Tuesday, January 20, 2009 . 7:10 PM
This period of time is one of the worst I've ever felt since a very long time...I dont know how to put it. Just feeling very sian and down, been like in a bad mood since last week? And good mood will be for a tiny moment before going back into bad mood again. I doubt its pms cos its like for so long alr?Wonder if its cos of changes in the environments or changes in atmosphere or changes in people or changes in every single thing around me. Well maybe my parents havent changed and neither did my cousin, so thats sth to be happy about?
What a bad time anyway, just the beginning of school, with big changes taking place. Oh well, or maybe beginning of sch adds to it and yeah changes are changes. Not really confortable to really talk about things I want to talk about. And just nice, the only one I'll share things to isnt giving me the right treatment, so basically I have no one to talk to and yeah blogging is the best. My blog wont turn away from me, wont you?
Just as well, some ppl became happier, its my turn to be sian diao. To tell the truth, I think everything in the world sucks now. Doubt I can focus on the things I really need to do. I guess thats it for now. Back to arguing my stand. Yay to gp^^ and all the humans subjs!
Sunday, January 18, 2009 . 12:53 PM
School starts = lots of problems, certain unhappiness, huge sianness and tons of complains. I guess. Was dreading sch start since the beginning of dec hols I think. And I was right abt sch starting would be sian lol. Even tho orientation was really fun and high, it cant be like this during the whole of 2 school years right? Dread Dread Dread.I suppose this would be a busy year and I wont have much time to play games roar. Games > studying cos studying is so freaking sian. I wonder how I used to love studying when I was young. This "passion" for studies was gone once I reached sec sch lol. Or maybe upper pri? Cant really rmb. But I definitely dont like studying now.
I have changed. I know I have just that I dont know how have I changed. Have I changed for the better or for the worse? From what my mum says, it seems to be worse =((. Somehow sometimes I dont really care. The only times I cared about such things is when I emo. Not in a corner, but just reflecting on myself, about things i do and stuff.
Such an emo post too. Probably also cos I'm not really in a good mood now la. Very long never really blog about emo stuff alr. Should be weird haha. Wanted to post some pics of orientation but just not in the mood to la.
Whoo aunt just brought some new year goodies here ^^. Hope thrs my fav food, if not have to go and buy =x. Anyways cant eat them till new year...but dont fret, its coming real soon! Was checking my calendar just now and I realised next week is cny =.=. No wonder my dad kept asking me to tidy my room =x. Its freaking messy right now >.<. Have to take some time to do that haha.
Okies dont feel like emoing le. Shall go find sth else to do. And walao dear boys anime only have 26 episodes. I'm getting the MANGA! Okay wait till I have the $$$ to =(. Watching the anime may be much nicer tho, cos can see the action roar! I want to play bball hahaha! Okay random, but cos they look so cool playing bball! Anyway doubt any real person can do what kazuhiko does =/ Aikawa chan~! Lala, a bit crazy over dear boys cos its really nice roar!
Okay okay I go find sth else to do le...cya! =D
Friday, January 16, 2009 . 5:20 PM
Sometimes I feel that its a strain blogging. Maybe cos I dont want certain ppl to read certain things at certain times I guess. But of cos, this cant be helped since its opened to all to read. I mean, whats the point of keeping a private blog? I might as well just write in my diary. Was thinking that blogging is a way to relieve stress, unhappiness and stuff cos all these stuff would be shared and be gone. I always feel happier aft blogging, usually la.Nevermind about that haha. Okay lets see. I enjoyed the DHSSB Senior High Orientation 09 very much until a certain point of time. And I have a sunburn on my scalp(cos when I washed hair just now, it felt really painful so I supos its a sunburn>.<), huge injury above my left knee(huge cos the rest were reli small-.-) and random cuts.
Day 1...
Ice breakers, learning mass dance, sch tour and 31-legged race. Quite fun, cos group 7 is fun! LOL. We were alr quite enthu and noisy cos we sort of alr knew each other =x. Group 7 has wj, eve, xx, jingqi, celine, zhanjie,teckhuat and 5 yr6s, with jolene and junwei as our OGLs! Ice breakers nth much, but the wrestling thing was qute funny. Managed to get part of the mass dance, but I din go for the 2nd day I dunno the last song T_T. Sch tour was quite fun, its like amazing race in the sch la.
Day 2...
Had headache since some point of the day in the previous day till morning so I rested for the day =((. They had lots of fun drakon boating la haha! Oh yeah Drakon is great!
Drakon Drakon Bring It Up!
Drakon Drakon Shake It Up!
Shake It Up! Bring It Up!
Drakon Drakon Wuha!
Nothing to post so I do the cheer! Yay! Love warcry cheer too! Whee!
Day 3...
Watafest!!! At Katong Swimming Complex and ECP. Had water polo and a race against time game, both in the pools! Then had a try-to-prevent-water-from-going-into-the-pail game(I dunno wads the actual name of this game>.<) and a treasure digging game. Other than treasure game, the rest were very fun LOL. Cos must ans a correct qns den can start digging for treasure =x. Had nass yum seng cos the yr6s were not going to join us from cluedo onwards and dinner was the last thing we did with them. Tried carl's jnr for the first time =.= and its nice! But ex, which was the reason why I havent tried it before LOL. And redbull gives you wings! Wj and gang got totally high drining redbull LMAO. And wj took only one sip -.- dunno what will happen to her if she drinks the whole can haha!
Night activities after that. Okay I totally hate the dark and scary pictures and had to have night activities no matter what, so gah, luckily have the rest to "protect" me. Okay not reli protect la cos got some parts still got scared cos most were like sudden. Listening to music was boring and all of us were chatting and stuff. OGLs attempted to scare us but failed lol. Picking puzzle was ok cos I din go in, shhh =x. Had fun putting the puzzles tgt. I think I love doing puzzles lol. Then it was cluedo time! Cant rmb if the science lab was our first station. I think it was. Had to get chicken feet and head. Yeah real raw ones la. Quite funny inside cos eugene scared the wrong person lmao, he wanted to scare me and wj but he scared the other SM instead. It was pair by pair so more scary la. I did sth retarded, which was attempting to jump over the SM's hands to prevent her from grabbing my leg and I scrapped against the cupboard by accident which caused the huge injury lol. Yes very retarded la. We din manage to complete tho =/. Wasnt of much help cos I didnt dare to open cabinets -.- but reli got SM inside to scare us...very pro lor she hide inside.
Went to different stations later on and did random stuff. Then try to get ourselves scared but they all say not scary de. Anyway most likely was scaring myself only la -.- and must tell myself the ghosts are fake roar. Quite funny also lol. Anyway after u know whos that trying to scare u den not scary le, cos its the sudden parts that give u a shock. Lastly was watching chucky. Okay la not that scary cos anw we din watch finish -.-. I only think the face is scary aft looking for sometime.
Day 4...
House activities! A funny and cute version of scissors paper stone hahaha. Evolution! xD Then a catching-like game haha! Then had Pac-Monster Race. Was quite fun. Another amazing race. But it sort of took place only at a place =.=. Cos we just had to link food names ma. Shi Zi Lu Kou xD! Whee. Then we had the finale night at the later part of the day. At night actually lol. Nice food! Fun entertainment! There were games you see haha! Then mass dance competition. Drakon!!!
Day 5...
Last day! Had mass dance and algorithm dance!(hope I spelt correctly >.< just now xx spelt once but I forgot liao) Prize giving and writing words for each other and photo taking! Drakon! Whoo!
Drakon! Drakon! Rar! Rar!
Okay ps rushing to finish up this post cos I'm going out xD. Its late, can have dinner le! Whee and gonna get sth ltr whoo =x. Okay bad mood's gone and good mood's here to stay again! Was thinking today is a freaking sian day. But the night shall be great! xD
Cya! =D
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 . 4:44 PM
Yesterday was first day of school! Having orientation now, with the yr6s! Drakon Drakon! Rar! Rar! Haha! Got to know our classmates (tho lots come from 4J), and got to know ppl from drakon too! Lots and lots of fun! But had headache somewhr in the middle of the day till super painful at night >.< Today had to give it a miss so that I can rest for the next few days! I dont want to miss the sleep over I guess, even tho I dun reli like sleeping over in sch lol...Class admin then had briefing I think...then got into our OGs and went for activities! Junwei and Jolene for OGLs! Played some sumo wrestler or sth for ice breaking...formed grps of three and 3 grps get into the "arena" and bang till 1 group wins! Losers are the ones who got knocked out of the arena la hahaha. Lost but nvm! lol! We din manage to play the "taugay n flour" game cos we spent too much time getting to know each other's names lmao! Glad tho, dowan white face =.=. After that we went to play the 31 legged race...long version of 3 legged la...and learnt a bit of mass dance. So difficult =.=. haha but I guess the OGLs and OCs were good lol...they must have spent lots of time learning too. Drakon's house captain is very nice lol...shes cute too ^^.
Lunch then school tour! Mini amazing race, fun but tiring >.<. Ran here and thr...maybe thats when I got my headache >.<. But I enjoyed it still! D7 is fun! And enthu! Cos some of us alr know each other haha! Easier to get high >.<. Our grp got 3rd for it! Way to go! Lastly we had the 31 legged race finals! Went home after that la haha...
Headache became bad at the later part and while bathing I was crying cos it was so painful >.<. Worse time during headaches is when you cant lie down =/. After a night's sleep, got better alr, and now I'm okay! Hopefully nothing's wrong with me for the next few days of orientation >.<. Heard dragon boating's real fun and I dont wanna miss anymore fun T_T. Was sad couldnt go la...
Haha okay shall go get sth to eat, hungryyyy...cya! =D
Thursday, January 08, 2009 . 12:40 PM
Haha had a happy day ytd! Thanks to everyone who wished me! ^^ gonna have a thanking list below~Anyways din go for band ytd..instead, accompanied my mum to bring grandma to hospital for checkup cos my aunt was supposed to go with them but wasnt free I think. My grandma went for eye operation 2 or 3 months back to remove cataract I think @_@. Before the checkup on the recovery of her eye, thr was this testing eyesight thing, the thing you do when you want to get a pair of specs la.
Okay it was very funny when my mum and I watched my grandma. For those smaller numbers she was trying hard to see what numbers were thr and very cute haha! Cos for the first part she din say cant see at all. Later on, even funnier when she said "zero zero zero zero, all look like zero leh!" in hokkien la! So its like "kong...kong...kong kong! long zhong ma si kong leh!" and me and my mum laughed lol! Thats her way of saying cant see clearly la lmao! Was trying to guess what numbers she would see the real ones as, for example, she always mistook 5 for 6 and 9 for 8 haha! Oh oh! When the nurse as which lens is better, she always says both the same leh! Haha!
The doctor who did her operation is a young lady! She looks like shes only twenty plus >.<. Grandma's eye still had stiches in it so the doc has to remove it la...looks scary >.<. Cos you will have to look straight and you'll see the pointy stick like thing go into your eye >.<. The doc's hand must be super stable la..freaking scary...somemore the doc's room was super cold =.= I wonder how she can take it.
Took taxi home with my mum after that. The taxi driver cant drive smoothly, thus causing me to have motion sickness roar! The ride was super irritating cos he will suddenly speed up, suddenly slow down and it goes on a stupid cycle! Yeah luckily my motion sickness lasted for a short while only if not I was gonna curse him roar!
Spent the rest of the day having fun lalala...xD!
Haha shall thank ppl now! Alot of ppl wished me thru sms and luckily I went to check my mail ytd! Realised lots of ppl wished me thru facebook too! Haha okay long list, here goes! Thank you banana and qy for the ice cream!!! =D Jazreen
Thanks to all of my friends and relatives including my mum haha! (Yeah my dad forgot my bdae lmao, usually doesnt wish me unless my mum reminds or sth LOL! But its okay~ I love my parents!) I love all of you too! Haha! What a long list, I think one of the times I thank ppl on my blog is it =/ dont rmb so many ppl wishing me de lmao!
Whee! Finished blogging! Shall go play game le hahaha! Cya! =D
Saturday, January 03, 2009 . 12:53 PM
Whoo! Its 2009! Haha wanna wish everyone a happy new yr tho its a bit late lmao and anw I've wished quite a number of ppl thru sms on the 1st alr haha!Was reading qy and banana's blog cos I thought I havent been reading for some time, but I realised only a few posts to read...cos maybe sometimes I read when I'm not lazy to surf the net haha! But obviously havent been posting myself or going online =x.
Went shopping the past week and got my new year clothes alr hahaha...may seem early but actually chi new year is very this year(only abt 3 weeks more) so its okay! Today is the lighting up of chinatown lols! Got firecracker I supos o_O!
Yesterday was homecoming so I went back to dhs! Met up with banana and wj in the morning at macs for breakfast...heh heard lots of interesting stuff xD! Then we watched concert in the new airconditioned hall...not bad can see whats happening on the stage clearly at the second floor gallery but cant see the words they put on the visualiser -.-. Went to take a look at the new band room! Its BIG cos everything was set up(including chairs for jh band) and its still spacious haha! Aircon seems super cold tho =/...Then me and banana went to walk ard the sch, found our science labs! Attempted to try looking for the library but couldnt find it, later realised that its not finished building yet =.=. School compound super big...luckily all the impt places near the SH side e.g. hall, gym, canteen...but library and band room near JH side le =/.
Haha anyways went to eat kfc with banana, wj, cy, van and nicholas. Kfc was sort of dominated by dhs yr5s LOL. Thats US! Cos we missed the place and the free refills xD! Crappy ppl with food was fun lols. Then went to bugis cos cy meeting -someone- then the rest of us went to walk walk other than Nic who went back to sch right aft we reached =.=.
Oh and I spotted 2 backpacks that I like if I were to buy for using for sch, but they are quite big >.<. Ones converse! which is cheap, and the other is ex LOL. Ah wells haha! Very long nv go shopping with friends le very fun xD!
Went to rebond my hair after going home to bathe cos cant visit fang until 4.30 I think...Took like ard 3 hours..Its fun to talk to the aunty cos can learn a lot of stuff hahaa! Thr was a tv so listened to the tv while waiting too.
After that I rushed to TTSH and ate dinner with fang and erica. Hmm you look fine to me le...but must take care okay! Dun think of doing silly and stupid things le la! Dont you know that thrs so many ppl out thr still concern abt you even tho to you they may seem like they are stoppping you from doing many things...they just want the best for you! Must learn how to think properly la...how abt baby gavin? Must consider abt him ma! Sigh...you are one person that worries a thousand lor =.=...Anything can talk to us abt them ma...I dont really know what happened to you la, but didnt want to probe abt it ytd...please do rest well no matter what..and really dont do anymore stupid things okay?
Okay enough of worrying things here...and today's the 3rd!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO XUAN! The crazy girl haha! Have a happy bdae that you can spend during the holidays! xD Cya on 12th! =D
Shall attempt to research for the essay cos I havent started anything and schools reopening like -counts- 9 days T_T. Haha kk byebye!
