class hahaha. I think my class is a math and sci class lor lol. Not many people hate math and sci here. Haha.
After lunch was the interaction period and we discussed about class jerseys and stuff...and geog was quite boring too lol. The subjects that I find hard to concentrate are chi and geog....so far hehe...the rest are interesting!
J is the only class who ended early to catch the second showing of the movie at band room but we didnt want to go and I had to go out with my mum and godmother, so me and joanna went to take the mrt =/.
Went to city hall to meet my mum and godmother and uncle. It was my cousin's engagement but I couldnt make it so I didnt go la...then we took bus to chinatown. Went to the OG first. TI remembered I bought some shirts from thr which were nice. And I got a shirt, a skirt, and a bag lol.
Then we walked to the people's park complex cause my godmother said there might have some variety of other clothes. Yeah and I got a dress =/. The style this yr are mostly shirts or dresses FULL OF BUTTONS. I couldnt stand it la, so I picked a nice one with FEW buttons. But I still think theres quite a lot of it lor. zzz.
Had our dinner at a vegetarian restaurant. The food's not bad haha, but I cant eat that everyday for sure lol! I went popular with my mum after that to get files for my notes for the subjects and also bought bleach bk 21 and 22 =D. Means I only have one more to go WHOO ^^.
Then I managed to finish my work before sleeping at 11 plus yesterday. But today I was super tired. Was trying to keep myself awake during chi ya but I read my bleach instead =.=. Oh but I watched the wu song da hu film haha. They used real tiger T_T poor tiger.
Today we had an LA lecture which was combined with H K and L. It was an overview about the LA this year. We also watched some good films made by the former sec3s haha...the two horror ones were good lor. I was kept in suspense and didnt dare to watch closely =.=.
Math was fun again haha. So was physics. Cause there were no formulas or what yet haha. Mostly logical thinking. After recess was chi which I spent most of the time reading bleach slowly lol. Then it was LA. But it was very slack haha. We were only given an assignment to be handed in next thu, so we spent the time "planning" but I really planned lol.
After lunch was chem. Then we had bsp which was combined with many other classes. Then went to watch the last samurai. The band room is freaking cold lol. Anyway the movie is nice but we didnt get to watch some middle parts cause there wasnt enough time. Gah.
I shall probably go do my work...and get to sleep earlier maybe =/. So well, bye!
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 . 10:23 PM
Hello! I actually fell asleep on my bed while wanting to rest for only a while. I was lying on my bed and I just fell asleep and woke up only at 9pm. Want to go out to buy socks, a new pocket file and comics at first but in the end couldnt go lol! My mum, gonna buy for me tmr haha. I cant go anyway, since we'll be watching a show at band room till 6.45pm(estimated), so probably reach home like 7 plus.So yesterday, the sec1s had the CCA orientation and many people were down with helping each of their ccas and couldnt start lessons, whoo! My class didnt start anything la, but not sure about the rest of the classes. A few of us volunteered to help out in the band, which includes jo qy and I. We were in charge of welcoming the sec1s to the band room and giving out pencils with band symbol on a piece of paper attached to each of the pencils. It made the pencils look like flags instead lol. So the whole day we went "please take out your shoes and place them neatly on the mat" and give them pencils on their way out after the band's introduction.
Stood for the whole day and we played in the CCA showcase concert in the afternoon. After that, we did drills and marching and filmed for the marching which was one of the criteria for syf. It was super hot under the sun and we had to carry our instruments. Poor instruments, and us. But in the end mrs wong treated us to a bottled drink each. I realised we havent thanked her!!! So bad lor.
Oh and my file is missing AGAIN. Sad...my poor file always goes missing zzz. Then someone found valerie's file so we usd it for the time being. And I hope I remember all the cuts =.=. If not I will be dead. Argh. How troublesome.
Formal lessons begun today. LA was slack but most work for today lol. We did a short essay introducing ourselves haha. Then Geog was boring. Yes it was. Mostly talking by the cher and I almost fell asleep, cept that he warned us not to fall asleep so I didnt =.=. We didnt do much for Physics, for the cher only introduced us to Physics yeap.
Recess!!! It was supposed to be a 2C recess today, but we could only eat with the triple science people plus Jolynn cause the recess times were all over the place. I dont thing J will have the same recess as I tmr =((. And the school SHORTENED our recess! By the time we finished queueing for the food, recess was over and we were all late for the next class. How stupid is that. There are less stalls now, making queues longer, so we'll have no time to eat. How wonderful.
Luckily our math teacher was nice enough to wait for all of us to be back before she introduced herself. She'll be a really nice and good teacher I think. But actually I am happy with all our teachers for now haha. They all seem quite okay, if not better than what I think. Biology was boring LOL. We watched a cd with 65 slides. It introduced Bio and showed several fields of bio and some careers to it. I think to work with things related to bio is cool! I shall study hard for bio =D and my other sciences, and hopefully all subjects la lol!
The last lesson we had was Chemistry. The teacher is .... okay for now also, but she's a bit fussy yeah. Haha. Shall see how it goes. And therefore today is quite slack. Somehow, I was very tired. I fell asleep on the way home too, cause I was comfortable in jo mum's car haha.
I think now I will be awake during lessons and be tired after them, instead of the other way round last year. Haha. Now really have to pay attention. Last year I was always half asleep during lessons lol.
Oh yeah there's another thing. Textbooks are REDUNDANT. Did I spell it right? Most of the chers said that textbooks were only for reading and they would not go through nor use them. Examples are Geog, Math(both), Chemistry. Thus we only have Bio Physics and LA left. For LA, we are not gonna use any of the storybooks yet, so we dont need to bring them. How cool is this. We'll be given notes and I am not complaining lol. Luckily we dont have to bring those heavy textbooks! I only brought the sciences today cause they were heavy enough hahaha. Plus we dont have our lockers yet.
Gah. I cant sleep now. I am still too wide awake, how? And I cant take picture of the BLEACH characters kh and mel gave me cause the lightings arent good now! The pictures wont turn out as nice. Gah.
Currently listening to songs and I have nothing else to do. Aha, maybe I shall read up on the textbooks. I dont feel like doing chinese now LOL. The hw from the holidays left: Du shu bao gao and half a jian bao. Whoo. So cool. Haha.
Yay my mum is giving me the bleach comic as my bdae present =DDD. My life is so full of manga hahaha and animes too. LOL. Oh ya a good friend from maple is gonna give me the VIP hair colouring coupon =D. I can change to RUKIA's hairstyle le WHOO. =DDDDD.
OH! Do you have any idea how EXPENSIVE our container classrooms cost? Its $50 000 okay! EACH one of them is $50 000! So how much does the school spend on ALL la! And we are only gonna use for two years. So, we must learn to APPRECIATE our classrooms! They dont come cheap! I already like my classroom actually. I love the aircon lots =D. The classrooms are not exactly clean but now they are not as dusty haha. I can stay in my classroom the whole day and not mind it =DD.
Hmm, now I dont have anything else to blog about already. I shall look forward to tmr. Even though we'll be going home late, I shall just be optimistic about it hahaha. Okay I am starting to get use to lessons already, but its still slack now haha. Okay la...I go find other things to do...byebye! =D.
Monday, January 08, 2007 . 9:44 PM
I am overjoyed hahaha...certain people actually remembers my birthday lols. And my dear section! Hahaha...I took a pic of the bdae presents FRENCH HORNS gave me =DDDDD.
Whee....there's INUYASHA movie 2, BLEACH 24 and 25. Haha. Too bad the bk 24 is the taiwan version. Hehe...but I am very happy!!! I didnt really think they would go buy haha. THANK YOU ALL =D.
Well, I dont have much time to blog now, cause I spent like a long time in the cushka convers just now LOL...it was super fun la hahaha...and we are gonna have a 2C recess together WHOO. So I shall uhh update tmr...I have accomplished thanking my dear section so I can go sleep le haha...
Yeap...tmr will be a tiring day with ALL subjects in a day...and the bag's heavy =.=. Okay...goodnights everyone! But I dont think I'll be able to sleep. I am still high now LOL. Okay byebye! =D.
Sunday, January 07, 2007 . 11:53 PM
Haha I know its LATE already...its 11.55pm now, still 07 JAN 07 WHOO...so I wanna thank all who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY and the appreciated gifts from you all =DDDD. Yesterday at midnight(this "morning"), many people wished me through smses and msn haha...and till at night qh and ashley also smsed me(so qh you are not the last haha) and plus some other friends through msn la...haha...Oh, today was the first guitar lesson we had at Tampines Mart, and my dad fetched us there. Well, I dont really like that place hahaha...due to some random reasons. But anw, our teacher is an old man and I think he cant hear properly LOL. When joanna asked him a qns, he only heard one and didnt ans the qns at all lmao. Then after he tuned for me my guitar, I thought it was still out of tune cause it doesnt sound right(training from during band) yeah so I figured he couldnt hear properly or sth.
Oh well, it should be better after we know how to tune the guitars ourselves after we share the tuner =.=. And I think its quite fun playing the guitar after you have gotten used to it! It'll be tough trying to rmb all the positions but practising will also help right?
Haha. After that we went to macs cause qy and I were hungry. Sadly we couldnt find any shop that sells ben and jerry's ice cream so I couldnt get the present from joanna haha...then ltr on jo and kh went home first, so left qy and me. We crossed the roads quite a few times LOL trying to get to the right stop that has 28 going towards bedok thr, but anyway both sides had buses that showed going towards Tampines lol.
Then when we got to my home, qy tried playing the guitar and it made weird noises at first. Then she played using her left hand and it was much better lol. I pasted a few tattoos on it and qy described it as though I was doing sth obscene to my guitar =.=.
Ohoh! And qy's phone was spoilt! Sometimes if its not happy, when you flip it open it wouldnt show anything except white. And it scrolls itself when you click on the menu ahahha....so now she cant use it properly lol.
Then we were talking about suicides on the ride to my home. Thinking which is the best way to commit suicide. She thinks taking pills is the best way and I think jumping down from a tall building is the best cause I like thrills. But pills will feel disgusting cause you'll have foam coming out of your mouth. The funny part was that qy said jumping down the building you may not die, instead you might bounce. LOL. She meant another thing la but lazy type out lol..long explaination.
Then it led to another thing about having trials before jumping down the building, to try bungee jumping. So if you were to suicide at night, go bungee jumping in the afternoon. In case you dont like the feeling of dropping down from high areas, you can go figure another way to suicide. Hahaha. Thats the end of suicide guides...for today. Good night.
Lol. I find that rather amusing. But it was funnier when you hear it at that time. Now its not really funny anymore haha.
At night I accompanied my mum to a wedding dinner at a restaurant at Katong Shopping Complex. Hmm...the food's not bad. I love the shark's fin. But most of the stuff were crab meat and it was really delicious hehe. The place is rather small, so it would be better to go to restaurants in hotels actually. But another thing that was good were the light effects. They can do many shapes and colours for the effects hahaha.
But I was super bored at that place cause there were no one that I knew and I was smsing the whole time, lol. If not I would have fallen asleep. But anyway I reached home quite early...one good reason was that it was near to my house. But my mum said cause it started early. But hello! It was supposed to start at 7.30pm and it started only at 8.30 lor. How early is that eh?
Wedding dinners are always like that. People are always LATE. No wonder now schools are so strict about punctuality. Tsk.
Okay I shall go to bed soon, since its already 12.15! Not bad...I took 20mins to type all these only hahaha...NIGHTS everyone! And thanks for all the wishes and I STILL MISS CUSHKA =D.
Saturday, January 06, 2007 . 10:04 PM
Argh I am getting pissed of by the lagness of the internet right now. I dont even think there's much changes even after the change of the internet plan. I even changed the modem and installed the stuff from the cd given. The speed changed from 10mbps to 3.4mbps so I have no idea what's different since the speed is like the same(meaning the loading time and all that).Now the worse thing is that blogger and youtube are lagging badly, worse off than that of two days ago when I blogged and loaded one anime =.=. Ah well, maybe the internet hasnt got better. I shall wait and see. But its just frustrating to see pages loading slowly and some not loading at all.
Didnt blog yesterday due to a slight headache, so I went to sleep early instead haha. Its the earliest I went to bed since erm dont know when, cause I forgot when was the last time I went to bed at 9 hahaha. Of cause I didnt fall asleep right away >.<.
So yesterday was a total of slacking day. We did "admin" stuff during class and spent the rest of the time stoning. There was the election of class comm and nicole yim's the chairperson with weijia the vice haha. I heard that ashley, terence, shaun were also chairpersons of their classes LOL. Those classes would be having lots of fun then hahaha.
Then I forgot what else we did lol. But anyway there was band after school. We ended at about 12, and didnt know how to pass that 2hrs in between cause band starts at 2.15. It ended up kh qy coming to j to slack haha. Its good now you know, turning the aircon on while slacking in the classroom =D. We started solving some stuff similar to wicked and played pepsi cola, then used the chair rubber thingys to play soccer hahaha. weijia also joined us in the soccer lmao.
But we got to band late anw =/. We were surprised to see him knocking against the wall, hitting on a nail I think, then we just blended in LOL. Not many people were there at that time. The mood during that time wasnt that good either. Lala, but the day passed by and we ended at 6.
My dad fetched me to the hawker centre nearby to get dinner whoo. Then by the time I got home it was 8 =.=. I wonder how do I survive when lessons really start. Imagine getting home on mondays at 8. wth =.=. Then its like I have to complete hw, yada yada and sleep by 10 to get my 8hrs of sleep. =.=. Have I also mentioned that the school requires us to get to the bus pickup point 10mins earlier? Means I would have to be there everyday at 6.4oam. Thats so freaking EARLY!!!
I would probably finish this term's subscription and just ask my dad to fetch me from then on. I think it saves more time and this campus is quite near to my dad's working place. quite. Haha.
Proper lessons would not start on monday lol, so we'll have another slacking day. Cause most people would be busy with their cca due to the sec1 orientation. qy jo and i also volunteered to help out to skip lessons =D.
Oh ya there would be math everyday =.=. How tiring that is. Thinking day everyday. Haha. Okay I dont mean that I wouldnt have to think during ther lessons, but I suppose I have to think lots more during math lessons. Haha.
I am just crapping away, hoping my ouran would load!!! But the first part of the episode has only loaded 24 secs since like, quite long ago, while the second and the third parts have already finished loading. So I might just skip the first part =.=.
Yay and I shall crap more. How about telling you about the cats that are spitting and screaming at each other. I think there are two cats quarreling, but somehow a dog barks from nowhere =.=. So theres two cats and one dog. And I have no idea what they are doing. Lol. Its all quiet suddenly and out of nowhere, you would hear a "meowwwwwww". Its a fierce one, mind you.
Okay. One hours and fifteen minutes till 7th of January 2007. Hehe. Maybe I can just keep counting down. Uhh I think I shall go watch the second and third parts of the episodes before blogging again. I give up on the first one. Okay, bye!
Thursday, January 04, 2007 . 9:37 PM
DHS Xplore! Haha. It's another tiring activity which also lasts for a whole day. We ended after 4 I think, including the prize presentation.Although we didnt win any prize, we had quite some fun. Starting with standing on a mat, all squeezed on one part while trying to turn the whole mat over, anyway we didnt really er complete on our own lol.
After that we had to plan our route, and we were the last to set off lol. At least we werent the last to go back at the end of it. But anyway, we went to Arab St, URA centre, had our lunch(playing shi zi lu kou) at Maxwell food Centre, City Hall, Toa Payoh, Choa Chu Kang and lastly Ghim Moh Market, cause we didnt have time to do the xiaoguilin.
But we waited for quite a long time for other grps to return =/.
There seem to be lesser stuff to blog about today. But if I were to describe every single detail, it would be another long post and I'm lazy haha. So ya...byebye...
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 . 7:08 PM
First day of school and I'm tired already hahaha. Its due to the much running around the school today. We had DHS Xtreme consisting of telematches so we ran a lot haha. Most activities were outdoor so I got sunburnt =.=. I bet tmr would be even worse. DHS Xplore...whoo...going around singapore again^^.3J's one of the classes in which our classrooms are the containers. From far, the whole place looks like the dormitory. Anyway, the classrooms are SMALL and they have only 4 windows lol. The good things are that we dont need to climb the stairs and there are two aircons in each class =D.
Well, but I hate the dusty tables =.=. Bleh. My class has many prcs. I dont think I'll ever rmb their names =/. I think so far those classes with no prcs are more bonded than those who have. Oh and luckily our teacher is not *erhem*....its a new teacher, Mr Teoh. He's from Malaysia who have studied in taiwan before haha. Chinese =/. He speaks very fast lol, but he slowed down haha.
Now about telematches:
1st stop - Bouncing Limo
Bouncing on chairs =/ and try to get as many ppl over to the other sides as possible while playing scissors paper stone. Note: Chairs are filled with flour + water = dirty shorts/pants.
2nd stop - Apples (no specific name? =/)
First part of it was to pass as many apples as possible by holding the spoons in our mouth and passing in a line. Second part was to use the spoons in our mouths to take out apples with puzle pieces from a pail filled with water + rubber duckies + apples =/. And after that we have to complete the puzzle.
3rd stop - Mermaid Soccer (or sth)
Three-legged soccer of some sort. Three classes with teams formed up in groups of threes have to get in as many goals as possible after trying to get hold of the soccer balls.
4th(last) stop - Water wars (or sth)
Getting water from pails of enemies using hands and pouring it into bottles of our own group, getting as much water as possible.
The final one was the obstacle course which all classes play at once. The only activity I didnt play was the Bouncing Limo haha...but it was quite fun overall. Both jo and I realised we were quite enthu lols. Hopefully we would be as such tmr =D.
It would be fun with 3J if everyone's enthu. But it seemed like the guys were not really enthu at all. Mostly were the girls who were playing the games =/. The prcs never really participated in cheering either =/. Its quite weird la. And the class is like evenly spreaded, in a way around the same number of ppl came from each sec2 class then its quite separated.
Things to get used to:
No cushka = very quiet
No nagging from kang = weird
New cher = must pick up ears le
Container = environment?
New subjects = chim
New timetable = complex
Time management = T_T
Okay...finally, some last words to add: I still miss CUSHKA! T_T It would be hard trying to get used to a new class and its like starting all over again from sec1. Sigh. Okay. I shall go off now. Byebye!
Hopefully tmr would be a great day and dont rain, thank you!
Tuesday, January 02, 2007 . 8:45 PM
Dinner was quite filling haha. Fishball noodles cooked by mum...Have been sleeping very "early" the last few days and now I have a slight sorethroat. Just what I need for the reopening of school =.='''.Yeah tmr will be the start of a new year in school. Holidays are gone just in a flash. The last week, I felt like I havent done anything during the holidays at all. Perhaps its just that I didnt spend it wisely la. But anyway its was those type of empty feeling.
Seemed to lose "connections" to people at da jiu house. Coming back today made me felt like I have nothing to at home =.=. So many weird feelings. New Year's eve couldnt go qh's hse and today couldnt go veron's hse....bet they had lots of fun haha. But I had fun playing majong haha.
Yay at least I think I wont miss majong for a while, cause I had been playing the whole day till midnights since two days ago, plus one more night during christmas hahaha. And my dad only found out that I knew how to playmajong today when he dropped by at da jiu hse lol! I think I knew how to play since last year or even years before haha.
Have to stay back afer school tmr, thu, fri and next mon, fri and so on. So tiring! I mean, now lessons should end later and so do ccas =.=. Plus the traveling time will all tire me out. At least I know roughly where the main parts of the schools are, with the exception of classrooms =.=.
Oh well, so many new things to expect. At least there wont be lessons till mon? Thats the only great thing about it. Yeah. I havent finished my hw hahaha. I did like 2 jian baos halfway, read the chi bk halfway lolol.
I feel bored already =/. I dont want holidays to end so quickly!!! Why cant they last longer =((. I can only hope for the best that I can expect from tmr onwards. I go off le...byebye. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Haha I just came home not long ago, went to bathe, came online, checked my mails and came to my blog. And there's a quiz for me to do haha. Okay so here it is!
Name: Chu Lei aka CL
Age: 14+ (today's still 2nd =x)
D.O.B: 7 JANUARY 1992
Horoscope: Capricornnnnnnnnn
Zodiac: Mehmeh
School: DHS
Family members: three
Status: of the family? only child haha
FAVOURITE...
Food: uhh chicken rice, katong laksa, hokkien mee....................
Snack: erm I dont eat nowadays....maybe chocolates and candies?
Color: blue
Number: 01, 18, 19
Letter: C and L hahaha
Brand: no particular one =/
Shop: Comics connection =D
Mall: ehh none too haha
Website: =/
Language: Japanese lol
Song: many many many
Singer: Ayumi Hamasaki
Band: S.H.E
Cartoon: Pokemon haha
Actors: =/
Channel: altho i dont have scv but i like the ANIMAX ch =D
Show: certain serial drama =/
Sport: ice skating
MOST RECENT...
Conversation: talking to nicole on the phone
Message received: a msg frm audrey telling me her new number
Message sent: telling joanna kang is much better than the rumoured form cher we'r gonna have
Telephone called: nicole lor
Song heard: er he last time I heard a song was ytd?
Download made: uh the last time i dled sth was like weeks ago =/
Magazine read: the last time i read was few weeks ago lol
Things wrote: the last time i wrote sth was ages ago LOL
Thing bought: i rmb this! Bleach book 20 and Ayumi's album =D
Shows watched: some variety show on scv
Food ate: chicken wing from lunch
Beverages drank: hot chrysantamum tea
Place went: da jiu's hse lol
Website visited: hotmail, my blog, yongyi's blog
DVDs rented: have never rented before
Bus taken: uh 302 maybe
Note used: deathnote?
HAVE YOU EVER...
When to a cinema: how did i watch deathnote(s) again?
Watched a movie: =.=
Kissed a male: my dad
Kissed a female: my mum
Hold hands: everyone does right?
Break the law: ya! =D went home after 11 before LOL
Smoke: no
Steal: its fun to steal qy's wallet lol
Kill: pests
Been on a train: mrt train?
Been on an aeroplane: oh yeah =D
Been on a taxi: nope i took cabs
Went to a friend's house: duh =/
Skipped lessons: think so
Went to porn websites: popups counted? if not no
Failed your subject: oh yes >.<
Went to the arcade: duh uh
DO YOU...
Have a pet: used to
Have a handphone: how did i msg joanna again?
Have a pager: i am not hearing beeps
Have a laptop: no T_T
Have a mp3: ya
Have a timetable: personal no...
Have a calendar: the bleach one in my room =D
Have a curfew: nah
Go for brands: not really
Go home after nine: sometimes
Go on diets: tried to lol
WOULD YOU EVER...
Scream in a movie: maybe during horrors
Smash your handphone: think i did that once, fortunately it didnt die on me =D
Be a president: i doubt so
Build a school: haha maybe maybe
Buy a $5000 bag: rather spend on comics blah blah blah
Have a great-grandchildren: cool
Burnmoney$$$: uh no?
Buy an oldies album: next time when i'm old i'll do that =D
Eat to vent you anger: did that before hoho
Be a millionare: if i have the money to be one
Migrate: hmm maybe
Own a bungalow and 3 dogs: that is if i have the money =D
4 friends to do this are...
#o1: qy
#o2: kh
#o3: jazreen
#o4: whoever wants to do
Yay I finished the quiz. Haha...I shall blog later..going for dinner now byebye =D
